AN: Okay so here it is.. I have been trying to get all my stories on my FF so I may be slow to add extra chapters but I will.

Mellos Pov:))

As I ran down the hallway, my blood ran cold as ice. I had to get away from this. I turned down a new hallway towards the exit. I had to get out of here. My hand came forward and opened the door (which was surprisingly unlocked).When I ran outside the cold air paralyzed me shortly. Realizing that i had no time to waste I ran down the hard- cold street. As I ran my mind didn't even drift toward the sweet red- head that would without a doubt be waiting for me to come storming into the dorm. He would start to worry soon.

By now I was rather far from Whammy's. Farther than I had ever been. I was free. The thought brought a second wind causing me to run faster than I had been. The scenery around me began to change. The trees turning into streetlights and cars went by more and more often. I was free. This was the only thought that ran through my head. It was I'm free, not what now?, or where can i go?, or even what about Matt?, it was only the selfish thought of my own freedom, while he was stuck there... only now he was alone.

My legs were now starting to feel rubbery and numb. The sky was now dark... there were no stars. Me and Matt used to watch stars. My conscience was out to get me now. I kept walking in the ally way until my efforts became to much and i collapsed...cold, hurt, and alone. Only the third truth hurt... I can't believe what I've just done.

((Memory Mello 5 years old.))

I got out of the car slowly. I was afraid. Afraid of this new place I was brought to. Out in the yard many children were playing. Running and jumping everywhere. Every one yelling and talking. Everyone except for a pale red- head who was currently sitting on the stair way playing a game boy alone.

I walked slowly from the group of older men speaking in hushed voices. I kept walking unnoticed as I went to sit by the lone boy. When i sat down he did not even seem to notice ... for he was completely drawn into his video game. After he finished his current level he must have noticed my stare. He looked up sheepishly to meet my eyes (apart from the over sized goggles covering them).

"Uhhh...hello" He said quietly.

"Hi" I replied.

"W-who are you ... I've never seen you here before"

I looked down at my hands shyly..."I'm new here...my name is Mello"

I continued looking down as I said this... because personally my biggest fear had always been rejection. When i looked up he was staring at me with a sympathetic expression only for a moment before he said "Hi Mello it's nice to meet you.. I'm Matt...do you want to be my friend..."..his rambling continued for a few minutes before i cut him off with one simple word.

"Chocolate."

"chocolate" he asked with a confused expression.

"yes... if you are gonna be my best friend you have to at least have chocolate"

He smiled. "What human being carries chocolate with them at all times"

Smirking i reached into my pants pocket and pulled out a Hershey's bar "I do" I laughed mockingly and opened the chocolate with my teeth. He just kept staring... "want some?" I asked as i looked at him

"sure "he replied questioningly

I broke off a piece of my addiction and handed it to him ...

((end of memory...))

I lay against the grimy wall concrete scratching at my palms. How stupid can I get… he was alone now. There was nothing I could do to see him again. I was lost. He had always been there for me always been my friend and.. I loved him. Yet here I was, alone with him not knowing. I hope he finds the note, that he understands.