One-shot
Oh, you broke my heart
I told you I was weak for love
But then you went around
And did what you wanted to do
And now I'm crying, crying
Jacob's endless apologies were starting to annoy her. Yet, all she seemed to do was sit and cry these past couple of days. She should've known there was something being kept from her, why would she get to have a happy ending? Of course not. It wasn't the fact that she loved Jacob, she did just no that way, it was that he knew and still kept this imprinting bullshit from her. If he just would've told her from the start this could all be avoided. She told him she would try for him, what else could I do to repay him for putting me back together? Only for all this to turn and bite her in the ass.
Ooh it seemed like everything was going fine
I found the love that I thought was gonna last
Then I accidentally saw a few things in your cell
I even LOL'd man I should've known
"Jacob, I don't want your fucking sorry's-how many times do I have to say that? You fucked up, you kept it from me, and you hurt me. You fucking cheated on me!" He winced at the last sentence, Bella couldn't find it in herself to care. She didn't feel the loss of a love but she did feel betrayed and lied to by her best friend. She didn't know if it would've felt worse has she actually loved him compared to losing a best friend.
"Bells, it can't be over! It won't happen again, I swear to the spirits just give me another chance." She was disgusted, how could he be saying this to her with an imprint waiting for him to return to her.
Why, why you're doing what you do
You, you might as well just tell the honest truth
See I'm not really down with this
This ain't no texting shit
Know I got no biz,
But it is what it is
She waited to see if he had any more bullshit to spit out, she was at a loss of words and quite frankly pitied the girl attached to this boy for the rest of her life.
I don't really have much to say
I was over it the second that I saw her name
Maybe it was harsh that I laughed at him, maybe I could've handled this better, maybe it's for the best. However, she didn't care about all the maybe's and just wanted him gone. With a big fuck you she slammed the door closed and return to her reruns of her favorite show Friends.
I got two, ooh letters for you
One of them's F and the other one's U
Cause what you gotta do, is go get yourself a clue
Only two, ooh ooh letters to choose
One of them's F and the other one's U
SMH, I'm pressing send on you
She didn't bother going over the 'we would've been' basics of a girl's post break-up thoughts. It didn't matter, he was her best friend kinda like a brother but a brother wouldn't push someone to be with him, keep things from her, and cheat on her. All he had to do was tell her and she would've been on my merry way. She looked at the clock, 4p.m; Bella was supposed to meet up with the pack at 6 for a bonfire to introduce Brady, Colin, and Vanessa-the imprint.
Could've been this, could've been that
We done been there, we done been back
You ain't with it, could've said that
Why you tripping, let me hear that
I ain't trying to argue all morning
I do it all for you,
You know you're my right eye
Baby let me show you
She would be there, Jacob would be there, Vanessa would be there. This was bound to be fun.
Bella was checking the roast that was in the oven when my phone went off telling her she had a text message: Hope to see u 2niteā¦.love u. All she could do was chuckle to herself walking up the steps to shower and mentally prepare herself for tonight.
Oh I know what's been going on
Don't even try to act like Mr Super Nonchalant
What makes you think I'll stick around
I'm not as stupid as you sound
And you sound really dumb right now
Why are you Bella? What do you care? He was always just a best friend, but I was still cheated on. That counts, she thought, if anything for something. She could always shack up with one of his friends, get back at him. She could go out and start dating Mike. She could always, she could always. But would she? No. Why not? Not worth it.
From A to Z, ooh
I got a lot of nasty things blowing up in my head
But none of them are worth my time
You're not even worth this rhyme
And I don't, I don't give a flying
I don't really have much to say
I was over it the second that I saw her name
That all she had to say, in retrospect, it wasn't worth it. He wasn't worth it.
I got two, ooh letters for you
One of them's F and the other one's U
Cause what you gotta do, is go get yourself a clue
Only two, ooh ooh letters to choose
One of them's F and the other one's U
SMH, I'm pressing send on you
Ooh ooh two letters for you, yeah, letters for you
What you trippin' on, huh?
Girl you know you're wrong, huh
Don't let these girls drive you crazy
I don't really have much to say
I was over it the second that I saw her name
I got two, ooh letters for you
One of them's F and the other one's U
Cause what you gotta do, is go get yourself a clue
Only two, ooh ooh letters to choose
One of them's F and the other one's U
SMH, I'm pressing send on you
Getting dressed and packing up the roast, she jumped into her car and went on her way to La Push wondering how accepted she would be now that she didn't really have a connection to any of them. She pushed the thought away and almost laughed at herself.
The pack was her family, and she was theirs; Jacob didn't matter.
