A/N

Hey guys :) So I was watching SNK and now I am so in love with Levi and Petra that I just ordered a Petra cosplay x3

And I also decided to write a fanfic about them. This fanfic will have 38 chapters and each chapter can be considered as a oneshot, but together they describe a whole new story and a development of a relationship. The final Chapter will be released on 20th of May because I did some complex math with their names and this is what turned out so …. This is going to be Levitra-day x)
Celebrate it o.o

Have fun :3

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Chapter One – My new squad

No, Erd, please! How, how could this happen?!

Ohayo. My name is Petra Ral and today is my first day in Squad Levi. I am really honored to be of such usage to mankind and I am ready to sacrifice my life and you probably know, that this is bullshit.

At the moment I am scared, scared to death to be honest. Why the hell did that idiot of a commander had to choose me into the squad with the highest rate of death? I am not even that good … I was just three times outside the walls… and I saw a lot of people die. But I still can smile the same way I always do .. I guess that is the reason, why commander Erwin chose me in the first place to serve quad Levi. But I still have no idea why Commander Levi agreed.

And here I am: the only female in squad Levi. With me are Erd, Oulo and Gunther and of course captain Rivaille. Or shall I call him Levi? Still haven't decided how to call him. I think it is best to avoid calling him and if I have to … I will see.

Actually we are riding right now. To the HQ of the survey corps. The survey corps. I still can see the horror in my father's face when I told him, I want to join them and rescue mankind. But I aged and can now see that I will never be able to save mankind all by myself. So in these 3 years of training I learned how to trust others and that it is always easy to work together with a smile on your face.

But now I have the feeling that I am riding right into the cave of the lion. And why have I to be stick together with these guys. Erd and Gunther, who are silent as a grave, but when they talk they could be blunt as f*ck. And then there was Oulo, the man I turned down months ago, but who just can't let go. Kami-sama .. What did I wrong? Uhhg, I really should stop crying in my head. It has no use to be such a crybaby.

"Oi" I recognized someone saying, but I still was too occupied with the troubles in my head. Someone, I saw it was Erd, tucked my cape and looked at me with a warning glint in his eyes.

"Oi, woman!" Now I recognized that it was me who was spoken to… by Captain Rivaille!

"H-Hai?" I answered a bit too shake for my liking. "Stop spacing out or you will end up sooner as titan-toothpick when mankind could wish for. " The captain said, still looking in front of his horse with so much concentration, you could think, that he was looking out for titans.

"By the way…. What's your name?" He said in the same bored tone. "Petra, sir"

"And I am Oulo" "Gunther" "I am Erd, Sir" The rest of the answered too, without even been asked.

But Rivaille doesn't seem to bother. This was the first time that day, when I truly smiled. After all it wasn't that bad to be with these guys. We used to train a lot and we were not in the top 10 out of nothing. I smiled and it seems like it affected Erd and Gunther too. Oulo got irritated but even he couldn't hide the twitch of his lips. We smiled together as a group.

I think I could feel home in this group.

After a two hours ride we arrived. The building Rivaille was looking at looked old and castle like.

"Welcome at the HQ" Rivaille said. "You should feel honored to be in this shitty building. Because only the f*cking best of the best are going to stay here. Men, follow me in your shitty dorms and Petra? This shitty-glass over there is Hanji" He points out to a woman, who is jumping up and down at the edge and was waving. "She will guide you to your dorm. You will share it with her. There are not many girls in here. To be honest it is only you and shitty-glasses. So please be careful to not become a crazy Titanomaniac." He says in a amazingly bored and/or annoyed voice.

"H-Hai." I said while I was riding towards that woman, who has a crazy stare on her face.

"Hey, I am Petra, ma-"

"Hi, Petra-chan!" The woman interrupts and is shaking my hand, so that I nearly fell down my horse.

"I am Hanji, you can call me Hanji. We are sharing a room; I was so free to put your luggage right there. Normally you wouldn't be allowed to stay in an officer's dorm but I insisted that you would stay with me! Women have to stick together!" Gosh was this woman a talkative. But I still smiled … she was somehow different … and a lot nicer than Rivaille.

"So, wanna' see your new room" Hanji asked me. I nodded silently and she put a arm around my shoulder " Aaaw, a shy one. We will be good friends!" She grinned, why she guided me to the dorm.

I gaped. What … what the hell? This room was big… really big. I was standing at the doorframe and stared at this huge room. It was much bigger than my older room … and we were six girls to share. Now I had this big room and there was just one who I had to share with … wait... So normally officers had this room for their own? Lucky beings, I sweat dropped.

"Uhm, Hanji-san?" I asked.

"Hanji is okay. What is it?" she asked while throwing herself into the bed. " Uhm .. where .. wh-where is my bed?" I asked walking slowly into the room.

"Oh, you won't need one. This is big enough for both of us" She said like it was a total normal thing to share ones bed with a totally unknown woman. But damn, she was my superior so I just blushed furiously and stopped walking.

Kami-sama…

"Aww, I like it when they are shy." She grinned like a maniac.

"Oi, shitty glasses" I heard a bored voice behind me. " Could you get your shitty ass out of this fucking bed and get a fucking second bed?! She is new, god damn it. Don't just scare of new soldiers."

"Hai, hai, Levi-chan" Hanji said bored to death while she walked out of the room like a spoiled child. I sighted and wanted to thank him but he was faster. "Don't just let you be pushed around. You are not a fucking mob." He said, while walking out. I stared at him in disbelief and couldn't decide if I should laugh or scream. But when he reached the door, he stopped and said without a look at me: " If she is going crazy again, my room is right across the floor. And you should close the door if you don't want everybody to hear or see you standing there like an idiot." With these words he closed the door and left.

What I great first day I sighted and put my luggage at the edge. Hanji came back with a bed that I could fold together. As I wanted to fold it out she stopped me and insisted that I will sleep in her bed. I am new after all. I sighted and agreed.

After dinner, we went back to our room. " You should better go to bed now, we have to get up pretty early." Hanji said while she put on her pajamas. " Uhm … Hanji-san, where is the bathroom?" I asked shyly. " Ahh, right, right across the floor, the door with this ridiculous pink circle on it. " " Thank you, Hanji" I smiled back at her.

"You are really cute" Hanji was in her crazy mood again.

After I lied in bed I realized, that I was very tired. I wanted to close my eyes, but every time I did, I saw titans running all over the fields and crashing down soldiers. I was so distracted this day, I totally forgot, that I was scared. Just because I couldn't see them, doesn't mean they are not there… nearer than I thought to. I was scared. I only noticed, that I was sobbing, when my cheeks got wet and hanjis eyes were staring right into mine.

"Whats wrong, Petra-san?" she asked. Her voice was unusually calm and concerned. "Gomene Hanji.I … I am just scared. Pleaseignore me and forgive me for being so loud." I tried to apologize. " Hara Hara, Petra-chan. You weren't loud. I am your senpai after all." She smiled while hugging me. " Just let it oud. We were all scared at the beginning. To ceep it in you and keep quiet isn't healthy. I am going to watch over you, no matter what. You are going to be okay" She whispered. I nodded and hugged ger back. I can really feel home here.

"Thanks Hanji." I whispered, while drifting to sleep. I guess, I can really feel comfortable here.

A/N

Hi again :)

So this is the first chapter of my project "36 things I will never regret or 36 seconds before death".

I hope you like it ! I know, there is not much LevixPetra in here, but I think it is important to make the setting clear and I kind of like the idea of Hanji and Petra being friends :)

Next chapter will be: My Commander

I will try to update in 2 days. Please forgive me, if I am not able to q.q

If you find grammar and spelling mistakes you can trade them into hugs :3