Disclaimer: Card Captor Sakura and all related
things are properties of CLAMP, et.al.
This fic is written by Silver Wind.
a Card Captor Sakura fanfiction:
The Beast
by Silver Wind
lain@suiko.net
Ginga - http://suiko.net/lain/
Sometimes I wonder if anyone at all see through the
genki mask I wear.
Hey, I am genki. I know that! But... not all the
times.
At first, maybe it was just an urge to balance things
around me.
I mean, with Yue always brooding and sulking, I /had/
to be the genki side, didn't I?
But then Sakura came into my life. And actually, there's
no need to be genki anymore. That girl has all the
genki-ness there is in this world!
So then... why?
To hide my Beast of the Seal persona, perhaps?
With my temporary form, it's a little hard to act
tough. Even I have a headache imagining it.
No.. that's not the reason.
I just know I have to act genki and tough. To cheer
Sakura when she's sad. To lighten that brat up. And
in a way, to flatter Tomoyo for her kindness.
And the main thing, to provide comic relief for
Sakura! Maybe that's why Clow created me too in the
first place.
My creator probably was the loneliest man in this
world. The most powerful mage, and yet he was always
alone.
It's his power, I guess. He knew the future. Wouldn't
be a good friend. And he knew it.
I was happy with him. And Yue was too, although that
guy never said a thing and just glared at everything
around him.
What am I wondering?
Well.
I wonder if I ever will find someone to love.
Even Yue has Touya-niichan now. I know, I know...
it's just hard not to surprise people with my forms,
both of them.
At times like this, I envy Yue. He looks like any
normal human being in his temporary form, so he
wouldn't attract attentions if he's somewhere with
niichan... err, except if he eats, that is.
It's not I'm lonely. I have Sakura. I have Tomoyo.
And okay, I have that brat. But what if the time
has come for me to choose a new master?
Gah, I don't want to think about that! I'd just
enjoy my life with Sakura, the brat, Tomoyo, Yue,
niichan and otousan for now.
Otousan still looks at me funny sometimes, but
since he has Clow's memory from the other half
of my creator's soul, he remembers everything
that happened when he's Clow.
Niichan also still glares at me time after time.
But then again, niichan glares at everyone and
everything, so that doesn't bother me. 'Sides,
I rarely see him, and the SnowBunny, ever since
they have their own apartment.
The brat? Hah, ever since he returns to Tomoeda,
he often has this silly smile on his face if
he's with Sakura. And that's another thing...
what does she see in him, anyway? I have to
admit that they're really a cute couple, though.
Tomoyo is still as gentle as ever. I feel sad
for her sometimes. Because she has no one,
just like I do. But I remember that she's happy
if the one she loves is happy. On that, she
and I are similar.
I really like this life. Even better than the
one I experienced with Clow. Maybe because I
have Sakura, I have Clow's reincarnated form
here, and I have lots of good friends... and
not to mention good food!
Yes, the genki mask stays.
Especially in this peaceful time. But I have
no doubt that the second Sakura has something
bothering her... the Beast of the Seal will
return.
Clow, thank you for creating me. Thank you
for bringing me, the Book and Yue to this town.
And most of all... thank you for Sakura.
~ owari ~
Notes:
are there any other fics seen from Kero-chan's
POV? *sweatdrops*
I originally wanted to write a fic about Touya...
when suddenly I typed and typed and typed this
one... and finished it in just 15 minutes.
Finished on July 15, 2000. 7:40 PM
Written while listening to:
-. Driver's High - L'Arc~en~Ciel
-. Hitori no Yoru - Porno Graffitti
-. Last Piece - Kirari
-. Shizuku - Okuda Miwako
See the pattern there? ^^;;
Yep, the OPs and EDs of GTO anime!
things are properties of CLAMP, et.al.
This fic is written by Silver Wind.
a Card Captor Sakura fanfiction:
The Beast
by Silver Wind
lain@suiko.net
Ginga - http://suiko.net/lain/
Sometimes I wonder if anyone at all see through the
genki mask I wear.
Hey, I am genki. I know that! But... not all the
times.
At first, maybe it was just an urge to balance things
around me.
I mean, with Yue always brooding and sulking, I /had/
to be the genki side, didn't I?
But then Sakura came into my life. And actually, there's
no need to be genki anymore. That girl has all the
genki-ness there is in this world!
So then... why?
To hide my Beast of the Seal persona, perhaps?
With my temporary form, it's a little hard to act
tough. Even I have a headache imagining it.
No.. that's not the reason.
I just know I have to act genki and tough. To cheer
Sakura when she's sad. To lighten that brat up. And
in a way, to flatter Tomoyo for her kindness.
And the main thing, to provide comic relief for
Sakura! Maybe that's why Clow created me too in the
first place.
My creator probably was the loneliest man in this
world. The most powerful mage, and yet he was always
alone.
It's his power, I guess. He knew the future. Wouldn't
be a good friend. And he knew it.
I was happy with him. And Yue was too, although that
guy never said a thing and just glared at everything
around him.
What am I wondering?
Well.
I wonder if I ever will find someone to love.
Even Yue has Touya-niichan now. I know, I know...
it's just hard not to surprise people with my forms,
both of them.
At times like this, I envy Yue. He looks like any
normal human being in his temporary form, so he
wouldn't attract attentions if he's somewhere with
niichan... err, except if he eats, that is.
It's not I'm lonely. I have Sakura. I have Tomoyo.
And okay, I have that brat. But what if the time
has come for me to choose a new master?
Gah, I don't want to think about that! I'd just
enjoy my life with Sakura, the brat, Tomoyo, Yue,
niichan and otousan for now.
Otousan still looks at me funny sometimes, but
since he has Clow's memory from the other half
of my creator's soul, he remembers everything
that happened when he's Clow.
Niichan also still glares at me time after time.
But then again, niichan glares at everyone and
everything, so that doesn't bother me. 'Sides,
I rarely see him, and the SnowBunny, ever since
they have their own apartment.
The brat? Hah, ever since he returns to Tomoeda,
he often has this silly smile on his face if
he's with Sakura. And that's another thing...
what does she see in him, anyway? I have to
admit that they're really a cute couple, though.
Tomoyo is still as gentle as ever. I feel sad
for her sometimes. Because she has no one,
just like I do. But I remember that she's happy
if the one she loves is happy. On that, she
and I are similar.
I really like this life. Even better than the
one I experienced with Clow. Maybe because I
have Sakura, I have Clow's reincarnated form
here, and I have lots of good friends... and
not to mention good food!
Yes, the genki mask stays.
Especially in this peaceful time. But I have
no doubt that the second Sakura has something
bothering her... the Beast of the Seal will
return.
Clow, thank you for creating me. Thank you
for bringing me, the Book and Yue to this town.
And most of all... thank you for Sakura.
~ owari ~
Notes:
are there any other fics seen from Kero-chan's
POV? *sweatdrops*
I originally wanted to write a fic about Touya...
when suddenly I typed and typed and typed this
one... and finished it in just 15 minutes.
Finished on July 15, 2000. 7:40 PM
Written while listening to:
-. Driver's High - L'Arc~en~Ciel
-. Hitori no Yoru - Porno Graffitti
-. Last Piece - Kirari
-. Shizuku - Okuda Miwako
See the pattern there? ^^;;
Yep, the OPs and EDs of GTO anime!
