Hey guys this is just something i thought of when reading RoxasXAxel fanfictions and listening to "Thanks for the memories" by fallout boy. anyway this is rated M for swearing and death threats. enjoy and please R&R.

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Axel's heart.

Axel sat on a window ledge staring at the nothingness around the castle playing with something in his hand. He gave a sigh as Saix walked passed. Saix stopped "Is there something the matter Lea?" he asked not really seeming to care. Axel looked up "Nothing that you can help with Isa." Axel replyed bitterly. "Whatever." And Saix walked away. Axel held up the object in his hand. It was a long ice cream stick that said "WINNER" across it.

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Axel was laying curled up on his bed seemingly in pain. His red hair was untidy and unkept and his black cloak was wrinkled badly. He dropped the ice cream stick that he was holding and as it hit the ground as did a small tear. Axel cried himself to sleep.

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The next morning everyone was downstairs on time and ready for there missions. Vexen sat on a couch with Demyx and began to talk loudly. "I'm gald that little runt is gone he was so slow on mission eh demyx?" Demyx looked over at Axel "Yeah same I never liked the guy I think everyone is glad he's gone after all we were just using him anyway it's not like he ment anything to any of us..." Demyx gave a small smile. Axel having hear every word walked calmly over picked up both Demyx and Vexen by there cloaks and slamed them into a wall behind them. "If you two talk about him again I will kill fucking both of you but not before I put you though so much pain that i will have the both of you on your mother fucking knees begging to be dusks." He slamed them off the wall and dropped them letting them fall to the ground. The wall behind them was broken to bits. Axel stormed from the room.

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Later that night Axel sat up in his bed tears streaming down his face. He turned his head to the window as he wrote something on his bedroom wall "The heart you stole I never had. The love you brought i never understood. Based on lies. True truth. my darken soul is yours. And your pure heart is mine." Axel looked at the wall and ran his hand though the words. He set the room on fire laid down still crying. He closed his eyes waiting for the end. "Roxas" He whispered into the flames as they filled his room.

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Poor axel. Please review. ~RB