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" Great Dad's Desperation"

Chapter 1: " Baby Born: Memories Remain"

It was a quite Sunday. This particular house though was not. With a new born baby crying every second. That's not all the people in this house are special too. For one the father of the baby is half saiyan. Saiyans are a race of aliens warriors that are lot stronger than humans. The name of this particular saiyan is Gohan and in his hands is his new born Pan. She is only a quarter breed. As gohan cradles his new born in his hands he thinks back to what his father had said. *Flashback* " Gohan infants are delicate. Be careful with Pan with your saiyan strength. " * End flashback. *

Gohan tries to do it as soft as possible to get Pan to be quiet. ' It's seems like yesterday I witnessed my first death. ' * Flashback * " Special Beam Cannon!!! " Piccolo screamed as he sent his special ki attack at his rival Goku with an enemy in submission. * End Flashback * ' Witnessing my first death at that age. But it wasn't that bad I also gained a friend that day.' * Flashback * " I want my mummy!!! " little Gohan whined. " You won't have a mom to go home to if the saiyans destroy this planet that's why we're training to stop them. Now quit your whining and let's continue" Piccolo said to the frightened child. " Yes Piccolo-san " the child replied in a polite voice.

' Not too long after I gained my friend did I lose him as he was trying to protect me. That day I saw 5 people die. Four of my friends and the enemy. Enemy or not it was a living life wasted That say my dead father came back to life. Not too long after I saw namecks killed ruthlessly by the tyrant Furieza. Then I saw the Ginyu Force killed. The next time I saw death was when we killed android 20. Then I saw a person that had the strength to fight but didn't want to die. His skull crushed by the genetically engineered creature Cell. The Through my own cockiness my father died for the second time. I had so many chances to kill Cell but I wanted to torture him for all the bad things he has done. Then when the smoke cleared he killed Miria Trunks in front of me. But then I killed him, I killed Cell. He was artificially given a life and I took it away. Even if it was artificial it still was a life. I had no right even for the people he killed I had no right to decide whether he should or shouldn't live. But still he would've killed more not thinking whether it was right or not. He would've killed me without regret. Then why should I have regret? Because I'm human!

Then my dad game back to earth for one day. That day a saw some evil creation of a magician kill and eat people. He was killed by my father though. But the good side of the monster survived. Now I'm here with the girl I met in high school. She isn't so different she had witnessed the death of some one... her mom. I was the only person she talked to about her mom. Her mom died giving birth to Videl . Videl had found out when she was thirteen. Her dad had thought she was old enough to understand. Videl didn't take it well knowing she had killed her own mom. For a wedding gift I begged Master Roshi's sister to let Videl's mom come to Earth for a day. Videl was so happy and so was I, my happiness came from Videl being happy.

But I have witnessed more deaths than Videl will ever. I saw a saiyan named Turles killed in front of me. I've seen a giant robot with the brain of a scientist killed by my dad. I saw my dad kill a " Super Nameck ". I was barely conscious because of the coldness but I saw it happen. My dad had to fight more androids created by Dr. Gero. I then killed the " Legendary Super Saiyan : Brolly ". But I didn't do it by myself my little brother and the sprit of my father. I couldn't see but I felt his ki. That wasn't the first time I killed some one without my dad's spirit he helped defeat Bojack and his crew of evil space pirates that ruined a perfectly good WMA. The chibi's had run in with Broly themselves. They had to fight his clone. With Krillin's help it was easy for them. Then when the incident with Janemba happen most of our dead foes came back but the were easier the second time around. Is it okay to kill somebody if they are already dead? They last strange thing to happen was when Tapion was here. He had a monster inside him that my " Super Saiya-Jin 3 " father took care of. I wonder if I'm harvesting a monster inside me with all the dark things I have seen? When will it be released?

Well I have kill a lot of things in my life but I fianlly created one.' Noticing what he had said he looked down and realized that Pan had Fallen alseep. He gently his little angel inside her crib and gave her a small kiss on her cheek. He had created life after destroying so many and seeing so many destroyed.

A/N: Review this please do you wanna see how this story finishes or should I give up from now instead of wasting my time? Tell me!