Hi everyone this is my first story so i apoligise in advance if its not very good. I wanted to create a story involving Molly and how she feels when Smurf and Captain James were injured. A few swear words but not too many.

Why the hell did it have to happen, great I messed up again , I am now pacing the corridors at Camp Bastion hospital at two in the morning waiting for news. I never told him I loved him, what if he never wakes up its all my fault, my best friend and the man I love might die. Shit how can I live with myself, I will have to resign how can I look at the lads faces knowing I fucked up again.

"Molly go to bed we wont know anything till the morning" Kinders has sat with me all night "I cant Corpral I need to know whats happening, its all my fault" Iam now close to tears, Kinders puts his arm round my shoulder "Its not Molly how can it be, this shit happens out there, you can't blame your self". I am about to spill my guts and tell him the truth. I know it will land me in the shit but I dont care anymore, Jackie then walks down the corridor her scrubs covered in blood, shit whose is that. "Molls we have stabilised them both, Smurf is going to be ok hes now asleep, but Captain James is more serious" oh god what is she going to say" He is still unconscious and we've stopped the bleeding hes got a good chance but we've got to get him 's s been flown back home first thing in the morning. He will be transfered straight to Birmingham" she touches my arm" what about Smurf?"Jackie replies" he will go home with Captain James"

My legs have turned to jelly "Can I see them before they go" I am close to tears again "Molly are you sure your knackered ,you should be in bed" "please Jackie two minutes" I plead "Ok two minutes. Kinders is still holding me up "Molls I will go back to the lads I dont think they will be asleep, you have ten minutes and then I am coming to get you, you need to sleep" Kinders lets me go and heads off to the lads.

I follow Jackie down the corridor and turn left into the ICU. Oh shit hes on a ventilator and theres tubes everywhere. "Molly I am going to check on Smurf , two minutes ok" I nod my head. I look at him and grab his hand, nobody is around" Boss I am so sorry, I am a massive cockwomble if you make it through this I hope you can forgive me," I touch his face its warm" I want you to know I love you and I hope we have a chance to make a go of things" great I am crying again my heart feels like its split in two."Molly" oh shit Jackie's back and I think she heard me. I turn to face her and let go of his hand "Jackie how long have you been there" oh no "Long enough I think you and me need a little chat"

I will write the next chapter if readers want me to, hope you enjoyed it