A/N: this is my first story so please have mercy with me ;)...when there are any mistakes or something it's all my fault bc english is not my first language and yeah

I do not own any of the Characters or real persons in this fic

And this is just a taste of what will probably come.

With her on my side

Lea was on her way home, today was an exhausting and very emotional day.

The end of the Finn/Cory tribute episode "The Quarterback" has been filmed. Lea felt sick she would most like to throw up. Why this had to happen to her? She dreamed of a life together with Cory. Kids. Marriage. Move in together. A house. Grow old together. And so much more great memories, which the two of them may have experience together, but fate meant it differently.

Lea's tears came back like every morning and every evening simply every time she thought about him.

Why had it not be able to meet her? she thought, he was such a good guy, everyone loved him and he also loved his fans, friends, family and most of all Lea.

Every time he took the time for his fans when they asked to get an autograph and also talked with them.

He was so great, not perfect but he was Cory a kind, friendly and loving guy.

The ride home got longer and longer, her sight was blocked by the rain or were it just her tears?

I want to be with him, it's not worth to be living, she thought.

There were her friends and family who were there for her, but most of them had to struggle with the loss themselves. She also didn't want to be a burden all of the time.

In recent month she often thought about, to just took a few pills from the medicine cabinet, or to take the knife, just to forget the pain and loss, but then again she thought about Cory, that he hadn't want her to do this, he had wanted her to fight and be happy some day.

But the grief is still too big, it felt like a large part of her heart is nowhere to be found.

Finally at home, she sat down on her couch, she had previously brought herself a glass of wine and started the TV.

She switched through the channels but nothing good was on, she just ended up by one.

Her phone started ringing, she didn't looked at the caller ID, simply replied the call.

"Hey Lee." said the all to familiar voice on the other end, Naya, very surprising right?

A/N: Do you like it? Want more? Or is it just really bad? Please tell me thanks :)