Hey Everyone! I was itching to come up with a new OC and here he is, Katsuro Ishikawa! He's one of the people that tends to think way too much xD. Sorry about the extremely short first chapter... the next ones will make up for it I promise. This chapter was greatly inspired by my favourite author, R.A. Salvatore. He deserves a lot of credit in this. I was reading the book and I thought that this little excerpt fit my OC completely so I wrote my own version of it. Naruto belongs to Masashi Kishimoto. Please review!
Guilt is a funny thing. I've lived with it most of my life and yet I still can't understand it. I am sure that the events were beyond my influence, or I had acted right but it's weight still haunts me wherever I go. I use the weight as my punishment, though I am not exactly sure of what I am punishing myself for. I don't think I am a bad person, I would've felt no regrets for the things that I've done but I do not count myself among the few good people of the world.
I walk each day with the cloud of my conscience over my head and I sometimes wonder if people can see it. It seems like while I do my best to avoid them, people always want to help me. Most of them end up dead, by the hands of my hunters or just by some tragic incident. Their souls only add to the large weight that is my conscience and guilt.
I seek solitude, wherte noone around me can get hurt. I need no friends... I think. Solitude will be a pwerful enemy, one I cannot defeat by weapons or jutsu. I fear that loneliness will drive me insane yet I press on to get farther and farther away from people. I am not so worried, if I just keep my senses sharp I will survive.
Maybe I will never succeed in this quest but that is only pessimistic thinking. I will find away to just melt into the background of the world and live out the rest of my days peace. Then maybe I can cast off the burden that is my guilt and settle down on a peaceful hillside.
- Katsuro Ishikawa
