I Will Be
Disclaimer: I do not own Tsubasa Chronicles or the song used in this FanFic. It was written by Avril Lavigne and sung by Leona Lewis.
Author's Comments: This takes place during chapters 209 and 210. I really wanted to use this song so I needed something dramatic. Plus, the first time I heard the song, I automatically knew I wanted to make a KuroFai songfic out of it. It is also OOC to a certain extent. And no where in the manga does this happen. Unfortunately. Anyway...
Enjoy!!!
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
Fay was hurting inside. All those moments he let pass by without telling the ninja he cared for him. Now, after almost dying along with the ninja, he realized how much he had hurt him. He was laying on the ground now, Kurogane right next to him. Watching as their friend comes close to death. Just as they had.
I know I let you down but it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay
He had never noticed how much Kurogane had suffered for him. And Fay had taken it for granted. He lied to the person he cared most about. He was torn apart, but was pulled together by the Japanese man. They were now bound together for eternity, and yet, Fay wanted to die. He didn't realize that the person he had become over this journey was because of Kurogane. But he still had changes to make. To make Kurogane happy.
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down, I'll turn it all around
'Cause I would never let you go
Fay thought he was ready to die. To accept that he was worthless. But Kurogane was the only one to see right through him and bring him back up from where he had fallen. He knew that he let the other taller man down. But he was about to change that. He wanted the other man to see him smile. Because he owed him that much. And more.
I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay
Fay wants to be what Kurogane wants. He wants to make him happy and proud of what he is. But with all he has lost, all he can't gain back, it seems nearly impossible. Kurogane is the reason Fay changed the bit he did. The reason Fay didn't commit suicide the minute he joined the gang on a journey. The reason he wants to live.
Without you I can't breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I got, you're all I want, oh
'Cause without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see you're all I need?
Not only can Fay never be without him because of feeding reasons, but because he has come to understand that he loves the ninja. With all his god-given heart. He never thought that he would ever have a heart. But he realizes that he always had one. It was just hidden and frozen until the day it met someone worthy of unfreezing it.
And I will be, all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay
And that day has come, or it has been here for a while now. Fay's heart has opened itself up to Kurogane. And he is the only one capable of breaking it. But until that day, another prophecy is made. That Fay will be there. Forvever. He won't run away. Instead, he will face his problems head-on. He will keep on loving Kurogane, so that the other man can notice.
I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay
But Fay had another idea. Instead of waiting for the ninja to notice. He turns to Kurogane and says, "I love you". Kurogane turns to him and says, "You don't know how long I've waited to hear those words". Fay's single eye lights up and starts to tear, "Kuro, love, I will be all that you want. I'll make you love me". The man with the vermillion eyes looks into that of the cerulean-eyed man, "You idiot, I already love you. Haven't you noticed? And I will be thereā¦forever". Both men embrace and give each other passionate kisses, albeit around them, the air is thick and sorrowful. But where they're concerned, it's only them two in the whole world.
Dreamgirl: Wasn't that sad but romantic? The song fits them perfectly. I know I could've written something better, but I was at a block between my story and other stuff I have to do. Yes, I do spell Fay/Fai's name differently all the time. But I will NEVER spell it Fye. It will always be either Fay or Fai. I like both ways. Anyway, tell me what you think!!! PLEASE REVIEW!! They make me all warm and fuzzy inside!! :-)
