The only voice I could hear, the only face i could see, the only thing I could think abput was him. All him! He was in every inch of my mind like an extremly deadly diasease. I wanted so much to just get over him! But I was finding the impossible...well Impossible. He was the only face I wanted to see before I fell asleep, The only face I needed to see when i awoke I hated him with every single fiber of my being only because my love for him was pushing me to the point of insanity. It wasn't fair what he did to me, Walking by, not even aware of the fact that he left me in jaw-dropping awe-inspiring shock! He was the most amazing being in this universe so why then did he love me?That was the question that was bothering me.
If he was so perfect, so amazing, so unbelivable...HIM, Then why in the world would he even give me a second glance? Me just a simple girl, in the hand-me-down clothes from the thrift shops that I could barley afford, Scars covering every inch of me from the fights I'v been in. It was so strange, he should be trotting off with some rich noble lady yet he feels the need to sitck around me? He says he likes me because I'm not like the girls his father tries to hook him up with, not rich, not snotty, not plastic. the girls I'v wished I could be for so long, the ones who's every move makes a man's knees weak. I was nothing compard to the flawless beauties I'v grown up watching in the fashion magazines or on t.v. . I was a simple tomboy, in a simple town.
As soon as I met him My life had been turned suddenly upside down. He was smart, handsome, and he'd been my best freind, and for years I thought that that was what he thought me as to but of course I'd had my suspions, but recently He's told me what he's truley thought from our first hellos and of course me being me I was estactic! I had loved him my whole life, even before we offical met, I would just glace across the lunchroom and there he'd be, talking with his freinds, ocasionaly he'd look up and catch me, sending me into an embarrased blush. But I'd never Imagine we'd end up like this. He kissed me, passoinatley and I could feel the butterflies in my stomach, I knew he was leaving soon, but I didn't want him too, once he was gone he wouldn''t come back, I knew that. He was going on a top-secert mission. He couldn't even tell me it's rank, all I knew was that it required alot of Anbu black ops opritives.{Know I spelled that wrong lol}
I wraped my arms around him and I could feel the tears rolling down my face onto hi Anbu vest. I kissed him on the cheek one more time before he pulled down his mask. "Just be safe." Were the last words I said before he diasapered into oblivion. "I love you..." I muttered under my breath.
