Queer as Folk

My Own Story

Story #8

Chapter #1

Sequel to TaylorKinney Life

Summary: Brian Jr. is one year old, well, almost. Something happens to Justin and becomes a problem. Brian isn't sure if he can fix it.

It's a month before Brian Jr.'s first birthday. Justin walks into the living room, where Brian is playing with BJ on the floor. Brian looks at Justin, and they smile at each other. "BJ, go walk to daddy." Brian told his son, pointing behind him. BJ turned around and smiled when he saw his daddy standing there. BJ stood up, wobbling a little, and started walking toward Justin. Justin smiled as he watched his son walk to him. He picked him up, when BJ got to him. "Hi daddy."

"Hi little man. Have you been practicing to walk with papa?" BJ nodded. "You can walk very well."

"Papa said that."

"He did?" BJ nodded, again. "It's very true. I have to talk to papa. Okay?"

"K." Justin put BJ down, and BJ went over to his toys, that were on the floor.

"Brian, can I talk to you? In the kitchen?" Brian stood up and followed Justin in the kitchen. They sat at the table, but they could still see BJ.

"Am I in trouble?" Brian asked, seriously.

"No. I was just wondering if we could have a birthday party for BJ."

"I suppose," Brian sighed. "As long as the planning doesn't take up too much of your time."

"It won't. I promise." They kissed, then went back into the living room. Justin went over to BJ, and crouched down in front of him. BJ looked up at him and smiled. Justin smiled back. "BJ, how would you like to have a birthday party?"

"Love it!" BJ got all excited. Brian and Justin chuckled at his excitement.

"Calm down." Brian said. "It's time for your nap."

"No nap." Brian went over to him, and picked him up.

"Yes nap."

"I have to go to the store to get some stuff for dinner." Justin told Brian.

"Okay. Don't be too long."

"I won't." Justin kissed him then left. Brian took BJ upstairs. He laid BJ on his bed.

"Buddy." BJ said.

"I'll get buddy. I'll be right back." Brian went downstairs, picked up BJ's teddy bear –which he called buddy- off the floor and went back upstairs. He handed BJ the teddy bear. "Take a nap. I'll be right across the hall when you wake up. Okay?" BJ nodded. Brian closed the curtains, turned off the bedroom light, and cracked the door. He went into his bedroom, and sat at the desk. He logged onto his email.

Justin's POV

I started driving to the grocery store. I had a shopping list I made the day before. I had to pick up spaghetti sauce and noodles for dinner tonight. But I also had to pick up some stuff for BJ's birthday party. I wanted to get an early start. I've always done that. Gotten an early start on planning anything.

After I parked the car, I got out and started walking toward the store. Damn, it was cold. I tugged my jacket around me tighter. I walked into the store, and grabbed a basket. I didn't need a cart. It wasn't much that I needed to get.

After I purchased everything, I walked to my car and put the groceries in the back. After I closed the door, I started to walk to the driver's side. Then, everything went black.

Brian's POV

Justin wasn't home yet and it's been two hours. I called everyone and they hadn't seen him. I was really freaking out. In my mind, I was freaking out. On the outside, I was completely calm. I didn't want to freak out in front of BJ. "Where daddy?" He asked me. I didn't want to lie to him, but I didn't want to tell him that I didn't know. I was trying to think of something to say, but I couldn't. So I finally said, "He should be home in a couple minutes."

"Want daddy now."

"I know. I do too. He should be home soon. How about we go play?" I asked. I wanted to distract him. I kept smiling even though it was hard. He nodded. I took him into the living room and got out a couple of his toys from the toy bin. He started playing with them. I just sat on the couch watching him.

Justin's POV

I don't know what time it was when I woke up. When my eyes were focused, I looked around. It was dimmed, but it looked like a dirty, dusty hotel room. I tried moving my arms, but I realized they were tied. I then realized, I was naked, laying on a mattress, tied up. I heard a door open then close. I didn't know who it was. I heard footsteps coming closer and closer to me. "I see you finally woke up Justin." They sounded familiar.

"Please, let me go." I didn't really care who it was. All I wanted to do was get the hell out of here. "I won't tell anyone. Just please let me go."

"Now why would you want to leave? Don't you know who I am?" I pondered the voice for a moment. I then realized, it was Ethan.

"Ethan?"

"Correct." I heard unzip what sounded like jeans, and something that sounded like a belt being unbuckled.

"What are you doing?" I asked, even though I already knew the answer.

"Just something I know you want." I swallowed hard as he straddled my legs. I could feel his naked skin on mine.

"Please. Don't do this. Just let me go." I felt something hit me hard in the stomach. It felt like a belt. I grunted in pain.

"Shut up!" I heard the familiar noise of a condom packet being ripped open. A few tears rolled down my cheeks. I felt him starting to push inside me.

"Stop...please." The belt hit me again in the chest. I grunted in pain. After what felt like hours, he had pulled out. I thought it was over, but someone else came in. They started talking, then I heard pants fall to the floor. "Let me go!" I yelled.

"Shut up!" I realized that voice. It took me a minute, but I then realized it was the Sap. I felt something hot hit my arms. I yelled in pain. I felt something hot hit my legs. I yelled in pain again.

"Please, stop! I can't take it!"

"Shut up!" I felt something hot, make a trail down from my chest to my balls. I screamed in pain. I don't know how much more I could take. He started to push inside me. It was very painful. He wasn't wearing a condom, no lube and my ass was dry. It hurt so fucking bad. I tried to think of Brian and BJ. But, I couldn't. After what felt like hours, he finally pulled out. Everything went black, for the second time.