Chapter 1: Stories

It's over
Look out below
And I'm wasted
I still taste it
Yeah it's so hard to let go
So breathe in now
And breathe it out
The forecast
A car crash
It's looking like another...

Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die

And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all

No rewinds
No second times
And I won't break
I won't waste, everything you left behind
So don't follow
Just let it go
The weather's, been better
Don't let it be another...

Hey I'm AJ and I have a twin brother DJ and we're really close, but I guess that's what happens when you have a twin. My whole life my mom, brother and I have been moving around you know here and there and all that. Well our "here" is very familiar, we are at my godmothers oh! right her name is Leah. We have been here a lot as we grew up but we only stay for a day or two before my mom starts to freak out and go crazy so then can you guess? We leave again. I don't have any real friends because of how much I move I never get the chance to have any, my brother is the person I spent my whole life with. I was going to move so what point was there to make friends to just leave behind and get all sad and pissed off at my mom for making me leave. But now I'm so irritated with my mom and her not telling us what the hell is going on I need things to change and fast.

I never really figured out why my mom moves us around a lot. All I know is that Embry my dad, kind of a banded her when she told him she was pregnant with us and just erased himself from her life completely. Usually when she tells the story she ends up crying leaving us behind with a whole bunch of questions on our arm I can see why she hates to talk about it. I feel bad for mom she had to raise me and my brother alone… well most of the time anyway. Leah has helped us along the way (she doesn't like for us to call her godmother, it makes her feel old). But like I said Leah wasn't the only one to help, so did our "grandma" Alice, "grandpa Jasper" and the rest of the Cullen's. I know what they trust me and I know Jacob is a werewolf. I know because I'm half werewolf and half vampire, everyday unit DJ and I were 4 my mom would pray right before we would go to bed, that we would never phase and have a normal life. But it wasn't god who took those chances away from us. My mom took away all chances of being normal when she said…

"AJ, AJ WAKE UP!" DJ shook my shoulders violently.

"Huh What? What'd I miss?" I said my eyes blinking fiercely taking in the bright light The room surrounding me is where I would always stay at Leah's, small but it's always makes me feel happy, except for the one think that sits in the corner haunting me my suitcase full of the clothes I'm sure any day now will be full again .

"Are you awake now?" he asked a hint of a smirk on his lips.

"Why what happened?" I asked fear rising in my voice. Something happened, that DJ better hurry up and get off his chest.

"Nothing mom has a doctor appointment and she told me to remind you." Oh, I hate it when he does that to me, gets me all worked up over nothing. I sat up and rubbed my head. I have a massive headache my eyes squeezed shut in hope of soothing the pain.

"O wow how long did I sleep for?" I asked still rubbing my head.

"Well let's see, you took a nap 2 and it is now 4:45." He said looking at his watch that he never seems not to have.

"O crap! Why did you let me sleep for so long? Did mom leave yet?" I said standing up, not knowing exactly what I was going to do. Of course mom left.

Wow head rush. I feel into my brothers waiting arms.

"Uh yeah she did. Are you ok?" He said sitting me back down on the bed.

"I'm fine. Did mom get her papers?" I asked looking threw the papers on my bed side table.

"Yeah I gave them to her. You haven't slept in 3 nights you need rest." He was such an awesome brother.

"How did you know where they were?" I said letting my hands rest. I stood up slowly DJ ready to catch me again if needed.

"I'm your twin remember." He tapped his head and smiled. What girl wouldn't want to date him, if he wasn't my brother I would.

"Right." I grabbed my mom's old brush and pulled it through my knotted hair. "Ok break times over, you want breakfast or um lunch I guess?" I looked at my imaginary watch.

"Thanks but Leah made some about a half hour ago. Yours is in the microwave." Why do people do that? Putting it in the microwave doesn't do anything!

"Oh and mom said we need to start packing…again." He whispered the last part. I'm not the only one who is sick of moving all the time. I knew it! Jeeze I guess that's what they mean when they say dreams do COME TRUE!

"No." I said firmly. Shock crossed DJ's features.

"I am sick and tired of running from nothing! This is our home DJ, it always has been, where we were born and where I don't know about you but where I'm staying. I am not leaving this beautiful place behind AGAIN!" I walked out the door and on to the porch looking at the beach. I use "again" so much when I talk about packing and moving. I am so sensitive on that subject, I crossed my arms and stood there looking out to the people on the beach whose life has to be a lot better than mine.

There weren't very many people on the beach except this couple holding hands (I want that so much) and this guy holding and little girl. I think her name was Claire. She was here once or twice before. There was another guy besides the other somehow he noticed my stare and looking up into my eyes. He froze in place. But what caught my attention was the both were only wearing shorts and that's it nothing else. Weird.

DJ threw a blanket around my shoulder and while rubbing my arms pushed me inside despite my struggles. Dang he's getting strong and when did he get so tall?

"Gosh are you crazy? It's freezing outside."I took in my short Capri's and muscle shirt.

"Yeah sorry but I was proving a point!" I said snuggling with my new addition of blankets.

"You're not the only one is tired of moving. You know I love you and would do anything for you, but a dude needs his guy time. I don't even have time to get friends to have guy time." He said falling back on the couch, slumping like a man ageing before his life in a matter of seconds.

"DJ I'm not going to move again. We're about to be 14 years old for crying out loud I need a LIFE!" I said.

"If you're not going I'm not either." He stated.

"I'm glad to hear that," I smiled but it's not only us, everybody wants us to stay oh except mom. "Ok well I'm going to take my shower and get ready." I walked into my room and grabbed a pair of jeans and a t-shirt that said "Smile now cry later" with a smiley face on it.

When I got in the bathroom I pulled my fingers through my hair and started the shower.

I finished my shower in 5 minutes and got out. I don't take long showers unless I'm depressed I mean I am but not that much anymore. It's not like moving is such a big thing around here you know? I may have long hair but not a lot so it's not much to wash.

I tilted my head letting all my hair fall to one side, still pulling a towel through my hair I noticed DJ watching his favorite movie 'Transformers Revenge of the Fallen'.

This is my chance, when he watches this movie he is at his happiest.

Yeah I don't know.

"What- cha watchin'?" I rocked back and forth on my heels waiting for him to notice. When he finally did I grabbed a piece of pop corn mixed with M&M's. We don't know why we like it that way we just do.

"What do you want?" He asked.

"Why would you ever assume I want something dear brother that I love and care for so much?" His eyes grew large and he leaned away from me.

"You're scaring me!"

"Ok I need to need to go to the store, want to go?" I asked. Mom doesn't care where I go just as long as I go with DJ.

"Yeah sure, that wasn't much. Why don't you just ask instead of scaring me? Just let me pull my shoes on." He jumped off the couch and into his room. Well that was pay back in an odd way. It's what he did to me, he had to of expected me to do something.

Leaving me with popcorn I waited picking up a blue M&M and stood up to set the bowl on the kitchen counter.

I just turned off the TV when DJ was back. Wow he has gotten fast.

"Ok let's go." At that we left.

We headed to the closest corner store. Which was right up the beach.

"Race you to the shore!" I said after already taking a head start. Ok I've gotten fast to but nothing compared to DJ.

I looked back to see him catching up easily. I laughed and turned my head to look back to the shore where I ran right smack into the guy from this morning. It was just the two guys without Claire.

"Wow watch out!" He shouted before realizing who ran into him.

"I'm sorry… I didn't see you… I was just….," BABBBLING LIKE AND IDIOT!

I looked up into his eyes and blushed "No I'm sorry, are you ok?" Mood swings. He smiled and let loose of my arm that apparently he just realized he was holding.

"Yeah I'm fine thanks." I took a step back. Wow it might be cold outside but these guys are like the suns best friend.

"Gosh AJ are you ok?" DJ said coming up from behind me. I thought he was closer than that.

"Yes I'm fine!" People are asking me that a lot today. I started giggling. DJ held a laugh himself.

We turned back to the two guys, "hey I'm Seth." The one that was holding Claire waved awkwardly.

"Oh yeah your Leah's brother right?" Finally I got to meet him.

"Yes and who are you?" he asked a beautiful smile pulled on his lips. Why are guys so hot around here!

"I'm Leah's god daughter AJ, and this is DJ her god son." I shoved DJ's arm. The one guy whose name I still don't know looked at Seth with an evil glare.

"Oh yeah I remember, you've been around here and there, your Alieca's kids!" Seth's eyes opened wide. He got the "here and there" part right.

"Yes how do you know my mother?" I asked.

"Oh she used to-" he was cut off by the other guy throwing a short sharp nod.

"She's an old friend. I'm Quil." He pulled his hand over to me. I shook it and let go.

"Hello." Me and DJ said at the same time. We burst into fits of laughter a lot. Seth and Quil joined in.

"Ok well we should hurry mom will be home soon." DJ said once the laughing died out.

"Yeah we should." We turned to walk when Seth and Quil stopped us.

"Wait how long are you to here for?" Seth asked.

"Um probably just a little longer, why?" DJ answered.

I looked at Seth but the feeling of Quil's eyes on me never left.

"Well were having a bonfire tonight why don't you guys come." Quil talk to me.

"Yeah WE would love to come." I said for us both, emphasizing the "we" part.

"Ok. Later then…?"

"Later." I agreed with a smile.

DJ and I walked off into the store. I looked back and Quil mouthed "bye" I smiled and mouthed "bye" back.

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