So.. This is what it's like to be dead?
Nothing surrounds me.
No sounds
No sights
Just...
Nothing
I can see it all though
My last moments
I feel everything
Hear it
taste it
The eyes of my beloved drinking in my suffering
The sound of his laughter as he listened to my screams
The feeling of his claws digging into my skin
His tongue sliding over my cheek to taste my blood
His whispers into my ear
"You break so beautifully, I do wish I could enjoy it longer."
The steel blade piercing my stomach
My own blood was in my mouth
the metallic taste the last thing I would ever taste
The searing pain that enveloped my body the last thing I would physically feel
and the overwhelming loneliness that gripped my heart
knowing I would never see your smile
hear you tell me you love me
feel your warm embrace when I need it most
While I drift here
in this endless abyss of nothingness
I will forever be haunted by these things
replaying the same memory in my mind until they say I am released from this prision.
It's so..
Lonely..
