A/N: This was originally written as a one shot so that's why it might seem a bit incomplete and have missing information with a tied up ending. When the feathers picture was released, I was inspired to turn Edward and Bella's honeymoon night into Jacob and Bella's. ;-)

Disclaimer: I don't own anything except the story idea. Stephenie Meyer owns everything else.


I groggily opened my eyes.

The sun was shining directly in my eyes so I shielded them and turned her away. Did the sun have to be that bright this morning?

I rubbed my lids before trying to reopen my eyes once again.

I blinked a few times.

"Jake?"

No response.

I felt with my left hand for him but only came into contact with sheets and air.

And something else.

Something soft and fragile, gently bunching against my palm when I closed my hand around it.

I lifted my hand to examine the unknown object.

Were those...feathers?

What the-?

I dropped them on my other side and attempted to sit up, clinging the sheet to my chest.

I gasped when I felt pain surge throughout the lower half of my body and fell back down to the bed.

The pain had dulled into a rather delicious ache, reminding me of events from the night prior, and I relished in it. I stretched langorously, enjoying the new feeling enveloping my body.

Last night had definitely been the best night of my life. There were no words to describe the beauty of it. No words for how perfect I felt in this moment, how complete. No words.

I went to sit up again, this time much more cautious than before and gingerly moved back to the headboard, hissing each time the pain overwhelmed me. Yet, the knowing satisified smile never left my face.

Once I sat back gently, I took the opportunity to take a better look around me.

And what I saw made me gasp in surprise.

There was a crack in the wall near the door. The table next to it, where the glassware had been, was now clear, the shattered remnants of its previous occupants on the ground. The curtain rods that had been hanging over the windows were knocked down and in disarray. Lamps on their sides were split in two, if not in pieces. This led me to glance at the feathers at my side. There were tons more than I had anticipated, the torn pillows littered across the floor of the other side of the bed. This mass of feathers next to me caused something else to catch my eye. A large thick crack in the smooth wood of the headboard on Jake's side stood out, loudly announcing its rough treatment resulting in the damage.

"Holy crow," I whispered in astonishment.

I covered my mouth with my hand and couldn't help giggling into it.

The turn of the knob on the door made me straighten up quickly, tightening my hold on the sheet wrapped around my body. When Jake snuck into the room, I relaxed in relief and smiled warmly.

He glanced up and saw that I was awake. I then noticed his cheeks flush a shade darker than normal and he gave me a shy smile.

"Hey. You're awake."

"Yeah."

He approached me, carrying what looked like a tray of coffee cups with a brown paper bag sitting in the middle.

"I thought you might...like some coffee."

I smiled wider.

"That would be great. Thanks."

He held out a cup to me and I accepted it gratefully.

He sat down on the bed next to me and placed the tray down before opening up the bag and pulling out a wrapped item.

"Hungry?"

I arched a brow at him.

"Absolutely. I think we both worked up a pretty good appetite, wouldn't you say?"

Jake glanced down, chuckling, yet the dark flush was back. He handed me the food.

"Yeah. Egg and cheese with ketchup. Your favorite."

He flashed me his signature grin, the one I loved to see him wear, and I took the food, moving carefully to sit up fully so I could eat.

The sheet slipped a little in my movements and I heard a startled gasp next to me. I didn't even have to look to know Jake was in shock and it had nothing to do with my freshly bared top half. Sure enough, one glance confirmed I was right.

"Jake, what's the mat-"

His hand immediately flashed to my side, gently feeling near the bottom of my rib cage.

I looked where he was intently staring and noticed a huge bruise forming.

"You're hurt."

"No. No, Jake. I'm fine."

He raised his worried eyes to me and it stabbed into my chest. I hated to see the pain reflected back at me.

"Tell me the truth, Bells. I was...pretty rough last night. I hurt you, didn't I?"

I started to shake my head but as always, he could read me like an open book.

I saw the pain get worse and I placed the food down on the bed and moved in closer, taking his face in my hands.

"Jake, you didn't hurt me. I'm okay. A little sore but...that's expected the first time. It's okay."

Unbeknownst to me, while I was distracted trying to reassure him, he had stripped the rest of the sheet from me, revealing more of my skin that was becoming splotchy and discolored.

"Oh God, Bells." He wrapped me in his arms and pulled me into him gently. "I'm so sorry. I should've...I should've had more control. God, I'm so sorry."

I could hear his voice breaking, in between anger at himself and sadness at hurting me, and it made me want to cry. How was it that just a few minutes ago I felt complete, happy, with what had happened between us last night and now we were both on the verge of crying? I needed to stop this. I needed him to smile, to know that I was alright.

I pulled back quickly and forced him to look at me.

"Jacob,"

He looked at me, the pain still swimming in his dark eyes, almost overwhelming me once more. I took a breath and continued.

"I am not hurt. I am a little sore, yes, but I am not hurt. I always bruise easily, you know that. And I don't have any werewolf healing abilities, so of course you're gonna see them for a while. I promise, I'm fine. Although, I do seem to be covered in feathers. I definitely need a shower. Care to join me?" I smirked at him but he wasn't buying it.

He rubbed my bare back slowly, tenderly.

"Maybe I should take you to a doctor or something. The hospital. Just to make sure you don't have any internal injuries or anything."

I glared at him. No way was I going to a hospital. What were we going to tell the doctor, that my werewolf boyfriend got a little rough our first time together and that he controlled his instincts by damaging everything else so he didn't hurt me? Yeah, I couldn't wait to rush to tell him that.

"Jacob, I. Am. Fine. How many times do I have to say it?"

He stared at me in disbelief.

"Are you kidding me, Bells? Have you seen this room?"

I sighed loudly and glanced around the room to give him the satisfaction.

"Yes, and let me just say, that those curtains, for this room? Uh uh. They needed to change things around anyway so we just helped them get started." I pointed to a lamp on our left across the room. "That lamp? Hated it. So, really, we did them a huge favor."

I looked back at him and he had his eyebrow quirked at me quizzically, almost asking if I was indeed serious.

I sighed again and hugged him close.

"Jake, I'm fine, I promise. Please don't worry. Okay? Please. This is pretty much the best morning of my life and I don't want to ruin it because I'm still human. So, please, believe me. I'm fine. Please?"

He sighed in response and smoothed my hair back behind my ear and over my left shoulder.

"Are you sure?"

I nodded.

He closed his eyes and placed his forehead against mine. I pulled my fingers through his hair at the back of his neck soothingly. The slight tremors that had started when he had made his discovery slowly dissipated and I swore I could hear a rumbling coming from him as so often did when he was happy.

And then it hit me.

I clapped my hand over my mouth and scurried to get off him, wincing and groaning the entire time.

"Bells, what the-are you alright?"

His arms caught me before I fell off the bed.

"Mweedmruthmueeth."

He narrowed his eyes at me in puzzlement but smirked. I was glad to see this side of him returning despite my ridiculous ability to worry everyone around me that I was always close to death or injury of some sort.

"What was that? You wanna repeat it please? In English this time?"

I glowered at him and cracked my fingers open slightly, speaking through them.

"I need to brush my teeth. I need a...human moment."

I stopped talking before I could make it worse. Had I really just spoken to him like he was-no, I refused to think the name. I had made my choice and I couldn't have been happier. Just as I didn't want Jake to taint this morning with his worry, I would not taint it with the past. This morning, the morning after, was for Jake and me alone.

His confusion intensified before he laughed and yanked my hand away from my mouth.

He leaned in to kiss me and I struggled to get away.

"No, Jake. Don't! I have to brush my teeth!"

He clasped the back of my neck and pulled me to him, me resisting him the whole way.

"Shut up, Bells."

He kissed me fully, his hands fisting in my hair to pull me in even closer, and eventually my struggles died away and I kissed him back. I couldn't fight him anymore. I didn't want to. What was the point? I loved Jacob and he loved me. And I was his now completely. Well, almost.

He drew back, smiling his sunny smile and stroked my hair softly.

"You sure you want to take that shower now? I could give you a massage, make you feel better. I'm pretty good with my hands, you know."

I rolled my eyes but bit my lip and I could see his own eyes darken at the sight. I wanted nothing more than to stay here in his arms and let him do what he would, but I felt the need to shower, now more than ever.

"I really do need to shower," I slowly attempted to crawl off him and get to my feet. "And brush my TEETH!" I had started to fall, my legs not able to stand fully on their own yet, unbeknownst to me, when Jake caught me, again, and swung me into his arms.

He smirked again at me. Why always the smirk? It's almost as if he got a kick out of my extra clumsiness this morning, making me totally dependent on him.

"I'll make you a deal, Bells. I won't make you go to the doctor today if you go and let Sue have a look at you."

I could feel the heat rise in my cheeks.

"Jake, no. I'm not going to ask her if what happened last night broke any bones!" I crossed my arms, infuriated that he would even suggest such a thing. "Do you know how embarrassing that is? I mean, I might as well go to your dad and ask him so he can tell Charlie what happened. No way!"

He rolled his eyes at my dramatic outburst.

"Bells, relax. Sue's not like that. She doesn't gossip like an old woman. She's a nurse and she's in the know. I would like her to take a look at you."

I huffed in annoyance and refused to look at him. How dare he force humiliation on me like this?

"Honey, do it for me. Please?"

I bit my lip, shaking my head. Why was he doing this to me?

"It wasn't that long ago that you asked me to be good and listen to the doctor. Even though, I didn't really want to. You remember that?"

I dropped my arms and turned to him in annoyance.

"Jacob, that is completely different! All the bones on your right side were broken!"

"And how do you know yours aren't?"

"Wouldn't I be screaming in pain right now? Weren't you?"

"Okay, answer me this. If I put you down, would you be able to walk to the bathroom on your own right now?"

He had me and he knew it. There was no way I could make it on my own right now, not without a great deal of difficulty and pain. That had been proven when I tried to stand moments ago.

I wish we had left a pillow intact last night so I could hit him over the head with it. Not that it would do anything but at least, it would make me feel better. Note to self: must take up stock in crowbars for future use. Either that or buy Charlie's baseball bat off of him. Tell him it's for home protection or something.

I glared at him and he glared at me. Clearly, I was not going to win this one. And I really did not want to fight with him. Not when something so wonderful happened between us only hours ago, not on our first day together.

I sighed impatiently and crossed my arms again, staring up at the ceiling.

"Alright, I'll see Sue. There, you satisfied?"

I felt his lips brush against my ear lobe.

"Nowhere near it."

His husky whisper sent chills throughout my body like it always did whenever he spoke in that tone.

I turned towards him, laying my head against his shoulder, looking up at him, smiling slightly, my anger with him quickly melting away.

"I need a shower."

He smirk got bigger.

"So, you keep telling me."

I smacked his chest and he chuckled.

I wrapped my finger around the collar of his dark t-shirt, playing with it nervously. Anything I said right now would be cliche and sound like it was out of some cheesy movie. Especially since I knew it would not come out the way I wanted, like the sexy siren I wanted desperately to portray, but more like the inexperienced girl I really was. Despite last night, I did not feel like a woman. Not yet. And even though I knew he was just as inexperienced, he was better at saying what he wanted to say when he wanted to say it. He had already proved that. But me, that was an entirely different story.

"Will you take one with me?"

His brows arched a little and once again the heat flooded my cheeks.

I desperately wanted to retract that question or explain it away as fear for my current legless condition but I forced myself to quell the nerves and keep my perspective on the situation. I was here, naked for all intents and purposes, in the man's arms that I just asked to shower with me. A man that by now knew everything there was to know about me. Why was I so nervous?

I tugged on his collar.

"Would you like to?"

He grinned and carried me off to the bathroom.

He carefully set me down on the sink counter, frowning when I involuntarily let out a hiss. He took a deep breath and started the shower. He set it to hot and then proceeded to undress.

Normally, I would have been blushing like crazy and averting my eyes but there was no longer any need for that. The only thing left to do was appreciate him in his full splendor. And to think I had told him he was sort of beautiful back in the day. What had I been thinking?

Once he was completely stripped, he picked me up and stood us in front of the shower, waiting for me to check the temperature. Once I gave him the okay, he stepped us in and pulled the curtain behind us.

He gently placed me on my feet, not missing my wince, and leaned me towards him, facing him.

"Hold onto me, honey."

While he lathered shampoo into my now wet hair, I found myself wondering if his intentions were the same as my own. It was our first shower together. I wanted to make it a memorable one. But something told me he wasn't going to allow me to nor for the rest of this trip. I frowned at the thought when he slowly turned me around to rinse out the shampoo.

Since there wasn't any conditioner, he lathered up the soap and began spreading it softly over my body. His hands gliding smoothly over my skin was enough to make me ignore the pain I felt and beg for him to reconsider.

"So, now, because of this, you're not going to...at all?" Even though I had already done it, I still had trouble verbalizing it.

His eyes snapped to mine and his hands froze.

"Of course not, honey. But...you need to heal first. And I need to learn how to control my instincts better."

I sighed sadly and leaned into him, wrapping my arms around his neck.

"Jake..."

"I'm not saying no, honey. Just not right now. Give it a day at least. Let's see what Sue says and if she thinks you're okay and you feel better soon, then...we'll try again, okay?"

He kissed my nose and I hugged him, burying my head into his wet neck, ignoring the soap I was now transferring to his skin from my own.

He tenderly started to rub my back again, forcing me to close my eyes. I loved it when he did that.

"Are you in a lot of pain right now?"

I shook my head.

"No. Just sore. Like I ran three marathons back to back."

He laid his cheek against the top of my wet head.

"I love you, Bells."

I couldn't help the smile that spread across my face.

"Love you more."

He laughed at the familiar memory and drew back a tiny bit to nuzzle me.

"Stealing my lines now, are you?"

I lifted my head and pulled him down to me for a kiss. Next, I lifted his hands, soap covered and wiping away the suds with my thumbs, kissed both of them before placing a kiss to the spot on his chest where his heart beat underneath.

Before I could do anything else, he leaned down and covered my mouth with his. He picked me up gently, carefully wrapping one leg around his waist and then the other and held me up against the wall.

He didn't do what I expected him to. Instead, he focused on kissing me, rubbing my bruised sides as he did. Whenever we needed air, he would move to the bruises adorning my hips, making sure to hold me still and keep me suspended while he moved. With each kiss, I felt his 'I'm sorry' for last night. But no matter what he did, no matter what he said, he would never make me regret it. Never.

Eventually, he lowered me down cautiously, finished washing us up and rinsed us off. He turned the shower off and stepped out, holding my elbow, before turning and picking me up, cradling me close to his damp chest.

Where I expected him to dry us off, he merely grabbed the towel and carried me back to the bedroom. He sat me down on the bed, laid out the towel and then laid me down on top of it. He laid next to me, kissing me and then my neck and then my collarbone.

I bit my lip, running my fingers through his shorn hair, watching him as he kissed more and more of my skin with such a loving tenderness and reverence. Almost as if he was worshipping me, grateful at the sacrifice I had given him last night and no one else. I know I was grateful, for him, for us, for everything we shared and still would.

Who would have ever thought that my best friend Jacob would be the one to give me such an incredible gift and I him? Why had I been so anxious and impatient to rush things before? There were no words to express the relief and happiness on my Jacob's face when I informed him I was still intact, in every way. No words.

Little did I know that Jacob intended on continuously apologizing until I was overwhelmed with my love for him, my marvel at his unselfishness and willingness to protect me and care for me, and I had no choice but to forgive him, even though there had never been anything to forgive in the first place.


I lifted my face to feel the slight sea breeze on my cheeks and then dance along my loose curls, brushing them over my shoulder to my back.

I had forgotten how beautiful La Push truly is.

Hard to think that not that long ago, I had been up here for a different reason. I guess I really hadn't stopped to take in the beauty that day.

Jake and I had just come from Sue's. As embarrassing as that conversation had been, she gave me the all clear. Just bruising and soreness. That hadn't surprised me in the least. Jake, while rough, had also been amazingly gentle. Just like I had thought, whatever instincts he was hit with last night, he focused it all on the room, not me.

The most humiliating moment was when she had gone and gotten Jake. I had made him wait outside, in the car, running, with the radio on, loud, so he could not overhear us. Thank God Leah and Seth weren't home. I would have died from embarrassment. It was bad enough the Pack would likely hear everything from Jake's thoughts.

Jake had sat down next to me, holding my hand, glancing between me and Sue worriedly. When Sue explained everything and asked us to wait a while, I was the one who had been unhappy with that recommendation. Once we had thanked Sue and had gotten back in the car, I tried to convince him that Sue was just worrying needlessly, that I would be fine by the next day. After all, I was walking. Granted, with Jake's help, but still, it was an improvement. And just as I had known he wouldn't, he didn't budge. He had gone on and on about how it was a good thing, how he would have some time to talk to Sam and see if he could figure out how to sudue his instincts for the future.

I had sighed sadly and he had squeezed my hand.

"You're not turning into a nympho on me now, are you?"

I ended up blushing furiously and staring out my window.

"No. I just...I'm not made of glass, you know? I was always treated that way by..." I had sucked in a breath, unwilling to say the name of the man I had broken nearly twenty four hours earlier. I was such a bad person. Here I was, only worrying about when my boyfriend could touch me again and not once did it enter my mind that I had hurt someone else. I had shaken my head, angry with myself.

"Never mind."

Jake had sighed this time.

"Bells, I'm not him. Alright? I know you're not made of glass but...you're not exactly made out of stone, either. You can still break, still fall. And I'll be damned if that's going to happen on my watch. Especially, if it's because of me. I love you too much."

He had been annoyed with me, I could tell, especially since I had made it obvious that he was still on my mind. Yet, he had kept my hand in his the rest of the ride. I had kept quiet, afraid to offend him further. I should have known better. I hadn't even chosen him a full day before I was already going on about mine and Edward's relationship.

It still hurt. I couldn't deny that. Edward had been my everything and was supposed to be my forever. I was supposed to belong to his family, joining the ranks of the gorgeous vampires, being just as ferocious and deadly, hunting wildlife for eternity at Edward's side. That had always been my destiny. I had never wavered once in my decision and my path had been clear. Until Jacob, that is.

But as Jake held me close to him, my hand on his heart, moving slowly to its rhythm, it dawned on me. I could not give Jacob up. I just couldn't. I loved Edward but Jacob...Jacob, I loved, too. And I could not lose him. I could not push him away from me to run off and get married (although I already had that last thing) and give away my life and become his enemy for the rest of his. I just couldn't. It was impulsive and I hadn't though it through and I knew Edward and the Cullens would never forgive me, especially since I hadn't even been married for an hour technically. But, in reality, I didn't need to. One look in Jacob's pained tight eyes and I knew. He was the one I couldn't live without.

I pulled away, staring at him.

Jacob stared at me quizzically.

"You have to go back now?"

I didn't say anything and that pained expression fleeted across his face before he hid it beneath that smile I had come to associate with being the one thing in the world that could always make me happy.

"This time, you gave me three dances. That beats our record, right?" He was referring to my prom from so long ago. I thought about him with his long hair in a ponytail held by a rubber band. How nervous and young he had been. How gentle he had held me, how shy and embarrassed he had been to tell me what his father had said. I thought about him and compared him to this Jacob now. How things had changed drastically since that night I had been in that uncomfortable cast. So much had changed.

I thought about him and Billy and the twins I had yet to be re-introduced to. I thought about the Pack and Charlie. I thought about my mom and how happy she was with Phil in Jacksonville. I thought about it all. Even that vision of the two black-haired children running into the forest.

But most of all, I thought about how Jacob was looking at me right now. No matter how he tried to mask it, I could see him. I could see how scared he was and how hard he was trying not to make me upset on my wedding day. I could see how he was desperate for me to run back into his arms and never leave. But most of all, I could see that all he wanted was for me to be happy and that as much as it was killing him and he was going against everything he believed in, everything he knew to be true because of what he was, he was trying to give it to me.

I hadn't even realized I'd been crying until he head moved forward, wiping my tears away wih his thumbs.

"Why are you crying, Bells? This is supposed to be your day, remember?"

He tried to give me the Jacob smile but I ran into his arms, hitting up against his solid wall of chest, wrapping my own around him, never letting him go.

"Bells..."

I could hear the faint waver at the end of my name.

I drew back, grabbing his face.

"Get me out of here. Now."

He narrowed his eyes, trying to detect whether I was serious or if I was just having a moment of crisis.

"Jacob. Get me. Out of. Here."

He stared at me, unsure, until he finally found in my expression what he'd been looking for.

He stepped up towards me.

"Are you sure, Bells? Are you sure you know what you're doing?"

I nodded.

He picked me up in his arms.

"Last chance, Bells."

I pulled him toward me, kissing him.

"Go."

He gave me a brief nod and then started running away with me.

I could hear Edward's voice not far behind. Of course, he'd heard our conversation and Jacob's thoughts in conjunction. Of course.

"Bella?"

Naturally I started to feel horrible. I did love Edward. I did. But, I couldn't be without Jake. I just couldn't. I know it was cowardly to go without a word to my new husband but he would understand. I just knew he would. He had always wanted me to have a human life. Now he would get his wish.

"Bella!"

I covered my ears.

"Jake, please go faster. Please."

He didn't say a word, just picked up speed like I asked him.

"BELLA!"

I tightened my hold on my ears, unwilling to let that voice permeate my brain.

"Faster. Please, faster."

And he had moved even faster, never stopping until we were well within the borders of La Push.

I found out later that Sam and the other wolves had stayed behind, making sure Seth and the other humans left safely. Jacob had replayed my words to Edward in his thoughts as he ran with me. That's what had caused Edward to stop chasing us.

Edward.

At some point, I was going to have to face him and the family I had left behind.

All these thoughts whirled around in my head as I stared off into the horizon. I was sad that I'd had to choose, especially after being so sure of my first decision for so long, but I could not regret choosing Jacob. I just couldn't.

As if he heard my thoughts, Jacob came and sat by me, taking my hand in his large one. I loved the way it felt, so rough yet so soft, so warm. He intertwined our fingers and I smiled.

"Whatcha thinking about?"

I shrugged. "Everything. I think I beat Britney Spears there in the record for the shortest marriage in history."

Jake shrugged in return. "Only by an hour or two."

I laughed and so did he. But my laughter soon died out when I thought of all of it and how I had left things. How much people must be talking about Bella Swan, Forks' very own Runaway Bride. But most importantly, of my jilted husband and his family.

"I do feel bad, Jake. For how I left it, left everything. At some point, I know I have to face it all."

I laid my head on his shoulder and wrapped my arms around his before intertwining our fingers again.

"Yeah, but not today. Today it's just us." He turned and kissed the top of my head. "And that being said, will you dance with me?"

I jerked up and smacked his arm, thinking he was being his usual sarcastic self. But one look in his eyes told me he was serious.

"There's no music."

He smiled and got to his feet, gently pulling me up with him.

"No need to be."

He took me in his arms, much like he had yesterday, and began moving us around in slow, careful circles, always making sure he supported me.

He started humming some song I had never heard before and I laid my head on his chest, keeping my ear near his heart, my left hand in his right one.

I smiled, closing my eyes as I listened to the familar rhythm that I had fallen asleep to last night.

"This is perfect. So perfect."

Jake stopped humming. "Really?"

I chuckled, nodding against him. "Yes."

He kissed my forehead and lingered there for a minute.

"Good."

He then pulled away, much to my chagrin and led me back over to the rock.

He rolled his eyes when I raised my brows in question.

"There's something I want to give you."

He sat next to me and pulled something out of his pocket. I could see some leather strings dangling from it.

He took my hand and kissed it before getting down on his knees in front of me. I could feel my heart start to race. On some level, I knew this was coming. Either choice meant a committment. But, honestly, with Jacob, I wasn't expecting this this soon.

He heard my quick heartbeat and rubbed my hand soothingly.

"Easy, Bells. I'm not asking you to marry me."

I let out a sigh of relief, instantly worried he might take it the wrong way, that I didn't want to be committed to him.

"Not yet." He gave me a wink and I laughed breathlessly.

He kissed the inside of my wrist before holding out my hand and placing something in it.

I studied it. It looked like a leather...wristband of some sort. It was woven intricately and looked so beautiful.

I gazed up into Jake's nervous expression. He seemed almost afraid that I wouldn't like it.

"It's beautiful."

He smiled happily and took my free hand.

"Glad you like it. I made it for you."

I grinned. "You did?"

He nodded and let go of my hand to take the leather back to start putting it on my right wrist.

"Yeah. It's something I made when I was thinking of you when I was...hurt. I knew I probably wouldn't get to give it to you but...I still hoped I could one day."

I placed my left hand on his cheek, stroking his smooth russet skin gently with my thumb.

He turned and kissed my hand before staring up at me.

"It...symbolizes a promise. Sort of like a promise ring. I would have gotten you one of those but I can't afford it." He glanced up quickly. "Not yet. But, I'm saving up for one. I just need to fix a few more cars and then I'll-"

I grabbed him and kissed him.

"It's perfect," I whispered to him. "It's from you. I'd rather have this than any ring the best money could buy."

He smiled warmly at me.

"I know."

I smiled back.

I pulled him to me again.

"Come here."

I kissed him with everything I felt for him. I kissed him with all the conviction I had, knowing I had made the right choice. This all felt...natural to me. And though I loved Edward, and always would, I chose life with Jacob.

I know there would be days that I thought of him, that there would be days the what if's would play loudly in my head, but I could not regret this. Never this.

I drew back, gasping. "I love you, Jacob Ephraim Black. I choose you."

He opened his mouth, no doubt to make some sarcastic remark, considering what had already transpired between us, when his dark eyes widened and his jaw went slack.

I narrowed my eyes suspiciously.

"Jake?"

He just kept staring and it made me think maybe it was me.

"Is there something on my face? Do I have a bug in my hair? Oh God, is something hanging out of my nose? Oh no, there is, isn't there?"

I went to wipe whatever it was away on the back of my fingers when he stopped me.

There was an expression on his face that I could not read. Before I could get a chance to try, he bore down on me and kissed me with such passion and ferocity it sent my heart into overdrive.

I tried to move away, to get air, and when he sensed that I needed it, he released me, only to place kisses all over my face, my neck, down to the beginnings of my dress. Yes, the only thing Jake had been able to scrounge up for me before we left the cabin was a single white cotton dress. Where he got it from, I had no idea. Luckily, it covered most of my bruises.

Instead of dipping down like I expected him to do, he launched his kissing tirade on my arms down to both hands, turning them over and then making his way back up to my shoulders.

I loved the affection he was showering on me but I had to know what he was thinking.

"Um, Jake?"

He stopped and cupped my face softly. I then noticed the tears making their way silently down his russet cheeks.

"I always knew...thank you, thank you, thank you."

He pecked my lips repeatedly before burrowing his head into my neck, taking me in his big strong arms.

"Oh God, Bells. Thank you."

To say I was confused was putting it lightly. Just what was he going on about? I knew he was happy that I had chosen him but after everything we had experienced, did he really think I wouldn't? I had chosen him when I asked him to take me away. I had chosen him when I asked him to stay with me in the bed at the cabin. I had chosen him when I had kissed him and asked him to touch me. I had chosen him when I lay happily worn out in his arms. I had chosen him when I dozed off to the sound of his heartbeat and light snoring, warm and safe and loved.

"Jacob."

He moved back to stare at me, his eyes still wet with tears.

I stroked his cheek.

"Jake, I choose you. You know that, right?"

He grabbed my hand and placed my palm against his left cheek, leaning his head into my hand.

"I do, Bells. I do. And I am going to make you happy. I am going to take care of you and give you everything you need. I am going to love you for the rest of my life. I'm yours, honey."

I smiled, unable to contain the warmth and excitement bubbling in my chest.

"And I'm yours."

He grinned and picked me up in his arms, carrying me like the bride I had been not that long ago, carefully spinning us around. He looked so happy it was heartbreaking. I hadn't seen him this happy in a long time. And for me to be the sudden inspiration behind it, I had no idea how it was possible but it made me happy to see him so carefree again.

He nuzzled my cheek and then rubbed my nose with his.

"I love you, Bella."

Nothing else mattered to me except those four little words. My heart felt like it burst upon hearing them. He had told me often enough but it never evoked such deep rooted feelings before. It felt as if my love for Edward was miniscule and had been pushed back, to forever remain a whisper of a memory. Like nothing could overshadow Jake's feelings for me and mine for him. When I looked in Jake's eyes, I believed it. And I felt worthy, like Jake was made to love me all along and I him. Like we fit together. Perfectly. It didn't matter how fragile and human I was. It didn't matter that someday Jake might imprint and be taken away from me, leaving me permanently shattered, never to be put back together. Our past hurts no longer mattered. None of it did. It was just me and Jake.

"I love you, Jake." His smiling face lit up in an ecstatic grin and he put our foreheads together.

And now I knew.

This was always where I was supposed to be. Here in Jake's arms, laughing crazily along with him at some sort of private joke between us, but neither of us knowing really what it was.

It felt as if night had passed and we were now in the light, blinded by each other in the new breaking dawn.