Jasper layed in the cold snow with her eyes closed.
Despite it being freezing, she found a strange comfort in it.
It matched how she felt on the inside. Cold and bleak...
She didn't get up,and honestly,why would she? She had no idea where she was, no way of finding out, and she was just plain exhausted.
Not just from those endless days of searching for her. But from the mental strain of it all. Just being back on Earth after all those years has taken it's toll on her. And then...the fusion...Mala-
Jasper couldn't even think of her name. It caused a horrible feeling in the pit of her stomach.
One that made her lurch...
But she had to admit...she loved every second together with the other gem...being with someone with a hatred and sadness close to her own...it felt great.
That gem...That beautiful gem...Lapis Lazuli...she was something else.
Jasper admired her. She...loved her.
That's why she was where she was now.
If she didn't carry such feelings for that one blue gem, then she would have been back up and searching for new ways to fight Rose Quarts long ago.
But no.
She no longer cared... Lapis hated her, she was all alone with no one on her side (Especially after the fusion and her current mental state), and even if she did defeat Rose Quarts, it wouldn't bring back Lapis or... her diamond...Pink Diamond.
After a long moment of thinking, Jasper had made up her mind.
She looked to her right and reached over, grabbing a rock about the size of her hand.
When she had a good grip on it, she held it over her face and aimed it at her gem.
'There's no way to get her back. She hates you. You're alone. Just do it.'
The thoughts swarmed in her mind.
She clenched her eyes shut and swung the rock, ready to smash her own gem.
She stopped just centimeters away after hearing a loud roar.
Jasper's eyes widened and a sick grin formed on her face as she rearranged a plan in her head.
She stood up and brushed herself off as she walked in the direction of the noise.
She was going to get what she wanted. Lapis Lazuli.
A/N- Sorry if this was a little dark. I'm not that good at angst or anything like that either so I mean I guess it feels good to get out of my comfort zone. P.S- Jasper has lost it XD
