A/N: This is my first fanfic and I'm super excited/nervous to put it up. This is ultimately a Jacob story but he won't be making his entrance until some later chapters. I just had to have him in it; I am in love with him. : ) Reviews would be amazing, nice or mean. Any would help. ^^
Disclamer: I do not own Twilight. If I did Jacob would've won.
You can do this Jay, you can do this. My little pep talk wasn't giving me much confidence. I felt sick to my stomach and wanted to turn back, I couldn't take another rejection. I have had so many, I truly felt this could be the one to shatter me.
Oh man up already! You've been alone for years! So what if he says he doesn't want anything to do with you, it doesn't change anything. I laughed at myself, who was I kidding? It would change everything. I sucked in a deep breath and got out of my car grabbing the folder with all the 'evidence' and quietly shut the door. I left my keys in the ignition in case I needed a quick get a way. I highly doubted anyone on this tiny little reservation would steal it.
I walked the extra half mile to his house, for some reason I couldn't bring myself to actually drive all the way there. It seemed….to formal I guess. When I was there I paused to gaze at the house. Well, it was more of a cottage than anything. It looked decent sized and had a garden off to the side. It was what one of those home decorating magazines would call, "charming."
I wondered if he could sense me yet, I knew what he was. One of those wolf boys. I never learned much from my father, our father, but one thing he did teach me was the Quileute legends. Joe was always searching for something better, always thought he was better than the other scumbags on the street. I haven't seen him since I was nine, left to fend for myself. As sick as it is to say, it makes me feel a little better to know that I wasn't the only child he didn't care about. I climbed up the stairs to the front door and knocked. I don't think I made the conscious decision to knock, it just happened and I wish I hadn't. It wasn't too late to turn around, I could go now. I pinched myself and counted to thirty. Thirty seconds and no one had answered the door. Fuck, I didn't even know if they were home or anything. I wasn't going to knock again; I didn't want to seem relentless…even if that may be exactly what I am. I started to turn, what was I thinking coming here? That I would magically find family?
Right as I turned, I heard the door creak open and I froze. I was not ready for this.
"Hello?" A woman answered the door, probably his girlfriend. Oh great, she'd probably think I was some secret lover. Ew.
I turned back to face her and gasped mentally. She was stunning with long black hair and warm brown skin but she was scarred. On half her face there was three scars that traveled down her body…almost like a bear attack. Or a wolf one, I said to myself connecting the pieces.
Sam did this. I didn't know what to say, if Sam did do this then he was more dangerous than what I thought. What if he didn't take what I had to say to well? He could kill me. I mean, I know I'm faster than humans, a lot faster. And my temperature was always running high, but nowhere near as high as the wolves. I couldn't shift like they could, but in human form I could give them a run for their money.
I didn't know how long I was having this internal conversation but when I snapped back to reality that girl was still looking at me. I was going to scowl but I could tell that she was nothing more than friendly. Her eyes showed kindness. Hell, if some crazy chick was standing on my door step not saying a word I wouldn't be so inviting.
"Hi. I…I was wondering if Sa…Sam was here?" Oh great. I just had to stutter, now she probably thought I really was crazy.
Her head cocked to the side slightly and I watched as her eyes lightly raked me over. Her eyes were nothing more than nice though. Here I was, some strange girl who showed up on her doorstep asking for her boyfriend. And that's when I saw the ring on her finger. Opps, correction. Her fiancé.
"He's actually just coming up." She stared over my shoulder and the most loving smile appeared on her face. Just looking at it made me sick, how could someone ever love someone that much? I haven't even met him yet and I knew they were head over heels for each other. Oh god…..wait. He's coming up? That means he's behind me. I took in a deep breath and clutched my folder of "evidence" closer to me. I can do this, I have everything to gain and nothing to lose. I ignored the little voice in my head that tried to tell me how wrong I was.
I turned and saw him for the first time. He was tall; he had to be near seven feet. And god was he buff. Great, it seemed everybody on this freaking reservation was just beautiful. He had dark tan skin, just a tad darker than his fiancé's. I had the tan Quileute skin too but it was lighter than theirs.
I saw him smile at the girl the same way she smiled at him. Barf. Love makes me sick. I watched as his eyes turned to me and I could see the slightest bit of confusion before they were masked over with curiosity. He quickly climbed the steps and held out his hand to greet me. I took it hesitantly noticing how warm it was. Warmer than what I thought it would be.
"Hey. I'm Sam." His voice was deep and it rang with alpha. Oh great, I would be messing with the head wolf by.
I screamed at myself silently. I would like to play off that I wasn't as freaked as I was, but that would be a lie. I suddenly had no idea what to do. I have gone over this moment in my head a thousand times in the last two months and all of that was gone. Just say it, SAY IT!
"Hey." I smiled warmly shoving the nerves back down my throat. This was my chance. Just say it now. "I'm Jay." And I just happen to be your sister.
A/N: A little short but future chapters will be longer. So what ya think? Love it, hate it? Press that little button below and tell me. : )
