Disclaimer:
I don't own Drew Fuller, nor his 'Charmed' character, Chris.
Actually, I don't own anything Charmed.. I don't even own the song..
Just the songfic
Summary: Chris has felt so much pain in his life and this has to stop some time.. This time has come! Chris commits the ultimate crime.. suicide! Set in unchanged future. Chris's POV
A/N: OK, yeh, it's another songfic about Chris. A short one, actually.. meh
It's something I wrote a long time ago and found in my computer as I was going through some files.. Please,
read it and leave me a review.. Thanx :-)
Beautiful red
I couldn't take it anymore so I had to do it.. I had to put an end to all of these and what would be more suitable end than this? That would be the only way to be free of all the pain and loss I 've experienced in my life.. I decided to leave him alone.. All alone.. So, I took a razor and opened my wrists in two.. I cut some other parts of my arms too so I can experience pain for one last time but I didn't feel a thing as the pain in my life was too much. The blood is dripping on the floor and I go towards my freedom.. my redemption
"Beautiful
red blood is leaving my veins
Running out of my hands
Dripping
on the floor
I'm bleeding and it feels good
Like my release
finally arrived
Beautiful red is surrounding me
No threats,
no fears, just free at last"
As I look around the room, everything's fading out. Everything turns to black.. Yes, I am dieing and it can't be stopped now. I 'm finally going.. I try to take my last breath but I can't. No air reach my lungs anymore. I 'm trying to move, to stand but I fall in the pool of my own blood. No, I haven't regret it. This was the right decision.. I just wanted to see if he is here. The one that wants to be called 'my brother'.. The one that once was my hero – my idol and then became my torture – my worst nightmare
"Beautiful red blood is fading to
black
No I cannot see, I'm losing my life
Beautiful red is
all I can see
Suffocating, I cannot breath
Falling, I cannot
stand
No regrets, facing my death"
The pool of my blood becomes bigger and bigger and I couldn't be any gladder..
"Beautiful
red
Beautiful
red
Beautiful
red
Dripping down"
As my blood is dripping on the floor, as my body gets drained by the red blood I feel happy.. Cause I 'll go to where I belong. My soul moves to where it's supposed to be and I couldn't be any gladder than that! I 'll see again all the people I loved and he killed.. My mom, my friends, Bianca..
"Drip
drip, losing my beautiful red
Just a body dripping to death
Just
a soul, finding it's way
No regrets, I'll see my friends again"
As life is abandoning my body I remember all the pain I 've been through all these years.. The pain he caused me!! This is the only memory I need to bring back to my mind to make sure once again that this was, indeed, the right thing to do – the right choice – the only way to put an end. And that was it! The end.. I close my eyes and smile. That was it! It's over
"Beautiful red blood is what I've seen
Pain in my life is what I've felt
Hate for stupid is what
I've shown
I lived my life and now I'm gone"
The pool of my blood becomes bigger and bigger and I couldn't be any gladder..
"Beautiful
red
Beautiful
red
Beautiful
red
Dripping down"
With the smile on my lips I walk towards the white light. I am free! Finally..
Don't get me wrong! I don't hate Chris.. I love him! I just, like sad fics or fics in which he dies :-\ So.. What you think about it? You liked it? You hated it? Tell me by leaving me a review. See ya soon
