Ok so freaking out about tonight's episode so my wild little mind got some ideas and needed to put it out there. I mean come on the writers did it perfectly….that's exactly the way I thought it should be….so secretive. It's much more romantic if I say so myself hahaha. So yeah I'm gonna start writing from Amanda's couch…I won't concentrate much on case I'm not good at that just their personal lives.


"hey you gotta see this" shouted Amanda

Nick came out of her bathroom with a towel wrapped around him.

"it's all a gimmick, publicity they're just harming their kid"

"let's not watch it, we already have to deal with it at work"

She positions herself in front of him. She loves seeing his muscular body, something she had always desired. How'd she get so lucky she thought.

She gently rubs her hand through his wet hair.

"Do you want to eat something?"

"um….yeah….you!" he says laughing as she gets up and starts running away from him

He catches up to her and gently lifts her up in the air while she screams, kicks and laughs trying to get away

"Nick Amaro, you put me down this instant"

"my wish is your command"

He places her down on her bed, he jumps on top of her as he starts kissing her and tickling her

"haha stop!"

He gets off her and lays beside her

They both look up at her popcorn covered ceiling deep in thought

He loved to see her smile, to hear her laugh, he love to hold her and kiss her and make love to her, but how far could it actually go. They were hiding a secret that could cost them their job and hiding what ever this was from all their friends. Yet it felt right.

She never in a million years thought she'd be laying here to next to a half naked Nick on her bed. It had all started so bad, the arguments, the mean stares that had suddenly and very noticeably turned into concerns, and kind looks and even jealousy at times. At first she was annoyed at him always trying to protect her and always trying to kick the ass of guys she was dating but she came to realize that it was something more, something she couldn't deny herself anymore. She had fallen for him and she had fallen so bad that she was willing to risk her job.

"what are we doing?" it came out as a whisper as if she was afraid of the answer that followed "we're risking it all, for what? good sex?

"I hate lying to everyone Amanda, I hate having to put on a charade at work knowing that I'm coming home with you, I wish it didn't have to be that way"

"I know but we agreed, we couldn't say anything"

"It isn't just sex"

Amanda is taken aback by the comment

She sits up. He sits up next her.

"You're more than that…..you deserve better than that, I'm not here only because I want sex , I'm here because you mean so much more to me" he says as he gently holds her face in his palm

She places her hand on top of his. "I know"