Louise's P.O.V
It was one day where I couldn't take it anymore. My anger had been bottled up inside me. That's when I cracked.
It was 2:00am on a Sunday morning. I don't know what caused me to feel this feeling, usually im strong. Between anger and depression, a war was waging. My family was asleep, the streets were quiet. And sometimes quiet is violent. I walked into the bathroom, and locked myself in there. First came the sadness, quiet sobs filled the room. Then my thoughts turned violent. I thought to myself, I'm 15 do I really want to do this. My family cares about me and everything. I just couldn't live with myself. Looking in the mirror, I looked like a mess. Then I threw a punch at the mirror. Glass shattered around me and the sink. Blood started coming out of my hand pieces of glass stuck in my hand. My sobs turned even more violent. My anger started coming, I threw my fist forward at the wall. Pain shot through my arm. I screamed, then someone started banging on the door. I screamed
"Leave me alone!"
Then hit the wall again.
"Louise what going on!" My dad said through the door.
Silence.
I backed up to the bathtub, I felt pain in my palm. I looked at it, it was bleeding. Still crying, the door came swinging open.
"Louise" my dad said, there was a pause. He looked around
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING LOUISE" he screamed, and started crying.
"Don't do this" he said through sobs
"Let me die, let me die" I said while crying.
"Oh god honey, we need to get you help right away" my dad said. Looking at my bleeding hand, he picked me up, and rushed me out to the car. Without telling anyone he was taking me to the ER. I then started thrashing around in the back of the car.
"I wanna die, please let me die dad" I said
"No you do not want to die" he said while speeding off. I started to bang on the window. Trying to unlock the door so I could jump out. It was no use. The car came to a screeching halt. I backed up to the other side of the car.
"Louise please come on, please" he said. A nurse then came.
"Please help, my daughter keeps on saying she wants to die, and I don't know what to do" my dad said to the nurse. The nurse started to climb into the car to get me, I then threw my foot forward.
"DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME!" I screamed
He held his nose. And then talked into his pager.
"Please send the psych team over to the ER drop off immediately. We have an emergency"
Still holding his nose, he started to speak
"Oka-"
"SHUT UP!" I screamed. And started hitting everything.
"Please come now, with restraints, and possibly a sedative" the nurse said
"WHAT!" I screamed again. That was it, I was about to attack him.
"IF I CANT KILL MYSELF, IM GONNA FUCKING KILL YOU" I screamed again, and started crawling towards the nurse.
"Louise stop" my dad screamed. I jumped on the nurse. The team then came and pulled me off the nurse. I soon felt myself black out.