When I think back on these times
and the dreams we left behind
Sirius lay on the hard stone, in his cell, his head in his hands. He took in the scent of the rock. It
was cold, and dark, and musty. It smelled like it was rotting. The innocent rotted... ( I know !!!! I
took this line from 'Hermione's story "we were innocent" . I just think it's sooooooooooo
effective ! )
Nothing was the same . Nothing ever would be. Never . Those days were gone .... nothing could
bring them back.
I'll be glad because I was blessed
To have you in my life
Remus lay in his bed , his head in his hands. He was crying ... he usually did ... now. Never before
. But now ...? He took in the scent. It smelled like rain ... He was overtaken by a memory from
Hogwarts , and fear gripped him again. An overwhelming fear , and sadness, that gripped him so
it hurt to breathe. Well , that was no surprise . Of course it hurt to breathe . Because he didn't
want to be here. He was alone . All alone . There were days... long ago , it seemed , when he
wasn't lonely. But those days were gone ... nothing could bring them back.
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
Sirius picked up a piece of rock from the floor, and drew a long , jagged line . Another day. Yet
another day. That was something you could count on. The night must end , and the sun will rise.
Always. He looked up at the stars. Somewhere out there , James was in heaven . With Lily . And
they would be happy again. He smiled his first true smile in a long time ... he pictured James and
Lily up there, watching down on them all , making fun of Snape , Keeping guard ... he climbed
into his cot ... he would be happy tonight .
You were right there for me
In my dreams I will always see you
Remus sat up in his kitchen , making coffee. He took a deep sip , and stared out the window. He
could see Sirius , the brightest star in the sky . Was his past doomed to haunt him forever ? To
always think of it , whatever he saw ? Always ? They had been his best friends. Always . James
still was . James always would be . He was the brightest student in the school , great Quidditch
player , voted Most Eligible Bachelor in 3rd year ... James was perfect . But James was his best
friend . And that was what was most important . He was never cross with them , he knew when to
laugh , and when to take things seriously ... he knew . Remus decided to go back to bed , still
thinking of James. He would be happy tonight.
Soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life
Daniella lay in her bed in Boston . Everything was as it should be. The stars were outside ,
twinkling merrily . Her loft was warm and cozy , her bed soft and comforting . But not all was
alright . If someone was examining this as a picture ... they would have to look very closely at the
pillow she was sleeping on . Around her eyes , lay a wet spot. She cried herself to sleep every
night ...
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
Sirius pulled something out of his grubby pictures with his talon like fingers . He unfolded it
carefully , making sure not to rip it . It was a picture of the four of them. Together , smiling ,
laughing ... Life had been perfect then . Then . There was James acting like an idiot , Sirius
laughing at him , Remus trying to get Peter to let go of Remus' food ... Sirius remembered that
day ...
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
Remus smiled , slightly . They would always be there , he realized . The days of the past would
always be there , tangible or not . They would always be there . James would always be there ,
incessantly trying to teach him how to fly . Sirius would always be there , making a fool of himself
, ( and everyone else ) . Peter would always be there , whining and complaining . The days of
MWPP were gone . No amount of gold or prayers could bring them back . But .... they would
always be in his heart . And that was a place nothing else could ever fill .
You showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I will always remember
All the strength you gave to me
Sirius nodded off to sleep , his dreams happy for once .... at least for a little while . Before the
Dementors got a hold of them . And they always did . The days of MWPP were gone. He knew
that . Nothing could bring them back . Not tears , not gold , not prayers . But ... Sirius realized
that no matter what ... he would always remember them . And when he could remember James
and Remus ... he was happy . When he could remember his past life .... for that's what it was now.
I life from a memory .
you're love made me make it through
Oh I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you
Soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you
For all my life
Daniella got up to go to work . She took her pillow , and put it on the balcony to dry , without
even thinking . She always did that . For it was always wet . There were always tears. She never
cried during the day ... tears don't do anything . Tears don't help you survive. She had learned
that a long time ago. But she always cried at night . She cried for her , she cried for Remus , for
James ... Even for Sirius . Her ex - fiancee . She had forgiven him already . She had forgiven him a
long time ago . She carried a memory of him , which would last forever . But a memory was all
she had anymore .
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
All 3 had forgiven . But not forgotten . For , nothing could make them forget . Together forever ,
they had promised each other .
Cause I always saw in you my light , my strength
And I wanna thank you now for all the ways
you were right there for me
Together until the day we died . Always and Forever . But life never turns out the way we want ,
does it ? We can never forget the past . It's lucky , isn't it , that we go into the future blindly . For
we may not have had the strength to go on ........... should we have known .
In my dreams I'll always see you
Soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you
For all my life
Sirius drew another jagged line on his wall ... Another day .
I'll always keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
and the dreams we left behind
Sirius lay on the hard stone, in his cell, his head in his hands. He took in the scent of the rock. It
was cold, and dark, and musty. It smelled like it was rotting. The innocent rotted... ( I know !!!! I
took this line from 'Hermione's story "we were innocent" . I just think it's sooooooooooo
effective ! )
Nothing was the same . Nothing ever would be. Never . Those days were gone .... nothing could
bring them back.
I'll be glad because I was blessed
To have you in my life
Remus lay in his bed , his head in his hands. He was crying ... he usually did ... now. Never before
. But now ...? He took in the scent. It smelled like rain ... He was overtaken by a memory from
Hogwarts , and fear gripped him again. An overwhelming fear , and sadness, that gripped him so
it hurt to breathe. Well , that was no surprise . Of course it hurt to breathe . Because he didn't
want to be here. He was alone . All alone . There were days... long ago , it seemed , when he
wasn't lonely. But those days were gone ... nothing could bring them back.
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
Sirius picked up a piece of rock from the floor, and drew a long , jagged line . Another day. Yet
another day. That was something you could count on. The night must end , and the sun will rise.
Always. He looked up at the stars. Somewhere out there , James was in heaven . With Lily . And
they would be happy again. He smiled his first true smile in a long time ... he pictured James and
Lily up there, watching down on them all , making fun of Snape , Keeping guard ... he climbed
into his cot ... he would be happy tonight .
You were right there for me
In my dreams I will always see you
Remus sat up in his kitchen , making coffee. He took a deep sip , and stared out the window. He
could see Sirius , the brightest star in the sky . Was his past doomed to haunt him forever ? To
always think of it , whatever he saw ? Always ? They had been his best friends. Always . James
still was . James always would be . He was the brightest student in the school , great Quidditch
player , voted Most Eligible Bachelor in 3rd year ... James was perfect . But James was his best
friend . And that was what was most important . He was never cross with them , he knew when to
laugh , and when to take things seriously ... he knew . Remus decided to go back to bed , still
thinking of James. He would be happy tonight.
Soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life
Daniella lay in her bed in Boston . Everything was as it should be. The stars were outside ,
twinkling merrily . Her loft was warm and cozy , her bed soft and comforting . But not all was
alright . If someone was examining this as a picture ... they would have to look very closely at the
pillow she was sleeping on . Around her eyes , lay a wet spot. She cried herself to sleep every
night ...
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
Sirius pulled something out of his grubby pictures with his talon like fingers . He unfolded it
carefully , making sure not to rip it . It was a picture of the four of them. Together , smiling ,
laughing ... Life had been perfect then . Then . There was James acting like an idiot , Sirius
laughing at him , Remus trying to get Peter to let go of Remus' food ... Sirius remembered that
day ...
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
Remus smiled , slightly . They would always be there , he realized . The days of the past would
always be there , tangible or not . They would always be there . James would always be there ,
incessantly trying to teach him how to fly . Sirius would always be there , making a fool of himself
, ( and everyone else ) . Peter would always be there , whining and complaining . The days of
MWPP were gone . No amount of gold or prayers could bring them back . But .... they would
always be in his heart . And that was a place nothing else could ever fill .
You showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I will always remember
All the strength you gave to me
Sirius nodded off to sleep , his dreams happy for once .... at least for a little while . Before the
Dementors got a hold of them . And they always did . The days of MWPP were gone. He knew
that . Nothing could bring them back . Not tears , not gold , not prayers . But ... Sirius realized
that no matter what ... he would always remember them . And when he could remember James
and Remus ... he was happy . When he could remember his past life .... for that's what it was now.
I life from a memory .
you're love made me make it through
Oh I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you
Soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you
For all my life
Daniella got up to go to work . She took her pillow , and put it on the balcony to dry , without
even thinking . She always did that . For it was always wet . There were always tears. She never
cried during the day ... tears don't do anything . Tears don't help you survive. She had learned
that a long time ago. But she always cried at night . She cried for her , she cried for Remus , for
James ... Even for Sirius . Her ex - fiancee . She had forgiven him already . She had forgiven him a
long time ago . She carried a memory of him , which would last forever . But a memory was all
she had anymore .
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
All 3 had forgiven . But not forgotten . For , nothing could make them forget . Together forever ,
they had promised each other .
Cause I always saw in you my light , my strength
And I wanna thank you now for all the ways
you were right there for me
Together until the day we died . Always and Forever . But life never turns out the way we want ,
does it ? We can never forget the past . It's lucky , isn't it , that we go into the future blindly . For
we may not have had the strength to go on ........... should we have known .
In my dreams I'll always see you
Soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you
For all my life
Sirius drew another jagged line on his wall ... Another day .
I'll always keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
