Sasuke and I had been on the hunt for months by now, with barely any results at all. Sasuke was more than determined to find his brother and avenge his clan, but we still haven't found any signs of Itachi what so ever. And all of this was starting to get frustrating, at least for me.
I had been following Sasuke and his revenge for months, being close to him even before we both joined Orochimaru with the only intention of becoming stronger and avenge the Uchiha clan. That's because we both grew up in Konoha, together actually. I was part of the Uchiha clan too, being Sasuke's cousin, but I never really wanted to take my revenge against Itachi; I forgave him a lot time ago, but Sasuke never did. He almost forced me to join him and his quest when he left Konoha, and I initially gave in only because we were family: with us being the last Uchihas around I thought that sticking together, like the old times, was the best thing to do... Even if I didn't really agree with my cousin's goals.
While being stuck with Orochimaru, my devotion for him grew only fonder and stronger; we always had each others' back, fighting together and growing up together, even after all the terrible things that happened to us. It was at that time that I realised what he really meant to me, and it wasn't merely family love. I was starting to feel something for him, or maybe deep down I always did.
Everything made sense to me when he finally admitted his feelings for me one night, after we defeated Orochimaru and started our journey together in order to find Itachi.
"I want to restore our clan back to its rightful glory, Shiori. And I want to do this with you." I could still remember the words he whispered in my ear. It didn't feel disgusting or wrong, it felt just… Right.
"Are you here or somewhere else? I'm talking with you." his voice finally brought me back to reality. Sasuke was staring right at me, his usual annoyed expression on his tired face.
"Sorry... I was just thinking." I replied embarrassed, looking straight down at the ground. He looked at me questioning my vacant eyes, probably trying to understand what was going on inside my head: he was really good at that.
"Is something wrong, Shiori?" he turned around and faced me completely, his hands shoved in the pockets of his black coat.
"Nothing, really. Don't worry about it Sasuke." I smiled shyly, putting a stray strand of dark blue hair behind my ear. After all this time spent together he was still able to make me feel this flustered just by looking at me.
"Fine, if you say so. We should stop for the night. It's already getting pretty dark." he muttered, looking up at the slate-colored sky.
"That's fine with me... But where are we staying?" I asked confused, noticing that around us stood only trees, bushes and caves.
He eyed a dark cave hidden by some strange looking bushes, and slowly walked towards it.
"Here should be fine." Sasuke stated, his voice didn't seem like he was joking about any of it.
"W-What? A cave? Again?" I sighed. I was sick of sleeping on the damned ground just because he was too selective about his hideouts.
"Can't see any place better than here right now, so..."
"But… We passed by that inn before, why couldn't we just go back there?" I protested, refusing to step any closer to that stupid place.
"Too risky, you know that." Sasuke answered, his voice distant as he was too busy collecting some wood to a fire.
"Tsk. I'm sick of this." I whispered annoyed and angry at him and his stoic behaviour. He was hot and cold, I could never place out his intentions and his way of thinking.
"What did you just say?" he growled at me, his eyes darkened all of a sudden. He never really liked when I talked back to him like that.
"I said that I'm sick of sleeping on the ground! I'm sick of running the whole day not even knowing where we are going! It's been months, Sasuke!" I shouted, the tension that I so desperately tried to hide for all this months finally exploded. I always tried to be nice, calm, understanding and polite towards him, but now I had enough of this style of living he forced on me.
He lowered his dark eyes, going back to the logs of wood he was trying to collect for the fire, not even answering to me.
"Fine. You don't even care about what I feel." I finished bitterly, stepping towards the fucking cave: his silence spoke louder than a thousands words to me.
"How can you say something like that, Shiori? You know how much I care about you, and you know that finding him means everything to me." at this point he was shouting back too.
"Of course I know, but what about what I want, uh?" I faced him once again, all my shyness and calmness thrown at the wind.
"Fuck, you are so stubborn sometimes!"
"No, the stubborn one between us is you, Sasuke. I always do what you want me to do, and I never question or complain about anything, but now I've had it." my hands were shaking by now, I was not used to these kind of situations and arguing with him was probably the last thing I wanted to do. My brain told me to speak and my heart told me to be patient.
"Fine, go away if you want. I'll come back to get you when I'm finished with him." he said, not even looking at me in the eyes.
His empty words hurt me more than a thousand knives, shy tears started forming automatically in my eyes.
He only needs me to bear his children and restore a fucking slaughtered clan. He just needs me for breeding pure Uchihas and making his clan stronger, that was the end of it. No emotions or feelings involved.
When the realization hit me, my mouth opened in order to say something, closing immediately right after. It was not worth it, not after what he said.
The sky was darker now, the night was rapidly approaching upon us, so going away wasn't really a smart move from me. I turned away from his figure slowly, entering that damned cave.
It was really dark and even more humid inside, surely it wasn't really the best place to spend the night, but sadly for me it was the only option. I removed my black coat and placed it down on a straight patch of dry grass on the ground. The floor of that fucking place was all bumpy and uneven, it was probably uncomfortable even for wild animals.
I sighed, straightening my coat as best as I could. Thank the Gods we already ate before, otherwise I would have had to look at his stupid face during supper. I sighed, fighting the copious tears now collected in my dark orbs. Thoughts kept running wild inside my head, and his harsh empty words were still buzzing loud and clear inside my mind. Trying to fight back my emotions, I put an arm under my head and tried to think about anything else that would help me relax and shake off this horrible feeling of being hopeless and useless.
Maybe I'm this upset because I truly love Sasuke, but I'll never get used to his rough behaviour.
After what seemed like an eternity, I heard him entering the cave and placing those fucking logs not so far from my now tense body, lighting up a nice fire using his jutsu. The warm heat soothed my aching body almost immediately, making me relax a bit more against the hard rocks underneath me.
After hesitating on what to do, I could sense Sasuke going back outside the cave, leaving me alone with a sea of thoughts.
It was nighttime by now, and I was still wide awake while Sasuke was still sitting around the fire, far away from my seemingly asleep form. I was facing away from him, my eyes fixed towards the rocky end of the cave, but I could still feel his eyes heavily staring me while I pretended to sleep.
I was still so upset with him, even after all these hours had passed. His empty words hurt me way too much, sleeping on it was out of question by now. I really, really wanted to sleep on it and heal my tired body, but the fucking ground was way too uncomfortable for me to fall asleep. I had to admit it though, after all these months I was slowly getting used to sleeping on the ground, or to the cold breeze during those nights, or even to the fucking bugs crawling up my legs.
All of a sudden I heard Sasuke getting up and moving away from the fire; I could feel him stepping closer and closer to where I was laying, my heart racing like crazy. I heard the fumbling of his coat, and suddenly he laid next to me, placing his thicker coat on our bodies as he adjusted himself behind me: he probably though I was already sleeping. His strong arm slowly snaked around my waist, keeping me safe and close to his warm, hard body. I flinched a little, not expecting this sudden close contact with him.
"I didn't mean what I said before…" he whispered, his face nuzzling in my long blue hair. I sighed heavily, still upset.
"Shiori, I don't want you to leave me, ever. I'm just upset, I'm sorry that I have to put you through this." he admitted, his voice sincere and more similar to what I was used to. This was the Sasuke I fell in love with.
I slowly turned around, his heavy arm still glued to my waist. I was now facing him, and his eyes looked deeply sorry and regret was clearly written on his features. It almost made me regret saying all those nasty things to him.
"Sasuke… I'll never leave you, and you know that. I'd rather sleep on the ground every single night..." I chuckled, his calloused fingers skilfully caressing my face. A soft smile appeared on his perfect lips, a smile so sincere that never failed to make my heart flutter.
"I love you, you have no idea of how much I love you." he said, placing a soft, chaste and feather-like kiss on my forehead.
"I love you too, so much." I immediately replied, his soft lips covering mine without making me finish what I had to say.
His kiss went from being sweet to almost desperate pretty quickly. His lips devoured mine, pulling and biting them with anticipation. My tongue was now being captured by his, which was exploring my mouth mercilessly. Without breaking the kiss, his heavy body rolled on top of mine, crushing me even more against the ground. He pulled away from me only because we were lacking air, a fine string of mixed saliva connecting us.
I searched for his eyes from under his heavy body, panting a little because of his vehement and passionate kiss. He just smirked at me, his eyes heavy and full of liquid lust. He was now pressing his lower body even more against my core, making me feel how ready he was to make me his once again. His hard cock was heaving on my stomach, and I moaned shyly when he started grinding his hips into mine, his erection now repeatedly connecting with my already wet core. My hands travelled across his chiselled chest freely, unraveling the knots that prevented his shirt from revealing his torso to me. I finally removed his shirt, and my arms immediately went to scratch his large, muscular back. He stopped clashing our sexes together just to remove the top half of my clothes, leaving my chest bare for him to torture. His mouth went straight for one of my rosy buds, licking it and biting it while fondling the other with his hand. A loud moan escaped my mouth when he bit down hard. I could feel him smirk against my sensitive skin.
"Please, moan for me, Shiori..." he always liked the sounds I made, and never liked when I tried to hide them from him. He then attacked my neck, skilfully ravishing my sweet spot in order to make me moan louder and louder. My hands snaked down to his aching member, stroking it from outside the rough fabric of his combat pants. His hips bucked against my hand almost immediately, letting out a low grunt of frustration.
"Fuck… Don't tease me, not tonight..." he whispered as close to my ear as possible, the vibration of his breaths making me shiver with anticipation. We both needed our fair share of pleasure and I was more than ready to help him unravel all this tension.
His hand travelled down my body, reaching for the hem of my combat shorts and pulling them down harshly with my panties. One of his fingers rubbed my slick opening, making me whimper from the sudden contact. He dipped his skillful pads in me, massaging me softly while making me loose all sense of reasoning.
"You are so wet for me already..." he whispered in my ear once again, making me clench around his long digit. I could have cummed right there and then.
He roughly inserted another finger in me, pumping them in and out my core more restlessly now, while circling my clit with his thumb.
"Sasuke…Please..." I moaned, my back arching and our chests clashing together as he observed me unravel underneath him, a show he was now too familiar with but never bored of.
"You like this? Uh?" he moaned, his hips moving by their own as he tried to get some kind of much needed friction while he curled his pads upwards, caressing a spot that made me see stars over and over. I simply nodded, unable to formulate any kind of sentences.
He lowered his head back on me once again, trapping my nipple in between his lips, smirking and still thrusting his fingers inside of my now clenching entrance. I was so close at this point, and he noticed it too, knowing me way too well by now. He teasingly removed all of his fingers from me at the same time, waiting for a reaction. I opened my blue eyes wide open. Talk about no teasing tonight.
"Why… Did you…" I panted heavily, almost crying at him as I was just too close for all the magic to end.
"I want you cum with me tonight..." he whispered mischievously, fumbling with his pant and removing them as fast as possible. I could feel he was pretty desperate at this moment, judging from the way his hands trembled with every move he made.
I looked down at his throbbing, aching erection: it looked almost painful for him, so thick and ready for his release, already lubricated with his own beads of precum trailing down the shaft. He stroked himself a few times, groaning at the sight of me underneath his control. He then adjusted himself, aligning our cores: he coated the head with my own juices, and fully thrusted himself inside of me with one, rough thrust. We both moaned together at the newly found contact, so intimate and precious for the both of us. I arched even more against his hard chest, his size never failing to make me a whimpering mess, and he rested his head inside the crook of my neck, completely still and waiting for me to adjust at his size. I felt completely filled with him buried so deep inside of me, the feeling making the both of us falter and wanting more at the same time. It felt just right.
"Fuck… How can you still be this tight…" he groaned, beginning to thrust himself in and out slowly, with a slow but steady rhythm.
"Sasuke... Please don't stop…" I moaned, my nails clawing at his strong back, probably leaving marks on his already tattered skin.
He took one of my legs and placed it on his shoulder, entering me even deeper like this. I could feel him in my lungs as he restlessly ravished me with steady, fast thrusts, crashing me under his weight.
The rocks beneath my body were not even bothering me at this point. He pumped in and out of me even harder if possible, hitting my spot over and over. I could feel the familiar and buzzy sensation of the knot in my belly beginning to unravel with each and every one of his raw thrusts.
"Sa-Sasuke… I'm gonna…" I cried, my eyes shutting completely while he was looking down at me with hooded eyes. I heard him groan, an animalistic one that I've never heard from him before: a mix of pleasure, annoyance and wanting things to go by his plans.
"Hold it." he commanded, wanting to pleasure himself a little longer, even when I could swear he was more then ready to explode. I clenched around him in order to prevent me for climaxing, and he moaned hard again. All of this was making me go insane for him.
"Fuck… Do that again…" his pace was now getting sloppy, and I knew he was almost done. I clenched my walls once again, sending him to heaven.
"Sasuke, I can't… Hold it… Longer..." I cried between a thrust and the other, between a kiss and another one.
"Cum for me." and with his permission I finally let myself go, clenching hard and moaning even louder, probably drawing blood from his poor back. He came right after me, his hooded eyes closing hard as he kissed me while pumping his hot seed deep inside my body with a low growl. Sasuke rode out our orgasms as long as possible, sloppily thrusting inside until every drop of his precious seed was buried deep within me. He then collapsed on top of my exhausted body, panting hard and resting his forehead on my shoulder. I caressed his back slowly and sweetly, knowing how much he liked that kind of gesture.
We stayed like that for quite some time, his member slowly softening inside my core. His hot breath was fanning against my ear, while his delicate fingers where combing through my dark blue hair.
"You're crushing me..." I chuckled shyly while he was peppering my neck with wet, sloppy kisses. He then rolled beside me, his arm grabbing my waist and pulling me closer to him immediately.
"You know why I'm gonna kill Itachi?" he asked, his chin resting on my head while I was nuzzling in his broad chest. I looked up at him, curiosity clear in my tired
eyes.
"I have to kill him so that we'll be able to raise our children without them knowing what fear is." he whispered, looking straight into my eyes, both of our Sharingans shining vividly from what we just did.
His words struck me, and everything made sense now.
I reached for his soft lips, slowly kissing him while he hugged my form with his muscular body. No words were needed, not now.
