Her Song

By: MsBigBad

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Disclaimer: I do not own this show cause if I did it'd be called Spike the Naked Vampire!!! The show belongs to FOX, Mutant Enemy, and Joss who I love/adore! Any quotes will be disclaimed in the text.

Rating: Shudder! Gasp! It's only PG!

Ship: S/B Why write anything else?

Spoilers: Through "Chosen" Season 7.

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Warning: Character death(s)!! You may need a tissue, or several! Go get them now before you end up wiping snot all over the keyboard! Cause that's just all kinds of yuckie!

Summary: Buffy decides she can't face the upcoming battle so she commits suicide. Spike must decide if he'll fight or just lay down and die with her. Does he have anything to unlive for? Gotta read to find out!

Note: This is A/U Let's pretend that Buffy never had that conversation with the first. She came up with the *let's make everyone who might be a slayer a slayer* idea herself! So when we get that short glimpse of Spuffyness in the basement for about 2 seconds before the big battle is when this fic starts.

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Giles: An unopened copy of the Slayer's handbook.

Willow: Some old photo albums and the only books she possessed.

Xander: Her crossbow and a note telling him to take whatever he wanted out of the weapons chest.

Anya: Every Cosmo magazine she'd ever acquired.

Faith: Mr. Pointy

The other box belonged to Angel, and inside her claddagh ring.

Silent tears flowed from lonely eyes. The bed squeaked as they both moved closer together and hugged.

Everything would be alright. He knew it. He was needed here. He had to do right by her. Had to keep her memory alive even if she wasn't.

In his mind he heard her song.

"You'll get along. The pain that you feel you only can heal by living."

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"Where there is love there is life."

-- Mohandas Gandhi

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~*The End*~