I guess I miss you
Summary: Lucas writes an email to Haley that was never supposed to get sent. Then Mouth came along.
So I was writing an email to my bestest buddy in the whole world. So this is what I had. I wasn't going to send it.
Dear Haley
I'm wondering where you are, what you're doing, if you're even thinking about me. These are questions you ask when you break up with someone not when your best friend leaves. It breaks your heart. You want them to come back and they won't because this is something they have to do. Haley James need this, she needs to go on this tour and even though I haven't seen her in weeks and I cant admit to my self that I'm in love with her. I let her do this. She needs this.
I know this. I am in love with Haley. And I still wonder whether or not she misses me at all. She is my best friend and I love her to death. Most people don't know this but I want her to be here next to me. I want it to be just Hales and Luke. Like old times. I just wanted to be able to say good bye.
Does Haley even have any firkin idea how much she hurts me? Or is she to god damn concerned about asshole Nathan. I'm going to go with the second one. I'm second best with Haley. I wonder when it came to this. When Haley and I stopped being best friends? Honestly the last time we talked was when I was going to move to Charlottetown. And you know I miss doing the idiotic stuff we would do.
I guess I just miss my best friend.
So Haley come back please for me and not Nathan.
Love Lucas
That was until Mouth decided to hit the send button. So now I wait for her response. I wait for the email from her.
