Kam1: so! Who is up for a story?!

?(1): as long as I don't die again I'm happy.

Kam1: always such a daisy downer…

?(2): well can you blame him? Gees always going off and killing people in some bull shit tragedy. Does it ever get old?

Kam1: as a matter of fact no ^_^ maybe it's cuz you guys are always so entertaining!

?(1&2):….

?(3): I think we should run while we can…

Kam1: *insert evil laugh here* anyway here's your disclaimer!

Dis: I don't own kingdom hearts.

Smile: It's All A Lie

Prolog

I never knew something could hurt so much, I never thought it would cause me to fall. yet now I know better, now, when it's to late to make a difference. Nothing is worth this. This heartache and throbbing I feel, you caused it yet remain oblivious. It doesn't seem to affect you. Not the fact that I now flinch when someone touches me, or the fact I'm now constantly wearing long sleeves, even when it's to hot for them. You stopped noticing the little things which means you stopped altogether. I shouldn't have fallen for you yet here I am broken from the devastating fall. I can feel my tears cascading, I can feel the pain in my chest begin to worsen. I can't hold it back anymore I need a release. So I found one, I found it in the present you gave me, the small pocket knife you gave me when we went camping one summer. Ironic no?

With an unsteady hand I held the glimmering blade. Looking at my surroundings I willed this place to become my grave. From the small white cabinet at my back to the white tub on the other side. I wished for my life to end here. Then I wouldn't have to see your face anymore. I wouldn't have to try and explain how you hurt me. No one understands anymore. They all gave up, even you. Taking a deep breath I steadied my hand and pressed the blade into the crook of my arm. I felt my pain begin to lessen as I allowed the blade to draw blood. It seemed to eat at my skin greedily. Pushing it aside to allow the pain to cease. Soon I had reached the end. My arm was covered in my release, the bright red key to peace. For once I was glad. I could feel myself drifting into nothing, how long would it take someone to find me? How long would my body wait.

Looking at the item that caused my release I smiled. The blade still held memories of you. I had nothing left, you were my last chance and now here I am. Allowing it all to end because you turned out to be the same. The same fake smile, the same lies, the same pain. You broke me for the final time. I'll let death finally have my tormented and broken soul. I'm going to finally call it quits. Perhaps this time I will be allowed to move on.

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