Title: Defying Gravity
Chapter title: Kiss me goodbye
Fandom: Glee
Pairing: Kurtofsky - Kurt/Dave
Rating: T - PG 13
Genre: Angst
Warnings: Character death, What if?
Disclaimer: Nothing is mine - as you know, I guess.
Summary: What if Kurt never met Blaine, after "Never been kissed"? What if Blaine never gave Kurt the courage to hold on?
Author's note: This is the firt thing I've ever wrote abour Glee - and Kurtofsky too, of course. Please, be gentle.
As everything I write, this is for Aetheriata.
Kiss me goodbyeYou've always liked the feeling of the wind on your skin.
As a child, at every single blast of wind, you always stopped: you stood, enjoying the moment. The wind caresses made you feel shivers all over your body, and just for a moment you felt alive. All of that just because of that skin that now you keep taking care of almost obsessively: 'cause, you know, you need to shine. You need to be always at your best, to be always the light that illuminates the room you are in.
You've never thought that someday, today, you'd be able to be satisfied by going out as a feeble little flame. The darkness around you finally won, killing your light day by day.
The squares of the terrace are coarse, you can feel them trough you new Alexander McQueen trousers.
Your legs, dangling on top of the emptyness, make you seem like an old ruined doll: and, truth be told, you are an old doll aren't you?
It's them, your family, your friends... They could look at you forever, but they won't ever see you for real. It's in your blood, Kurt, in your DNA. You can't run from the consequences of your nature and they know it. What can they do?
You were born wrong.
And then... Go, Kurt. That's why you are here.
Defy gravity.
It's time to close your eyes and jump.
Did you kiss someone goodbye, Kurt?
