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Flashback to last night:

I was waiting for my father to get home when I heard a knock on the door. Scrambling to get it I opened the door to find my boyfriend looking down at the porch with a guilty expression. "Jake are you alright?" I asked suddenly confused.

He looked up at me still not losing his guilty composure and just shook his head no. "I screwed up royally."

"What do you mean? What did you do?" I asked completely frazzled.

"Your… uh brother caught me… doing something that I'm not proud of…" he said with a sheepish look at me then back at the porch where he was still standing.

"What did he catch you doing Jake?" I asked my jaw clamping down at once.

"Um well… he caught me with… uh Lauren…" he said still looking down knowing very well that he was in some major shit.

"And what were you doing with her?" I asked thinking of Lauren and her long blonde hair and how much she loathed me for no reason. To say the least she was like my mortal enemy.

"I found her at this party and we kind of got a little hot in heavy and well… your brother walked in on us making out…" he said fumbling with his hands.

"Get out," I said with my teeth still clamped shut. I couldn't believe him he was one of the only people that I trusted and he did this to me.

He looked abruptly up only to cower away from my expression. "Babe you've got to know that it was a mistake like I said it was just a heat of the moment kind of thing. It didn't mean anything please let me have another chance I can't lose you." He said as he took another step towards me at which I walked back from.

"No leave get off my property before I make you," I said with confidence though I knew I was lacking.

"You don't mean that I know you don't," Jake said walking up towards me more at which I stepped forward so that him and I were only a foot apart with my arms crossed across my chest.

"You want to bet?" I asked cocking my head to the side. I was sure that this was supposed to scare him at which he just looked shocked at much to my disappointment.

"I'll give you time to think things over, just remember how much I love you and know that we can work through anything." He said before he made his way down my porch to his Rabbit.

I looked up at the ancient house that was across from mine and my father's house only to see a sold sign in the lawn that was weird the house had been vacant for a year or two. I wonder who would be taking it over … Poor souls having to live in this weeping town that nothing ever happens in except for people hurting other people.

End of Flashback

I stood still when I caught sight of the flower arrangements that were on my front porch. Did he think that two dozen long steamed red roses was just going to make all the tears I wept over him disappear?

My brother had came to me that night explaining what had happened, that he had caught them in a bedroom making out and that he pulled Jake off of Lauren and told him that if he didn't talk to me he would and it wouldn't be pretty.

I thanked him over and over until I was blue in the face and that was about when the tears sprung to life because it had hit me then what Jake had done to me. The careless bastard who thought of no one but himself.

Reluctantly I picked up the flowers and put them on the kitchen table. I fumbled with the tiny envelope before I opened it to see a written note: Babe please know that it was a mistake and that I hope that you take these flowers as if saying that you accept my apology, Jake.

After reading the note it just made me even angrier he had the nerve to think that I would accept his apology because of flowers. He did something wrong and he should be punished for it and the punishment was that him and I were no longer.

The day continued in a boring fashion me cleaning to keep my raged mind off of the bastard who cheated on me. Charlie and Emmett were gone for the day, Charlie at work and Emmett at some fundraiser for the basketball team. It was about four o'clock when there was a knock on the door.

I fumbled when I tried to get up to answer the door but when I opened the door I found Jake leaning on the pillar that was next to the stairs of my porch. "Hey so did you get the flowers?" he asked with a smile.

"Yeah I did," I said and then smiled a little to myself, "can you wait just one second?" I asked.

"Sure I'll be out here," he said with a bigger smile thinking that I accepted his phony apology.

I came back outside with the vase that held the two dozen roses that he had given me. "They're beautiful," I said as I sat down on the top step placing the flowers on the step below me.

"They remind me of you," Jake said as he took his seat next to me. I had to smile at his bad line if he knew anything about me he would know that my favorite flower was a lily and that red roses remind me of funerals, so he was pretty much calling me dead. Ah boyfriends don't you just love them… nope not a bit.

"Thanks I guess," I said trying hard not to laugh.

"So do you accept my apology do you think that we could actually give us another shot?" he asked suddenly cautious.

I fumbled with my hands as if I was thinking about it, I knew what my answer was but I thought that I had to at least make him suffer in anticipation. "Um… I thought a lot last night about our time together and then I thought of what you did, and I've come to realize that you were never in love with me." I said looking down at the flowers playing with a loose petal.

"How can you say that? Say that I was never in love with you; you of all people should know that I was in love with you. You're my everything." He said taking my chin so that I had to look directly into his dark eyes. I sighed and shook my head.

"If you love someone than you would never cheat on them or hurt them." I said tearing myself from his hold and gaze.

"You don't know that. It was an accident I was drunk I didn't know what was going on. I'm so sorry." He said as he fumbled with his hands.

"Don't say you're sorry 'cause you're not sorry. You're sorry about my brother walking in on you. 'Cause I know that if he hadn't than you would have gone much farther than making out and I know that you wouldn't have come to me afterwards. You would have kept this with all of your other shit that you keep away from me." I said now raising my voice he had hit nerve on that comment.

"Don't tell me that you've never screwed up alright. I know that there is something going on between you and your so called best friend. No one has a best friend of the opposite sex as just a best friend there has to be something going on." He said raising his voice also apparently I had hit a nerve.

"Who Jasper? He's like my brother that is just gross!" I said as I shuddered at the thought. "That's like saying you and Embry are together," I said as he shuddered at the thought also. "See gross," I replied.

"But that's different," he said as he looked around at his surroundings.

"How is that different? You said that I did something with Jasper I said that he's like my brother Embry is like your brother, so it works." I said as I looked back at the flowers playing with a different rose.

"Back to the subject so you're saying that I never loved you," he said as I nodded in reply. "That's a bunch of bull crap you know very well that I was in love with you." He said as his voice rose.

"If you love someone than you don't go around hurting them, cheating on them, yelling at them, and making them feel like dirt. That's what you did every day that we were together. You told me that I wasn't allowed to talk to guys because they were a threat because you thought I was vulnerable. How does someone who loves make you feel like shit?" I asked raising my right eyebrow at him.

"I thought you were going to hurt me so I made sure that you wouldn't," he said as he looked at the flowers that were next to me.

"So you have the right to hurt me, but not the other way around?" I asked him interrupting his gaze so that he had to look at me.

"I did what I did to protect you," Jake said as he looked into my dull brown eyes.

"Protect me I don't need to be protected! I would never do something intentionally to hurt you because I am in love with you. You hurt me, you say it was a mistake sure fine whatever. How long have you been making this mistake Jake?" I asked.

He fidgeted under my stern gaze, "I didn't mean to hurt you like I said I was drunk, I didn't know what was going on."

"You didn't answer my question."

"…I uh…"

"How long have you been making this mistake?" I asked through clenched teeth.

"…With Lauren about two months…" he said sheepishly.

"So there have been others?" I asked my teeth still clenched.

"Jessica and Lauren that's all." He said looking down.

"Jessica too? Hmm well… uh… so are you going to keep your phony excuse saying that every single time with them was because you were drunk?" I asked having to look down to hide the hurt on my face.

"I wasn't drunk the other times but that one night when Emmett found me with Lauren I was," he said as I could feel his gaze on my back as I looked the other way.

"Oh… well than you're making this a lot easier for me. I'm glad you told me this so that I can no longer be hurt by you." I said looking back at him my mask taking over.

"You can't break us apart. We are meant to be together, I'm not taking no for an answer." Jake said as he grabbed my hand which I shook off immediately.

"We are not meant to be together." I said my teeth clenched.

"You and I are the only way." Jake said his teeth clenched mirroring mine.

"Than I'm sorry that I'm having to disappoint you. Get off my property before something drastic happens." I said standing up from my sitting position.

Jake joined me by grabbing my arm as hard as he could when he stood, "You're not going to disappoint me because we are not breaking up!" he yelled.

"Yes we are now get your hands off of me!" I yelled back.

He dropped his hand but backed me up against the water hose that was next to the front door. "No we are not!" he yelled. I quickly turned on the water and sprayed him making him back up and fall down the stairs. I unraveled it so I could continue to spray him with water.

"Get the hell back into your piece of shit car and never come back! If you do I promise to get Charlie and Emmett on your ass so fast that you can't even mutter one Hail Mary!" I yelled.

He quickly made his way to his car just as I made my way back to the steps to see the flowers. I grabbed them and then rushed back down to see him starting his car and backing out of the driveway. Just as he was starting to make his way down the street I threw the flowers at his tail light. The vase crashing into it making it brake and splatter glass and the red light. I tore the note just as he made his way down the street I blew it at him.

Only then did I realize that the people who bought the house across the street had witnessed it all… I looked back over at them before I shouted, "Welcome to the town that never changes except for people that you thought loved you!" I yelled before I went inside slamming the door behind me.

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