Love always leads to confusion
chapter 1
Kagomes p.o.v.
I always knew that some how I would find love again, but i never thought that it would be with the ice prick himself.
I knew the moment i first saw him I was attracted and curious. I'm kind of like a cat, and you know what they say curiosity killed
the cat. I knew that it was deadly, that he was deadly, but the feeling of longing; the hope that he would feel the same way drove me crazy. I always loved Inuyasha but ever since kikyo came to live as a normal human he has been distant lately. I dare not bother miroku because he and sango are beginning their lives together, and shippou well, he's been his usual self. but what about what i want. I know it sounds selfish, but seriously the kami's must have it in for me to be alone the rest of my life. i Believed once that inuyasha and i were meant to be together but i don't know anymore. My love is still there but its changed, more to a sisterly type of love. Maybe i'm losing my mind. and when i see other women happy i become dark and eternally jealous. WHY? Why do i have these feelings. i don't know perhaps im meant to roam this world not knowing truly what love is. or maybe i have to chase it down instead of waiting it out like everyone else does. I'm not intirely sure of what i am going to to do. but i do know what i want and thats sesshomaru!
