A/N: This is my first Fanfiction so please be passent with me.

Diclaim: I don't own them, sorry.

You sometimes say that you love somebody but do you really mean it till death do us part. Gil Grissom knew he loved Sara Sidle with all that he had in him, but she leaved without a word to the team just a letter to him. Now six years later he sat in his office working on a case thinking of her. What had happened to the women he so deeply loved with all his being. Had she just despaired of the face of the earth, had she fell in love agen with somebody new or was she just like him thing about what they could have had in life.

He was brought back of his daydream with a knock on his office door, as he looked up at his best friend Catherine Willows he saw that she was not herself.

"Cath, what is wrong" asked Grissom. She enters the office and closed the door after her. "Gil, she is coming back" said Catherine. She saw the sock in her friend eyes and knew one he had heart what she was about to tell him. He would never be the same man that Sara Sidle had known all those years ago. "Whey now it has been six years" asked Grissom. "Gil, she has been few a lot these few years, her mother dead but more then that she has a child now" answered Catherine. Grissom could not believe what she was telling him was it that maybe Sara was pregnant with his child when she left Vegas all those years ago.

"Gil, do you want to know how old the child is" asked Catherine. "Yes, way not she has a life of her own now, right I wasn't the only man for six years" answered Grissom. "She is six years old, her name is Madison or Maddie" said Catherine.

Did she just saw Grissom eyes go darker when she told him the child age and the name. The silent in the office was something Catherine Willows didn't like that mush at all.