I am kind of in a depressed sort of state, which may explain the fic below, I was watching Silver War (for the first time, I haven't yet seen all the NCIS episodes, but I am getting there. :]) And this just came to my mind, so I wrote it out, I am not sure if anyone will enjoy it or not. But I can at least hope you read it right? Lol. Well, I will also state that, I will be continuing my fic Speculations, I just haven't had the motivation to write the next piece yet, it will come to me, don't worry, I just hope its soon. DISCLAIMER: I do not own NCIS or its characters, I simply like to bend them to my will. :]
She's stronger than this. She isn't going to quit just because they're reluctant to accept her. At least that's what she tells herself as she goes home and stares at her still empty apartment. She can still clearly see the disdain in Abby's eyes, the unwillingness in Tony's, the uncertainty in McGee's and the disappointment in Gibbs', and she knows they wish she had never been put on the team. She doesn't take it personal, no, its not her fault that they are unwilling to accept her. At least that's what she tells herself.
Its then that she makes a pact with herself, she won't quit, she will get even, its what she always does.
They slowly cave, slowly they begin to accept her, try and make her feel welcome but its too late, for she knows that she wasn't welcome at one point, and those thoughts linger on.
Once they finally accept her, each and every one of them, that's when she places her call.
She arrives early to NCIS the next day and gathers all her things, placing them carefully into the box she brought in along with her. Around the time the last of the team arrived into the bullpen she is done packing. "It has not been working out." She states in a formal voice, picking up her box and walking to elevator, she is surprised at the effort it takes her not to look back, but she manages, for she is Ziva David, and she does not have feelings, at least that's what she tells herself.
She hopes they'll miss her, because she knows she will miss them, no matter how hard she tries to tell herself otherwise.
Eh, it's a little depressing, I don't know why I even thought of this, but like I said above, I am not in the best of moods, but I still hope you liked it.
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:] Rai.
