I felt for a moment as if I never knew myself...
I thought I had it all and I knew all that there was...not that I doubted there was ever more to anything.
I always thought I was one of those people who had hard times and happy times in their life, a goal to achieve and who were unique in their own ways but had sort of ordinary lives at the same time.
I was not ordinary...not in the least bit.
I'd rather say I am lucky and my life is super SPECIAL!
And of course it's about LOVE!
This might sound to some as one of those cliches where the damsel in the distress is rescued by the prince.
But for me...this story is as real as the sky, the sun and moon and everything that I can touch and feel because it is my story. I never knew this part of my story but now that it's unveiled, I am going to dive deeper into it and I am hella proud to say that I have never felt anything so REAL and WONDROUS!
Every single day feels like a miracle and sometimes I doubt if it's even real because it's even better than the "too good to be true" phrase.
SO HERE'S HOW IT ALL STARTED:
I have dealt with some minor heartbreaks in the past and I didn't have a single clue about what life has in store for me when I was in high school. If anybody asked me what I really wanted or if I could just wish for one thing in my life then it probably would have been true love. Some people would probably have gone for money and other things but I think I knew somewhere deep down that it's the love that makes our heart skip a beat and feel the wonders that are deep within and not outside us.
That's what I always wanted and I thought at that point that it was too good to be true and probably didn't exist. But that's when destiny comes in play and this is how unpredictable the future can be. People always told me that we never knew what the future holds for us and what might happen just the next moment and yeah...I do realize that now quite well.
I have had crushes and love interests in the past which now seem more of just life lessons and good people who came and went by.
So, there was this guy...really good looking and girls of my class as well as the senior year were stupidly crazy for him. I also was starstruck when I saw him for the first time and felt a new vulnerable feeling which I probably have experienced before but not quite as much and on top of that, this guy seemed just so introverted and so handsome that I couldn't fathom him chasing me.
It was the most innate urge but it was a dream which I never thought was possible.
I had always been this introverted, a bit shy and not much social "LEO" which was quite hard to find because Leos are the the social media queens.
But who knew that the most unfathomable and dreamy life was awaiting me!