Is this my life?

Disclaimer: I do not own anything twilight related.

"Dad, please no, don't please" Not again, the 5th time this day. Can't he let it go for one time. This is happening for almost 5 years, when mom died. Oh mom I wish you where here, I miss you.

"I don't want to but you make me doing this. You know that you are not allowed to eat before I have eaten. You know that."

I know but I was hungry, I haven't eaten in almost 3 days "Sorry dad, I didn't mean to but it just –"

"Don't you dare to say that it just 'happened', you know that isn't completely right. You could've stopped yourself." he said "Now go to your room and don't come back, I don't want to see you right now."

I hope that someday daddy will stop beating me. That it's finally over. But I don't think that is ever going to happen. Not when I still live here.

Tomorrow school, it's good that no one knows about this. I hope that no one finds out. Dad said that he will hurt them, when they find out.

I can better make my homework and then take a shower when dad sleeps. I hope he don't hear it, and then I'm going to sleep.

*Ring, ring*

One minute

*Ring, ring*

Oh no ,I'm late. He is going to beat me again.

I hope I'm downstairs when he sees me, when I'm not…

"I'm so sorry dad, I didn't mean to- Who are you? And what are your doing in my house? And where is my dad?" What's happening here?

"There" There on the floor of the kitchen lays my dad.

Dad? I everything alright with him?

"Dad, can you hear me, is everything alright? Dad? wake up, wake up!"

"What have you done to him!" I was angry, really angry. For him to sneak in my house, do something to my dad and then when he wakes up… I don't want to think about that now. What is that man going to do to me?

"Nothing…" A smile appears on his face "too bad"

"You've killed him, I know it." I was crying now

"Why?" I ask, "You don't even know us, what have we done to you? What are you going to do with me?"

Is it really bad that I'm a little bit happy that my dad isn't going to beat me again?

"Not so much questions, I don't have time for this. Be happy that you are save now, that he isn't going to beat you again."

How does he know that?

"How do you know? I haven't told that to anyone."

What's happening, is this even real or am I dreaming?

"Shh, close now your eyes"

"Oké" And I closed eyes, hoping that it was only a dream

(A/N: My new story is up, I hope that you like it already. I don't think that I can update very fast because I have exams now, so I have to study.

Let me know what you think about it please

Oh and this is not my original language, so if there are faults sorry then)