A/n: hi friends here is the special OS for my first year completion and.. yess.. 12th may a special day of my life because got my two best friends.. my parrot and my rabbit… love you both and this is specially for both of them.. love you guys till my last breathe.. today is our friendship anniversary too.. hehe.. 2 ka kaam ek mei kar rahi hun :P

A person looking dull and exhausted.. not only physically but mentally too.. enters inside the house.. slides his coat down from his shoulder and carelessly threw is over a standing chair.. moves forward and he sits back on the sofa puts his head on the backrest.. closing his eyes.

I am back again from where I started..

Where all are strangers.. and I was alone..

Today he was feeling he is alone.. no one has trust on him.. whatever is the incident.. the first person to whom all doubt is him… why? why Always him? will a time come when anyone understands. him? it is so easy to blame someone not realizing how much it hurts others..

All those bitter comments again starts banding inside his head..

"Galti ho gayi mujhse.. galti.. mujhe yah kaam nahi sopna chahiye tha abhijeet ko…"

"Har bar jab bhi Abhijeet musibat mein parta hai toh usski yaadash chali jati hai.."

"Yaadasht.. yaad dilane ki koshish mat karo Abhijeet, jab jab SENIOR INSPECTER ABHIJEET musibat main hote hai toh unke paas aapne bachav ke liye bahut shandaar hatiyaar hota hai unki yaadasht.."

"Aik Machli porey talab ko ganda kar dati hai.. aur yah Abhijeet puri cid team ko badnaam kar raha hai.."

"Kalank hai Abhijeet cid par Kalank…"

"kaise chod aaye tum daya ko akele marne ke liye.. tumhare rehtey yeh kaise hua"

"tumse yeh umeed nahi thi mujhe abhijeet.."

"daya ko maut ke muh mei chodke khud aapni jaan bachake aa gaye.."

"ek cid officer ki wajah se aaj puri cid team badnaam ho rahi hai"

He opens his eyes in pain.. "bas aab aur bardasht nahi hota.. itne saalo ke kaam ka yeh sila milta hai.. har koi.. mujhpe shak karne aagey aa jaata hai.. sirf isiliye kyuki mai.."strong determination was there in his voice.

They know me..

They understands me..

Then why they aligns at me..

Then why they abused me..

"18 saal se jante hai.. mujhe phir bhi bharosa nahi.. mana ki (his throat got a lump.. taking a pause he started) kabhie mujhe yaad nahi rehta yaad.. lekin ismei meri kya galti hai.. mai khud ki marzi se nahi karta hun kuch.. his eyes were reflecting the pain which his heart is bearing from long.. aab aur bardasht nahi hota.. haar baar wahi ek baat.. ek baar yeh case solve ho jaaye phir mujhe wahi karna hoga.."

Will release them from these chaos..

And also myself from those traps..

Will move far from u all..

So that nobody doubts on me..

Next morning, after freshen up.. and skipping his breakfast again.. he reaches to bureau.. all were waiting for him.. to apologies to him.. to cover up themselves with the words named.. "sorry".. "tension" or "misunderstanding" he first smiled painfully.. and then looks at all faces..

"kya hua?"

Daya comes.. "Wahi hua hoga abhi.. haar baar ki tarah tumpe lagey hue iljam jutey sabit hue ek baar phir.."

Abhijeet looks at him. "Daya.. please.."

Daya: nahi abhi iss baar maat roko mujhe.. tumhe kya lagta hai haan? tum kuch boltey nahi toh mujhe samaj nahi aata tumpe kya beeth thi hai.. sir haar baar kyu abhijeet pe shaq kartey aap mai chup rehta hun haar baar sirf abhijeet ki wajah se… 18 saal se jante hai na aap isko.. phir bhi aabhie tak bharosa nahi hua aapko ispar.. aap nahi puri duniya janti hai humhari dosti ke baare mei.. abhijeet mujhe kabhie chot pahunchane ke baare mei soch bhi nahi sakta.. phir.. bhi.. itna bada iljam laga iske uparr..

All were standing silently..

"kya hua.. aaj sab chup kyu khade hai? koi kehta kyu nahi kuch? Ek baar nahi kayi baar laga hai abhijeet ke upar iljam yaha tak.. ki iski yaadasht ko leke bhi shaq hota hai kayi logo.. ko.."

Abhijeet tries to speak.. "bas daya.. bahut bol liya tumhe yeh sab kehne ko nahi bola.. chup ho jaao aab.."

Daya was shocked.. "tum mujhe chup karwa rahe ho.. haan? tum baki ko chup hone ke liye toh nahi kehtey.. jab tumpe iljam lagta hai.. kuch kyu nahi kehtey ho tum.." he speaks.. with him.. looking into his eyes…

"daya.. please.. aab aur baat maat karo iss baare mei.."

Then a person enters inside… all looks at him.

Daya asked.. "kya hai?"

Person: sir yeh headquarters se aaye hai..

Daya takes it and the man leaves.. abhijeet gets tensed… seeing that the letter in in daya's hand.. but he can't do anything.. daya opens it.. and is shocked..

He ask.. "abhijeet ye kyaa"

Abhijeet: wo.. mai

Daya: transfer.. tum transfer le rahe ho?

All were shocked.. feeling guilty on their deeds..

Abhijeet: haan le raha hun mai..

Daya: ek minute abhi.. meri kya galti hai.. joh tum aise jaana chahtey ho..

Abhijeet: daya please.. ruko maat mujhe… aab aur nahi hota sehen yeh sab… mujhe bura iss baat ka nahi laga ki mujhpar iljam laga.. balki usski to mujhe aadat ho chuki h.. uttered in pain.. lekin mujhe iss baat ka jarur laga ki iljam tumhe chot pahuchne ka tha.. serious tone.. yeh de doh mai acp sir se sign..

Daya: abhijeet tum.. tek hai jao tum.. mai nahi rokunga tumhe.. shyad yahi sahi hai tumhare liye inn sabse dhur jaana.. kaamse kum tumhe takleef toh nahi hogi.. itni.. saying which he keeps the letter on desk and starts to move from bureau..

"kab jaa rahe ho.."

Abhijeet in low tone.. "aaj"

Daya moves out completely.. from bureau…

Freddy speaks.. "sir aap yeh kya kar rahe hai.. kuch pal ki takleef ke liye aap jindagi baar hi khushi chodke jaa rahe hai.."

Purvi: haan sir.. aap nahi jaa saktey.. aapki yaha jarurat hai hum sabko hai aapki jarurat.. aur sabse jyada daya sir ko hai.. aap chale gaye toh unka kya hoga..

Pankaj: sir mai janta hun mai bhi kabhie kabhie bahut kuch keh deta hun par sir.. aap aise maat jayie aap chale gaye toh meri freddy sir ko dhante wala kaun hoga..

Abhijeet: I am sorry par mujhe jana hoga.. ignoring all he moves towards acp sir.. with the letter..

"sir please.. bina kuch sawal kare.. aap sign kar dijiye.. please.. binti karta hun mai.."

Acp looks at him.. he takes it from him.. and signs it.. abhijeet smiles.. and moves out from bureau without saying anything.. to anyone…

Acp pov: unn kuch kadvi baaton ke liye itne saal ka saath chodke jaa raha hai..

Abhijeet comes to the beach.. their a father was with his son..

Son: papa wo usne mujhe marra mai ussey baat nahi karunga kabhie nahi karunga..

Father: beta wo aapka cousin bhai hai na..

Son: haan par wo mujhe bahut ladta hai.. aur phir ulta seedha bhi kehta hai..

Father: lekin beta wo aapse pyaar bhi toh bahut karta hai na.. aacha ek baat batao usne kitni baar tumhe mara hoga.. aur bura bhala kaha hoga..

Son: innocently.. 4 se 5 baar.

Father: lekin pyaar toh tumse wo 15 saal se karta hai na.. tumhara khyal rakhta hai tumhari parwah karta hai.. tum dono kehltey ho.. hastey ho.. aisi kayi yaadein hai.. aur yeh maat bhulo.. rishtey jitni aasani se tuthey hai na judhtey nahi hai… yeh wahi log hai joh humhari jindagi ka eke ham hissa ban jaatey hai aur humne insey bhi muh fher liya toh jeevan bhar akela rehna padega aur yeh dard sabse bada dard hoga..

Son: samaj gaya papa.. aap sahi kehtey ho.. kuch pal ke dard ke liye jindagi bhar ka dard lena aachi baat nahi…

Father: that's like my son.. and they walk.. back..

The conversation was so effective… abhijeet went into flashes… the journey he started with..

"abhijeet mai tumhe force nahi karunga.. tum aab bhi cid join kar saktey ho mai toh chahta hun tum join karo.. aur phirse jindagi ki shuruwat karo.."

"abhijeet tum khudko akele kyu samaj rahe ho.. mai hun na tumhare saath.. toh kya hua tumhe kuch yaad nahi nayi yaadein ban bhi toh sakti hai aur dekhna yeh yaadein bahut hi sundar hogi.."

"kya jarurat thi wo sab karne ki kuch ho jaata toh.."

"daya abhijeet ko kuch nahi hua hoga.. wo sahi sehlamat wapas aayega.."

"sir aapko tek dekhke humhe bahut khushi ho rahi hai.."

"abhijeet sir hum aagle saal phir aa saktey hai na chuti manane…"

"sir.. sir… yeh lijiye.. meetai kahiye wife ne banayi hai"

"nahi sir hum aapko akela chodke nahi jaayengey.."

"boss.. mai nahi jaane wala kahi.."

The laugher, the tears, precious smile, love, care.. some guilt.. and forgiveness… cannot be ignored..

Whenever he returns from a mission.. his victory has been celebrated.. by those only..

Whenever he is injured tears are in those eyes..

Whenever he is blamed one person is always by his side..

Whenever someone need any help he is the first one to asked for..

Whenever two speak nonsense.. he is the only one to scold them.

How can he leave.. and go.. the most important person of his life.. who was the only one to forwards his hand years ago.. to support him in getting up to his feet.. the only friend he is sharing everything since last 17 years.. this long relationship is not easy to get.. how can he leave them and go..

All this things were running in his mind… he closed his eyes.. for a moment..

"nahi kuch baatein itni hurt kar jaati hai ki chahke bhi bhul nahi paatey.." he moves back to his house… he sees daya standing there.. outside..

Abhijeet tries to speak.. tries to make him understand the relevance of his decision..

daya says.. "tum saman le aao mai tumhe airport tak chodne jaaunga.. mai yahi intejar kar raha hun"

Abhijeet looks at him.. then enters inside the house.. soon he returns back with luggage.. daya takes it from him..

"gher lock karke aa jao.." and moves towards the car.. abhijeet locks the house.. and joins daya.. daya starts

the car.. and drives towards airport..

"khayal rakhna aapna..aur time miley toh phone kar diya karna.. agar kabhie bhi jaurat ho toh ek phone kar dena mai aa jaunga.. aur haan meri fikar maat kar na Mao apna Khayal rakh lunga.." daya spoke in one go.

Abhijeet: hmm.. dhyana rakhunga.. abhijeet said in low tone.

Soon they reached airport.. duo came out.. from car.. first looks at the airport.. and each other..

Never thought we depart from each other..

Leaving my life back..

Breaking all promises..

But it's life..

Who takes its decisions by its own..

daya hugged him.. and they remained in hug for few minutes.. daya trying hard to control his tears.. in order not to make it hard to rely on his decision.. they separate.. daya wiped his. tear…

"chalo jao aab time ho gaya hai"

Abhijeet pats his shoulder "khyal rakhna"

Daya nodes with a forced smile on his lips.. abhijeet takes his luggage and moves inside.. without turning back.. as he knew if he turns back again he won't be able to go.. daya sits back inside the car.. and let's his tear flow..

"boss.. miss you.." he drives back towards the bureau after composing himself.. and abhijeet boards the flight…

At bureau.. daya enters inside.. silently..

Acp sir ask.. "chod aaye usey?"

Daya: taking a sign.. haan sir.. chod aaya ussey bejh diya ussey dhur iss jagah se.. jaha uski koi izzazat na ho.. koi adar samman na ho..

Acp closes his eyes.. and moves back inside into his cabin…

A new morning arise.. everything is same.. nothing has changed.. except the environment inside the bureau.. daya was most of the time disturbed.. he was missing his buddy.. so kept himself busy..

One afternoon.. at lunch time.. purvi approached him..

Purvi asked.. him "sir aap lunch ke liye aa rahe hai.."

But he seemed lost somewhere.. purvi called him again.. "daya sir.."

Daya looked at her.. "haan purvi.. kuch kaha tumne.."

Purvi: haan sir wo aap lunch ke liye a rahe hai..

In reply she got a simple sentence.. "nahi wo mujhe bhook nahi hai"

Acp comes from his cabin.. "daya.. lunch ke liye jaao.. bhuka rehna aacha nahi hai.. jao.." he ordered him.. in tough tone.. which he can't ignore.

Daya: jee sir.. he moves with them..

After a week.. a case was reported.. some discussion was going on between the team.. but daya's mind was not there.. it looked like he is not interested…

Acp aksed.. "daya.. tumhe nahi lagta.. ki humhe yeh plan ke saath aagey badhna chahiye…"

But in return he could his silence.. he looked at him.. and disturbance was completely seen on his face..

"tum log jaao abhie.. baad mei discuss kartey hai.." all the juniors nod and leave…

Acp comes and stands in front of him..

"baat hui ussey?" he asked…

Daya comes to his wisdoms.. "jee.. sir.." with absent mind

Acp: repeated his query.., maine pucha baat hui ussey..

Daya nodes. "haan sir hui thi baat uske saath.. wo aache se hai waha.."

Acp: par tum aache nahi ho..

Daya: confusingly.. sir.. Mai..

Acp: jabse wo gaya hai tum bahut disturb rehtey ho.. abhijeet ko pata chalega toh wo pareshan hoga..

Daya: sir time toh lagega na.. itna aasan nahi hai kisiko bhulana aur khas kar ussey jisse hum 18 saal se jante ho.. aur 18 saal uski jindagi ka ek ahem hissa ho.. looking at him keenly.. kisko ho ya na ho lekin mujhe bharosa hai uspe.. mera abhi kabhie galat nahi tha.. aur na hoga..

And he moves out from there.. acp sir feel hurts… his one sir is near to him.. but far from him.. and another son his so far.. that he cannot see him… a simple painful line escaped from his mouth.

"aaj dono hi mujhse ruthey hue hai mujhse.."

Acp sir nowadays feels stressed.. as the work load has increased.. before when there was abhijeet his work load always divided.. or to says turned minimal.. as he always steps forward.. to help him..

Todays he is not here.. daya is here.. but how much he can handle alone everything.. headquarters are putting pressure… he starts sweating.. his hand slides towards chest.. and low voice calls.. "daya.." he falls down.. pushing the chair..

Daya hears some voice from his cabin.. he rushes to his cabin.. and is shocked..

"sir.." he bends down.. "sir kya hua?" in tensed voice..

He shouts.. "Sachin.. ambulance ko call karo jaldi"

Salukhe comes there.. "daya.. dher na ho jaaye.. saans kum chal rahi hai

Daya: sachin car nikalo..

Sachin nodes.. they take him to hospital…

Here At banglore..

Abhijeet feels something is wrong.. the feeling telling him something is not happening right.. someone close to him.. is in danger.. "sab tek toh hongey waha.. ajeeb kyu lag raha

hai itna…" he turns on the news channel.. then goes to drink the water..

"Mumbai ke acp pradyuman iss waqt city hospital mei hai.. doctors ka kehna hai unki haalat bahut kharab hai.."

Abhijeet was hell shocked.. he turned.. and sees..

Freddy.. "dekhiye abhie kuch keh nahi saktey.. aap log please.. jayie bahut pareshan hai.. hum.."

Reporter.. "koi bhi kuch batane ko tayar nahi hai.. kya acp pradyuman bach paayegengey?"


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Sanjhana- hmm dear.. nahi jaaungi.. itni jaldi yaha se..

A/n: Please R and R.. abhie khatam nahi hua ek chapter aur hai… chalo jaldi se review karo Thursday I will update…