So.. This is what it's like to be dead?

Nothing surrounds me.

No sounds

No sights

Just...

Nothing

I can see it all though

My last moments

I feel everything

Hear it

taste it

The eyes of my beloved drinking in my suffering

The sound of his laughter as he listened to my screams

The feeling of his claws digging into my skin

His tongue sliding over my cheek to taste my blood

His whispers into my ear

"You break so beautifully, I do wish I could enjoy it longer."

The steel blade piercing my stomach

My own blood was in my mouth

the metallic taste the last thing I would ever taste

The searing pain that enveloped my body the last thing I would physically feel

and the overwhelming loneliness that gripped my heart

knowing I would never see your smile

hear you tell me you love me

feel your warm embrace when I need it most

While I drift here

in this endless abyss of nothingness

I will forever be haunted by these things

replaying the same memory in my mind until they say I am released from this prision.

It's so..

Lonely..