Title: I Wish...
Note everybody, this is AU.
Shinichi's Diary
8th Grade
I wish I could tell her how I feel. Today, I saw the most beautiful girl in the whole of the school. Shiho Miyano was her name, she ignored me for the first few times, but when she did speak, her voice was like an angel's. I wish I could tell her how I feel.
12th Grade (Prom)
I wish I wish I could tell her how I feel. Me and Shiho talked today. She really loves her boyfriend. They broke up and I had to comfort her after prom. She told me I was the best friend on the planet. I wish I could tell her how I feel...
University Graduation
I wish I wish I could tell her how I feel. We were all the happiest we've ever been. Shiho ran up to me after accepting post-PhD and kissed me on the check, she then yelled "WE MADE IT!", which was totally out of her character, but she must have been really excited. Shiho then ran to Hakuba and kissed him deeply. I wish I could tell her how I feel...
Shiho's Marriage
I wish I wish I could've told her how I feel. Everyone was happy. Well everyone except me. Shiho had the slightest smile on her face. She is more beautiful when she smiles, she should do that more often. I smiled back to make her happy. During their kiss I had to look away, and blink the tears out of my eyes. I wish I could've told her how I feel...
Shiho's Funeral
I wish I wish I could've told her how I feel. Shiho died of overwork and depression mixed with a pessimistic mentality and cancer. Today was Shiho's memorial. I don't want to live anymore. After the service my mother brought me a box from Shiho's house. The will said that I was to receive all it's contents. In it was a book I gave her in 8th grade, the prom corsette I gave her in 12th grade, the notebook I gave her sophomore year in university, the button I gave her for her university graduation robe, an earring I gave to her on her wedding, and a diary. It read...
Shiho's Diary
8th Grade
I wish I could tell him how I feel...
