1. Love or lust

I sat there. I couldn't wait for fate any longer. I ran into his arms and kissed him passionately. Eli's mouth opened under his and his mouth was overly welcome. He didn't push Clare away he kept hold of the kiss maybe even held her closer. He pressed his hand at the small of her back. It made me shivery with pleasure. Eli's lips moved slowly down my neck. He traced his tongue down the side of my jaw. I pulled him closer. And he moaned with pleasure. It sent shivers all down to my toes I never thought it would have that effect on me. I pushed closer to him and never wanted him to let me go. I didn't want him to go away ever. I wanted this moment to last forever. His lips slowly moved back to mine with such urgency. I pressed my tongue to his bottom lip. He reacted different than I thought. He tackled me and we were on the grass. I pinned him and bent down and kissed more. I loved the way kissed me. His lips so soft and smooth. His eyes rich with excitement. Then suddenly he did a monomer that made me on the ground and him on top. Slowly he bent down and kissed my neck. He nibbled playfully on my neck. Made me think he was a vampire a little. And you know how I like my men the dangerous the better. I moved his head back to my face he looked into my eyes and I looked into his brilliant hazel. It was if I could see his soul I liked what I saw.

"Do you love me?" I asked with my voice shaky with excitement.

"What?" I didn't expect that answer I wanted yes or no.

"Do you love me or like me even a little?"I said almost above a whisper.

"Of course I like you but I'm not so sure that I love you we haven't even discussed if your my girlfriend or not yet."

I smiled did he want me to be his girlfriend. Well might as well ask "Do you want me to be your girlfriend?" i blushed a little when i asked.

"Clare i don't know what i think anymore." what does that mean

"look do you like me enough to want me to be your girlfriend?"god why did i just say that

"yes but i mean are you ready to have a boyfriend after K.C."

Did he just say yes OMG OMG wait don't wait pause for that question.

"yeah I'm ready I'm over him way over him i want to be your girlfriend"

god i sounded like a idiot "see i knew you would say that-wait did you just say yes"

i kissed him again. I pushed him harder to me. i think he likes me just as much as i like him. oh i wish this moment would never end. I wish i could stay this way forever. His mouth yet again opened undermine eagerly. His breath constantly making me want more. He crushed his lips agaist mine i knew at that it was a happy moment. Our tongues touched and i was like an electric shock. I made me want more. He was magic and he new it. He used it to his advantage to and his hand in my clutched