Hello! This is my first fanfic on here. I rated it mature just incase.
Disclaimer- I do not own Gravitation or the characters.
Shuichi opened his eyes slowly. He glanced over at the clock. It was 2:36 a.m. The only sound he could hear was the sound of Yuki typing on his computer. Yuki hadn't been too nice to Shuichi lately. Earlier that day, they had been arguing. His head was still throbbing because he had been crying. Yuki had told him that he wished he would never have to see his face again. "I want Yuki to be happy. Maybe if I was gone, he would be happy," Shuichi thought.
Shuichi got up quietly and grabbed his notebook and a pencil. Then he walked into the bathroom, turned the light on, and shut the door. He sat on the floor and began to write. After he was done writing, he got up and looked in the medicine cabinet. He took out the bottle of aspirin. His hands were shaking as he opened the bottle. "I hope this makes you happy, Yuki. I love you." He swallowed as many of the pills as he could.
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Yuki heard a loud noise coming from the bathroom. "Shuichi? Was that you?" There was no answer. "Shuichi?" Yuki got up and walked to the bathroom. He knocked on the door. "Are you okay," Yuki asked. There was still no answer. He turned the knob and pushed the door open. "SHUICHI?!" He saw Shuichi lying on the floor unconscious, barely breathing, with an almost empty pill bottle next to him.
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Yuki sat in a chair next to Shuichi's bed in the hospital. He couldn't stop reading the note that Shuichi had written.
My dear Yuki,
I apologize for all of the stress and anger that I put you through. Please forgive me. You said you never wanted to see my face again, so I hope you are happy without me.
Tears had been falling from his golden eyes since the moment he had seen Shuichi on the floor. He never meant for things to happen that way.
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Shuichi's eyes finally opened. "Yuki," he whispered. "I'm right here," Yuki said. Shuichi looked at him. "Yuki, why are you crying?" Yuki leaned over and hugged Shuichi. "I don't want to lose you. Please, don't ever try that again." Shuichi blinked. "Yuki, what are you talking about?" "You mean you don't remember? You… you tried to kill yourself. It's all my fault. I should have never treated you the way I did. Please forgive me, Shuichi. I love you."
"Yuki…" Yuki kissed Shuichi passionately and moved his hand down to a sensitive part of Shuichi's body. He then began to kiss Shuichi's neck, gently. Shuichi was moaning quietly. "Oh, Yuki," he whispered. Just then the nurse walked in. "Yuki," Shuichi said, "I think you should stop." "Why? Don't you want me?" Yuki didn't notice that the nurse was standing there. "Of course I do, but that nurse is staring at us." "WHAT?!?" Yuki got off of Shuichi and stared at the nurse.
