Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Bella

School was over. Victoria was dead. The date for the wedding was decided. Everything was perfect except for one thing that kept me worrying every night like this one as I lay in Edwards's cold arms on my bed.

Jacob was that one thing. He was hurting and that meant so was I. His pain was my pain. I worried even though I had promised myself I wouldn't.

I was to move on. To forget about him but how were you supposed to get over someone that you love. My only hope was if Jacob imprinted on someone and soon… Would it hurt me to see him with someone else? Yes it would but that jealousy would be nothing compared to the happiness I would feel to see him so happy.

"Bella, you are very far away." Edward broke me out of my thoughts. He stared at me with his golden scorching eyes with a slight smile on his face making me melt in the inside. As he lay on my bed he put both of his hands on either side of my face and asked, "What are you thinking?"

His touch made me my skin burn even though his hands were cold as ice. I almost forgot about Jacob for that moment.

Almost. He was still their somewhere inside my mind. He was still smiling. His smile was sad. It was always this smile I saw in my head on his face.

Edward waited patiently for me to answer. I didn't want to tell him I was thinking about Jacob. I didn't want to see any trace of sadness in his eyes. He had been through enough and it would hurt me to see him in pain so I lied.

"Alaska. I am thinking about Alaska." I answered in a thoughtful tone. I didn't want him to think that what I was thinking about "Alaska" was negative.

"What about Alaska?" he asked.

"Will we meet Tanya and her family?" I asked just a little curious about Alaska now. Were we going to meet them? Was I finally going to meet the beautiful immortal that I had one worried was going to be my rival?

Edward laughed and then answered, "Maybe." He was probably remembering the time when I had asked about Tanya n his bedroom, and the way I had freaked about a competition. He had assured me that I was the only one for him.

I yawned, feeling tired by all the thinking. Tomorrow was another day for me to worry and for Alice to annoy me with the wedding plans. Knowing her she would go overboard with everything even though I told her not to. I groaned in the inside at the thought of the wedding.

"Okay time to sleep. Good night." Edward kissed the top of my head and held me as I closed my eyes to the sound of him humming my lullaby.

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