Dear Someone,

We were the best of friends, and even one of the best couples. When I left I knew that I couldn't wait till I saw you again. The first months were just like the past…then you changed. It started with your clothes and then even the way you talked. Soon we only said hi every other week, and then we didn't even talk. I tried calling or texting you to see what was wrong, you never answered or you gave me a stupid excuse. My heart was broken into tiny pieces…and you weren't there to put them back together again. Shedding tears over you became close to me, almost every night. Then I tried to hide the pain…just trying to forget you, it was making the heartache even worse. Still I find myself going back to the times at your house or at the park just talking. If I had one wish it would be to have you back…nothing else. I still have the necklace that you gave me, and I even wear it sometimes…but then it reminds me of what you have almost made me do. I will still love you and will have open arms for you when you come back, if you come back. Friends or not…I will always be there for you and love you besides the things you have put me through. When I see you it kills me inside but I still smile and wave like there is nothing wrong. Don't tell me that you don't wish that if you could go back you would, and that you don't know that you have heart me and changed me. But I will still be here silently, hiding away in this thing we call life, afraid to be hurt again. You have left a scar that shall never fade away. But life goes on, you have to get over the shit that it puts you through and look at the bright side. So just to let you know, I love you and I always will. Friend, enemy, or more.

Love you always,

Erin