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To The End Of Time
Ch.1
The rain falls freely from the sky as I see students hurry to their destinations, but not I. I sit alone in my dorm room, thinking about the many mistakes I had made. Sure I don't have a lot of mistakes, for I was always a goody girl in my early school years. I always had good grades and was known as the school's Mary. Now here I am in college and already I made one mistake that could cause my last three years of Yale to go down the drain.
Last June which was really only four months ago I had an affair with my married ex. I had just completed my first year of college and I haven't really dated anybody since my senior year which by the way ended in a disaster. Anyway, the last three months Dean and I started to become closer and our feelings for each other started to develop again. On the opening night of my mother's Inn Dean and I slept together. He took his wedding band off and we made love.
It had felt great to be in his arms again to feel so loved again. I didn't care that he was still married he was my first love and I loved him. I know Dean felt the same way for the way he looked at me sent tingles down my spine and made be brainless. He made me feel safe like nothing else was going to get me.
Three hours later my mom came home. We had a big argument about how I was the other women. But I didn't want to hear it, so I walked out of the house, knelt down on our lawn and just cried. Deep in my heart I knew it was wrong but couldn't help it. The next day Dean and I met up for what I was hoping would be a talk about what happened. But the moment he walked in the door and kissed me my thoughts were miles away, and so we had sex again.
I knew I couldn't keep doing this so I decided to go to Paris with my grandmother. My mom and I were still fighting, and honestly I didn't want to be around her. So the next day I left for Paris and that's where I spent two months going from place to place with my grandmother. When I came back my mom and I made up and I had written a letter to Dean that mom had given him.
I didn't regret that night I just knew I couldn't be that other women. Later I found out from Sookie that Lindsay found the letter and kicked Dean out. He was now living with his parents again and Lindsay with her's. To make matters worse mom and I had a little run in with Lindsay and her mom. She called me a slut for doing this to Lindsay, and all I could do was look at Lindsay's hurt face while mom defended me.
While mom went to the diner I went over to talk to Dean. I told him I would tell him what I wanted I just needed to think about things. He agreed, for he needed to get used to living with his parents again and to get the divorce over with.
About a week later I reached my decision and decided to have a meeting with Dean to see where we go from here. We both agreed to get back together and give our relationship one more try. My mom didn't care what I did she just wanted me to be happy, and if Dean made me happy she would be happy for me.
In late August I began my second year of Yale and that's where I meant my new roommate, Stephanie, and the three musketeers, Logan, Colin, and Finn. Paris had decided to go to Harvard so she could be with her new boyfriend and to fulfill her life long dream of going to Harvard. Of course I would miss Paris, but I was glad to have made a new friend, well four for that matter. Over the next two months I grew to love Colin, Finn, and Steph, Logan and I, however, were a friendship in progress.
Two months later Dean and I are still together and happy. At least for now until I tell him we are having a baby. Sure we are in love, but Dean never wanted kids and always made that pretty clear. He had told me that when we started dating, and my mom was pregnant by Max with my soon to be sister Charlotte. I had found out I was pregnant two weeks and still have zero courage to tell anybody.
I'm not ready to have a baby. I'm only on my second year of Yale and just turned twenty. One thing I do know is that abortion is not the way to go, and I rather not go with adoption. I plan on keeping the baby whether Dean is with me or not and I also will finish school and become a journalist.
"Hey Rory we need to talk," Stephanie smiled as she walked in my room and made her way and sat on the other chair next to the window.
"Sure. What's up?" I ask nervously as I turn my attention to her.
"Well it just seems these past couple of weeks you've been kind of distant. Like you have something on your mind or something. It's really starting to bug the boys and I. I mean you haven't had coffee in a while. So there must be something wrong?"
"I guess you can say there is something on my mind…,"
"Well do you care to share?" She asked nervously as she twirled one of her curls.
"If I tell you. Promise you won't tell the boys," I gave in, for I really needed a friend to talk this over with and be there for me.
"Yes, I promise. Now tell me I'm dying to know what's kept you so distant," Stephanie smiled eagerly awaiting my news.
"Well…two weeks ago I found out I was two months pregnant," I answered nervously afraid on how Stephanie would react. She never liked Dean and always told me I could find somebody better. She rather me be with Yale's biggest player then safe with Dean.
"Oh my god tell me your joking. That lunatic jerk got you pregnant. Finn will kill him when he finds out. You know from the first day he thought of you as a little sister. Colin will be in shock and make a remark. And then there is Logan, lets not forget about him who you share amazing chemistry with, which you two are too dumb to notice …" Stephanie ranted as she paced back and forth shaking her head in disappointment. All I could do there was sit there while Stephanie ranted on and on about how Dean totally ruined my life.
"Steph come on Dean didn't do it by himself it takes two remember? It's not the end of the world Dean and I will deal with this. It will be find trust me, Dean and I love each other and this will only bring us closer. I know were young but who cares a baby won't ruin our careers….,"
"Rory he doesn't even want kids. He told you that years ago and here you are pregnant with his baby,"
"I know that Steph but maybe he changed his mind. He was sixteen when he said that he's older and wiser now," I defended as I stood up and walk out of my room to the kitchen.
"Maybe, but that still doesn't change the fact that…,"
"Stephanie please can you just let me be. I know who are trying to help but you need to stop dicing Dean. He's a great guy seriously, sure he may of hurt me in the past but he loves me now and that's all that matters,"
"Fine. You win I'll stop talking and be happy for you," Stephanie smiled. " So Rory when are you going to tell him?" Steph asked as she sat at the kitchen table.
"I was thinking tonight. But I'm not sure if he's working late tonight. So I might have to hold off until he's free again," I answered unsurely as my cell started to ring.
"Let me guess it's Dean," Stephanie rolled her eyes and left the room. I nodded my head and answered my cell.
"Hey Dean, I was just thinking about you," I smiled as I went to my room and closed the door. "I have something I need to talk to you about."
"Yeah, well I have some things that I need to speak to you about too." Dean replied back to me in a tired voice. "Maybe later tonight I'll come to your place. I took off the rest of the night"
"Yeah sure that will be great. I can't wait," I replied nervously as I ran my hands through my hair and hung up the phone.
AN: I know a new story but this one I have ideas for and will finish…So! read and review. Thanks again Betaing ILoveButtfacedMisigrants I appreciate it J
