WARNING: If you don't like tcest then I would recommend not reading this. I don't want to hear anything about it because you've been warned…*evil glare*
I think I can become a stronger writer if I experiment on all types of writing. I probably won't like this one bit lol. It's like a fanfiction initiation! LOL Thou must write a tcest story to be a true fanfictioner. Ok let's see how this goes. Sorry for the short first chapter but I wanted to get the intro out of the way (cuz I'm cool like that)
Disclaimer: no duh
Prologue
As if trying to fit in with the real world wasn't hard enough, try trying to fit in when you're a mutant turtle. My name is Leonardo, and I'm the oldest of my three brothers; Donatello, Michelangelo and Raphael.
We were all mutated into what we are today in a freak accident, that took place 17 years ago, with something scientists called "mutagen". Along with us, an old rat was also subdued to the mutagens life altering effects. Once we all became tripled in size and intellect, the rat decided to adopt us as his own.
As my brothers and I grew, we were taught in the code of Bushido and the art of Ninjitsu, a fighting style. Our bodies were not only growing taller but now since this new training began; we were growing larger in mass as well. Once Splinter, our father, decided we were ready, he let us out into the real world to put our skills to the test. Little did he know that when he sent us out that night, it would give us a nice smack in the face about how different we really were.
That was almost 4 years ago. Even though we were technically mutated animals, we could do more than just fight and look cute. We were mutated with human DNA. We could feel emotions and react to them. We could feel love, pleasure, and desire. We've been going through that stage ever since and we are all very unstable right now when it comes down to it.
2 years ago is when we really started to get the idea of love and everything that came with it. It actually all started with Donnie who had a crush on our friend April. In his heart, he loved her for the longest time. That is, until he finally realized where reality drew its line. Mutants and humans just couldn't be together.
Try to imagine it from our perspective. Mutant turtles don't exactly have a way with the ladies or the entire human race for that matter. Donnie shut down when he realized how much of his life he was wasting with April who had absolutely no feelings for him besides amity. However, even though Don's spark for her April had died out, his want and need for a compainion didn't.
Donnie went through this time in his life when he separated himself from us. We didn't see much of him for almost 2 weeks until he finally emerged looking like he went through a world war. When our father asked him about it, he refused to tell anyone up until about a year ago.
One night Donnie collected all of us, except Splinter, in his room. It's a night I will never forget and I know it will be with me until the day I die. He pretty much told us why he had acted the way he did for those few weeks. His answer was blood curdling. He told us he was pretty much going through withdrawal and he said if he didn't isolate himself from us, he thought he would have done very bad things. Things that he knew he would regret.
Donnie realized something vitally important. Since every living creature has the desire to be with another, that drive can never leave so you have to find a way to fix it. When Donatello realized everyone in the world would reject him, just like April did, he got a bad idea. A very BAD idea.
"What if the only people who can accept me, is the people who are like me?" He had told us. "And I don't me as friends…I mean as something more."
That's why he locked himself away. So he wouldn't try to pursue us in any way because deep inside he thought he knew it was wrong.
Right now, I wish I had Donatello's brains to help hold me back like he had, to help keep my thoughts at bay and keep me from doing something stupid. But I can't help it. Like Donnie said, you can't fight certain feelings. However, he also said you can control them, but right now, that didn't seem like an option.
It wasn't Donnie I was after, though; it was the red clad turtle standing in front of me.
Next chapter won't be this short (pinkie swear)
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