CHAPTER 1
Love fades, mine has I couldn't stop from replaying those words in my mind. Love doesn't fade, interest does…so I stood up from my French vanilla cappuccino and began to stalk down to the basement where they kept my Russian god. Christian ran into me accidently, his phone skidded from his hands and across the dusty ground, my cappuccino sprayed over both of us and we both fell on our butts.
"Ah Christ," he shouted uselessly whipping the cappuccino from his shirt.
"Watch where you're going fire crotch," I snapped, picking up his phone and reading the text on the screen. He snatched his phone back and stood up storming past me. I barely got to read it before he snagged it, but it read; we're over. I watched him storm away before picking myself up and heading to the dungeon. The guards were hesitant to let me in and called in to Lissa before they even unlocked the doors. She called back up, telling them to let me in, but before I got near him she stopped me and hugged me.
"Look Rose, if this is more about your old relationship please don't, he can't handle it right now," she pleaded. I felt myself break a little more inside and punched the wall.
"Some friend," I hissed, turning around and racing back upstairs and out. I could breathe again once I was outside. I didn't know if I wanted to run or scream or cry, so I dragged my worthless existence to my room. Christian sat outside my door, under the stairs hugging his knees to his chest.
"Go away Christian," I mumbled. He didn't budge, so I opened my door and went to leave him, but he stuck his foot in the door.
"Can I borrow a pocket knife," he asked me, he wore a mask of bottled emotions.
"I need it," I told him, "now go away." He didn't remove his foot.
"Actually do you mind if I stay out here, Lissa and I broke up so I was wondering if I could crash under your stairs for a while until I move away from saint vlad's,"
I opened my door wider and let him in.
"You can sleep on my couch, just don't annoy me," I muttered. He gave me half of a grateful grimace before entering and sitting on the couch. I sat beside him.
"So what happened?" I asked. He shrugged, he looked torn up inside.
"I just got a text saying it was over and…it ended," he admitted. I sighed and got up, heading to my freezer. I had a gallon of heartbreak ice cream waiting for me and I figured sharing was caring. I handed him a spoon and popped the top off.
"They say this stuff helps," I told him digging in. He shrugged and followed suit digging into the undisturbed surface. I could see him holding in the pain and I sighed moving the gallon of ice cream aside. I obviously had to break the barrier so I leaned on his chest and confessed.
"He doesn't love me anymore," I felt my body shake and he awkwardly wrapped his arms around me and buried his face into my neck. Droplets fell and created dark round spots on his jeans, and he pulled me closer and closer until we were both in the comfort of the other. We didn't say another word until he sniffed me neck.
"Do you want to…feel better?" he asked. I sat up and said, "Duh" he stroked my neck lightly, "there is one way we could both feel better," I stared at him in confusion.
"I'm not having sex with you," I told him out right. He blushed. My eyes widened I meant it as a joke, but he didn't.
"Alright then," he mumbled. I stared at him, it wouldn't be anything too bad, and it was the best way to relieve stress, but still, "I was more proposing getting high." Now I felt stupid, why would he want sex after he just broke up with his girlfriend?
"With what," I asked. He smiled and showed off his fangs. I felt myself tingling, because I knew what kind of high came from a bite like that. I shrugged and tilted my head back, exposing my neck at its full length. He grabbed me by my hair gently so he could maneuver my head as he pleased. One of his hands roamed at the button of my jeans, I would've swatted him if it hadn't felt so good.
"You ready," he said, his breath hit my neck making me shiver and I nodded. With that he sunk his teeth into my neck releasing endorphins into my blood stream and waiting until I was completely submissive.
"You like that Rose?" he asked. I nodded and he smiled, "wanna make a deal?"
"What kind..?"
"I'll do this whenever you want if you swear to have sex with me whenever and where ever I want…"
