God! I don't want to hurt him, but it's the only way I can touch him without anyone getting suspicious and freaking out. Including him. Is it so impossible for me to be in love with another guy? Or has society stripped from us the value of true love in the form that I feel? May be I could just tell him and hope for the best.

Though I might look and act dumb, I'm actually quite smart. It's a good disguise so that people think I'm dumb and they don't realize that I can understand everything that they said. The teachers all know, that's why I get so much lee way in class. They won't tell the other students though; so that I can get at least some peace and quite that my popularity doesn't shatter.

Right getting back to the important issue (to me anyway). I just can't stop thinking about him. In fact because I think about him so much I've started seeing him everywhere too. In my dreams, in daydreams, and even when I'm trying not to see or think about him I just can't stop. Oh God, I just love him so much!

Wait, did I just say LOVE? I love Danny? I love Danny! I just... well I have no way to tell him. Why does it have to be so hard? Will he notice if I stop beating him up? That might get him to notice me as more than just a popular bully.

How do I tell him that I know about his turning into a ghost? I saw him transform once. I know I should have been freaked out but all I could think was: He's hot as a ghost too? Good thing he's still Danny or I'd have a problem picking which of Danny's forms I love the most. Eureka! I just had the best idea! May be I can use that as a "blackmail" advantage to get Danny to go on a date with me. Or may be I can get him to do even more?

His love is what I truly want the most, but I'm getting desperate!!!! God! I hope he doesn't hate me already. That would take my chances to so low that I'd have almost no chance at all. Running away is not supposed to help anyone with their problems, but every time I even so much as look at Danny and he sees me, he runs away. Always! Even though I haven't done anything lately.

So now I have him against a wall. Okay, I admit that dragging him out of school before first period wasn't the best idea in the world. I was desperate to talk to (and touch) him!!!!!!!! He'll get grief from the teacher but I want to get this over with before I lose my nerve. Alright, here goes.