I whipped my hand across the screen. Messages pop up, and all of then from Karkat. Karkat. It was amazing to talk to him. He was amazing. His amazing soft lips and plump cheeks were amazing for kissing. He made me feel so safe and happy. My mind drifted off and I forgot about the texts. I thought about him. His body is soft to the touch. His perfect neck I just want to kiss so badly. His wonderful ruby eyes watching me as a smile spread on my lips. Don't even get me started on his shoulders. I just wish I could see him more often. Feel him on me. Feel his lips pressed on mine. I would kill someone to taste him again. He smelt and tasted like… well I can't explain it. I have never found a good word for it and feel like I never will. There are many words but never a perfect word for his amazing smells and tastes of him.
I finally answered the texts. I didn't want him to worry. I pictured him saying every word he sent me with that wonderful voice of his. His lip movements and his beautiful eyes fluttering open. Man I wanted to see him so badly. His wonderful… everything that I oh so longed to feel once more. I love him so much I just don't know what I would do without him. I need him in my arms with me right now. I need to hug him tightly and feel him with me.
Maybe one day we will meet up again. Far from now that is, lately he has been so busy, but I'm happy he's been more social then I have. He has lodes of potential and I don't want to drag him down. He's wonderful to me. He's everything I ever wanted and a bit more. Sure he's a handful but I have two hands. He can't handle his own problems. Maybe one day I will understand trolls better.
Of course I try to help the best I can. Gamzee, his friend, says I really do help him feel better. But I feel like I can do more then just talk to him. I feel like I can do better for him. I hope one day he doesn't yell at everyone and calms down a bit.
One day we may live in a tiny yellow house. We'll both be happy. His beautiful face looking at me as he whispers something sweet and unheard. The sunset out the window as I pour tea into two cups and hand one to him. What wonderful future that would be. But sadly, it may just be a silly thought again. I am a romantic after all.
But, Karkat didn't know I was in love with him. Well, I think he doesn't know. I hope it's a surprise to him. Me, Jade, in love with someone as rude and unmannered as Karkat? Nah, you got the wrong girl! That is what I would say if anyone found out! I'm a genus! :B
Maybe I should invite him over. He's texting me and stuff so I can just be like, "Yo! Kk! Meet me at my place in 15 min! We can hang out and watch people die and stuff!" No, that would be kinda freaky maybe I should be more calm like, "Hey, Karkat you want to come over to my house soon? " I don't want to seem like a fool who wants to see people die! That's as creepy as Aradia! Well here I go!
-Hey KK! Want to hang out? :B-
-CAN IT WAIT A BIT I'M REALLY BUSY-
Always freaking too busy to hang out with little ol' me eh
-Hey it's fine you don't HAVE to come over! :B-
-NO I WANT TO COME OVER A BIT LATER OKAY?-
-Oh okay! :B-
He wants to come over?
-OKAY I'M HEADED OVER NOW. BETTER NOT WASTE MY TIME-
He's headed over now?
-Okay! I'll start cleaning up now!-
I wonder who's driving him over.
He's actually coming over! Wow! I can't believe this! He can't travel all the way over here by himself someone must be taking him all the may over here in a car of something. I don't want to look lonely and sad all by myself I should have a cool friend by my side too! Maybe I can ask Rose to come over too! She's a nice friend of mine she would understand!
-Hey Rose wanna come over!-
-Well sure I have nothing else to do why not.-
-Cool! :B-
A few moments later Rose came knocking on the door. Thank god she got here before Karkat did with his friend. What if he came by himself? What if the ask why I wanted to have them over? Hm. HONK HONK. Gamzee? Gamzee took him here. Who else would it be? Knock Knock. Not just Gamzee but Gamzee AND Kanaya helped him get here. Kanaya knows where I live and Gamzee scares off all the losers that would try to rob him or something.
They walked off into my room Gamzee looking for a soda and Kanaya swinging an arm around Rose. Karkat stepped in and looked up at me. ( Trolls were tall but Karkat and Tavros seemed so tiny compared to the others!) His wide ruby eyes glaring at me. Shining and glowing in the dim house lights.
He's so pretty. I hope that he loves me as much as I love him.
