Life Of Trina.

Author: Invader Johnny.

Summary: Trina has been missing for weeks, and to her shock someone HAS been looking for her.

Notes: This story is a sad, sad sequel to "Not so Happy April Fools" so if you did read that fic then it's a safe bet that this takes place about a month or so after Tori's death, if you haven't then you might want to still read it despite the fact that I gave you some spoiler alerts.

Still, guess you still need to head over to the prequel in order for you guys to fully understand the whole picture.

Disclaimer: I dont own Victorious, Dan does, there happy? no? well neither am I!

Well onto the dark, tragic story.

How I miss writing dark storylines, it's a good way to show character evolution.


Hi Mom, or Dad

Or whoever find this first, Anyone who gives a damn I'm sorry, I am so fucking sorry, I just can't deal with this anymore, I hate that I'm the reason everyone is unhappy, I hate that I'm the reason why you guys fight all the time and most of all I fucking hate that I'm the reason why Tori's not around anymore.

You never said it but I can see it in your eyes, your resentful angry eyes, you two blame me for her death and you know what?

There's not a day that goes by where I wish I could have done things differently, where I wish I was happy for my sister's relationship I wish I told her I loved her, because I did, I still do.

So fucking much.

What haunts me the most is knowing that I didn't just cut Tori's life short, I also ruined your lives, I ruin Jade's as well and it kills me, it kills me because she told me she planned to ask Tori to live with her.

Right before she told me I was no better than the drunken bastard who ran over Tori.

She truly did love my baby sister and I guess I was jealous, jealous of her happiness.

Oh god if I had just taken Tori to jade's apartment they would have had a growing relationship she could have been my sister in law, she could have been your daughter in law, fuck, she could have given Tori so many little children to love and raise.

And I took that away from them.

She hates me now, and I deserve that hate.

The icing on the cake? My date was the real cruel joke; my so called knight in shinning armor just sent Cat and Robbie with a cheerful song telling me "April Fools you felled for it"

I'm such an idiot.

I'm not going to ask for your forgiveness, I'm not going to ask for anyone's mostly because I know I don't deserve it.

So this is my final words to you, I miss my baby sister, like all of you.

And I'm not waiting to see her again.

Trina Vega.

P.S

Don't go looking for me, I don't want the negative atention.


Jade read the letter once more, she had stolen it out of the evidence locker, she knew she had committed a felony but she didn't care, it was the only clue she had on this case.

True, she was no detective but she had committed crimes before, so why not use her knowledge of the dark side of the mind to help out? Especially since the real cops weren't exactly helpful.

It had been about three weeks since, maybe a month since Mr. Vega found the letter in his eldest daughter's bedroom and of course he went berserk, like any father would, he. his wife and pretty much the whole police department went on the lookout for Trina, she at first refused to get involved believing the older teen was only doing this for attention.

How wrong she was.

That same night the Vegas found out that one of the guns in the house was missing.

It didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out what that meant.

Adding to the equation that Trina's car was gone pretty much made it clear she didn't want to be found.

Dead or alive.

That pretty much caused a lot of distraught to the parents of her deceased girlfriend.

She vividly recalled when Holly had a breakdown in the middle of the search crying "NOT MY BABY, NOT MY BABY!"

After that the mother has not said a word.

Ms. Vega just sat in her bed staring at the wall, not moving, not eating, and just staring.

And Mr. Vega wasn't fairing any better, the man's personality had changed 180 degree, he was a police man doing his duty, doing it but like he wasn't really there, he has been doing the same thing, looking for Trina, eat, sleep, looking for Trina, eat then sleep, sometimes he wouldn't even sleep nor eat.

He was on auto pilot.

It was a bad way to cope with the possibility, he has lost his youngest daughter in a freak car accident, losing his first born child in the next few days destroyed him even further.

Jade remembers when he came to her college one afternoon after she had finished a rehearsal for a play she wrote in Tori's memory.

"Jade?"

"Oh um hi Mr. Vega"

"Have you seen Trina?"

She shook her head "No"

"Have you seen Trina?"

Again she replied with a negative.

"Have you seen Trina?"

Normally she would say a cutting remark but this was wanted a different answer and she just couldn't provide that.

She felt for them, she did, Tori's parents may have been neglectful at times but she saw how much they loved both their daughters.

That made her furious, "How could she do this to her parents?!"

The Goth girl joined the search as soon as she found out about the gun "I swear Trina if I find you I am not going to let you take the easy way out!"

She was not happy about the older girl's actions to say the least, before and after she started dating Tori and this was by far the most reckless thing Trina had done as far as Jade was concerned.

Jade may not have liked the older Vega and often wished she had gotten lost but now that she had disappeared from the face of the Earth, she couldn't help but to take back everything bad she said about Trina.

"Just because she annoyed the hell out of me, it didn't mean I wanted her to get harmed."

After two weeks no body was found much to the frustration and desperation of David and Holly Vega.

They were going to bury another daughter as soon as the police called off the search.

There were no leads, no one came forth with any information and those who did were only interested in the reward.

To her disgust they were Trina's so called friends.

"Even I would never do that to get money."

Jade looked in any place she knew Trina could hide in; every turn was a dead end.

But not for long.

The thespian was driving to her hiding place, an abandoned house she used to go to when she was upset or needed inspiration for her plays.

Or when Tori had made love to her for the very first time.

But now it would only serve as a place to try and figure out where Trina could be hiding.

"If she's still alive that is."

During all this time she wondered why did she cared anyway?

She remembers thinking to herself when she first heard the news that she didn't care for Trina's whereabouts or safety not after what she had done. In actuality she did though, no matter how much she tried to convince herself otherwise.

Jade knew that ignoring Trina would be no better than when said girl ignored her sister's pleas.

She winced.

"You turned me into a caring girl Vega" Jade thought hoping Tori would somehow hear her from whatever afterlife there was "Why didn't you tell me loving you would turn me into a god awful mushy person?!"

Oh how much Jade wanted a response.

"I miss you so much baby."

As she drove to her destination the teenager kept thinking of her dead girlfriend, it both ease her and pained her, Jade longed for a time when she could hold her Tori in her arms and kiss her for hours to the point when a sexy moan would get out but knowing those times were now simple memories.

And nothing more.

"You made me happy Vega... I'll never forget that."

When she made it to the abandoned house, Jade saw something that wasn't there the last week.

An abandoned vehicle.

And not just any set of wheels either, for it was Trina's car.

"Am I seeing things?" She thought warily "This can't be real... Can it?"

She parked her own vehicle nearby and got out, making her way slowly to the car she knew belonged to the missing girl.

Her suspicions were confirmed when she recognised the license plate.

Walking slowly but surely towards the side of vehicle, Jade was relieved not to see any scavengers nearby, if Trina was inside then the rotting meat would have attracted unwanted animals.

"No broken window... Ok, that's a good sign."

But she still needed to look inside, so Jade took a glimpse at broken glass to see on the inside.

No blood, no rotting corpse.

"She's not in here, that's good at least."

Jade touched the handle of the door and it opened, surprised that it was unlocked, nevertheless she got inside, hoping to find some type of clue to the older girl's whereabouts.

She first started her search on the back seats, when nothing of importance was found, Jade's attention was directed to the front of the car, taking her sight onto the glove compartment for it could be of some help.

The moment Jade opened it, she felt a chill down her spine when she saw a few bullets falling into the floor.

Some used... Some weren't.

"Ok this is good news bad news moment."

If there were leftover bullets then Trina was still alive, but it also meant she had the gun. A very much loaded gun to be precise.

Frowning, Jade quickly got out of the car and got her phone out.

She could call the Vegas or better yet the police but she wondered if they would get here fast or simply think of her as another person looking for the reward money, since so many people had called and given false leads, the LAPD wasn't sure who to believe at this point since they had been given one wild goose chase after another during this whole investigation.

Jade knew just then that if she did called the Vegas and told them she found Trina but was already dead it would be like smashing what little hope they had into itty bitty pieces.

She couldn't do that to them.

So she walked over to the abandoned house, slowly but surely, Jade reached over to one of the windows, "Ok Jade" She told herself trying to be reasonable "You been here before, look out find Trina and if she's alive calm her down, if she's dead then call the police"

Carefully she opened the window and got in; Jade blinked and coughed, then waved the dust away from her nose. The living room area of the creepy house was just the same way as she remembered it. A distorted picture of a family's head hung above the now battered and worn couch.

"Just think, this might have been Trina's home for the past few days."

In another time Jade would have probably laugh since she often joked that the eldest Vega would end up in a dump after failing getting into the entertainment industry, now it was eerily true in a twisted way.

It scared her.

Jade looked about the room, puzzled. Then she moved towards the kitchen. Flicking on a light switch, she coughed again.

For some reason her voice echoed back at her.

That was... odd.

A short inspection of the room revealed that a few pants were scattered around the floor, near them was an open backpack it. Jade walked over to it and peered down at it. All she could see was a knife that her horror was covered in blood.

Fresh blood.

"What were you up to Trina?"

She got up and walked away, her next stop was the upstairs rooms; if Trina was inside the house then it's clear from what she just saw that her mental state was at her worst, so she had to be careful.

Jade walked up the stairs cringing when her feet made the old wooden stairs squeaked, she really hope no one was in the second floor.

Once she slowly made it to her destination, Jade let out a sigh of relief she didn't know she was holding, she had seen way too many urban explorations on the Internet and more often than not, something was found.

... Or more disturbingly, someone who was no longer alive.

But Jade wasn't about to sing victory just yet, just because one room was empty, it didn't mean that others would be.

So after searching in seven other bedrooms with her scissors in her hands as protection, she was beginning to think Trina might not be in the house, she might have already killed herself in the woods that served as the backyard on the desolated residence, of course she was not about to go in there in the middle of the night, it would be dangerous and Jade knew her limits of where she could and shouldn't go.

But she still had several places in the house to search, after several minutes of wandering around in the dark, getting lost, and then reorienting herself; Jade was beginning to wish she was in her apartment still. The whole entire house reeked of dust, rotting wood and who knows what else, and there where more than enough random pieces of broken glass sticking all about that if she tripped on them she could seriously injure herself.

When she decided to check and see if Trina was still breathing, she hadn't expected the whole procedure to take up most if not all her night. Of course she never expected to discover that the older girl was in her hiding hole.

Worried, she glanced back, hoping she wasn't being followed. Then continued to stomp down the dim corridors.

"Geez Jade, paranoid much?"

Several minutes later, she had started getting aggravated as she came to yet another dead end. "Damn it, where are you Trina?" She turned about and went back to the main corridor, walked down it a bit farther and tried another hall.

This hall was different than the rest. It wasn't lit at all, making the open doors sticking out as if something could grab her at any giving moment.

Jade hesitated for a long moment, her normally dark eyes widening. After a moment she steeled herself. "It's just like one of your plays, think of it as one of your dark, disturbing wonderful plays," She muttered at herself, stepping into the corridor. Almost instantly she tripped over something and fell over on her hands and knees.

"What the fuck?" She muttered, turning about to peer behind her. Perplexed she picked up the object she had tripped over. She very nearly dropped it again, her breath catching in her throat.

"You had it with you all along."

It was Tori's favorite childhood doll, Cuddle Me Kathy, and just like the knife it was covered in blood but adding to the disturbing aura, the doll was decapitated.

Sucking in a breath through her teeth, she tucked the doll's body under her arm ad continued down the hall.

At the end of the hall she came to a door. It was completely dark except for the small light that she could see from the small cracks under the door. After narrowing her eyes at it for several seconds, she tapped on a couple of them. Amazingly enough the door slid open on the second try.

"I better watch myself." Jade thought bravely.

Shrugging, she stepped outside, apparently this door led to the backyard.

She walked again, looking at all directions, not wanting to see any unnecessarily surprises.

But like everything else tonight Jade was met face to face with the worst thing she could ever see and that was saying something considering all the stuff she had witnessed tonight.

"This is sick."


Well what did Jade saw? Only I know, but rest assure it's quite bad since it takes a lot to freak out Jade West, so yes am I little evil for leaving the story there but don't you worry I'll be updating quite soon, since this will be a two-shot.

But do tell me what did you think of this so far? Was the horror and mystery well written? Did I had you sitting at the end of your seat?

What was the best part? The worst?

What is going inside Trina's head?

I actually liked the way I portrayed Jade, still a girl with an attitude but one filled with such bravery and a good heart to boost that was deep down but came out when it really mattered.

I am aware that Jade was being rather grim, but let's face it anyone in such a situation would begin to loose hope after they feel nothing more can be done.

Well review! The more I get the faster I update.

Invader Johnny Signing Off.