Disclaimer: Still don't own Degrassi…

You lay your head upon his chest, knowing there's no place you'd rather be. You look into his eyes and you melt, he's absolutely gorgeous. Normally you'd be freezing on a winter night in a tank top and shorts, but you've never been so warm. You curl up in his arms; his body heat radiating through you like an infectious disease. You feel him breath and your separate heartbeats become one. You don't say a word. You don't have to. Being with him is enough.

You smile and realize how far you've come. Three months ago you were at a breaking point, three months ago you didn't see a future in yourself. You lived each day in the present and feared it's tomorrow. Three months ago you were a mess, three months ago you could barely stand who you were.

Everyday used to seem like a year to you. Everything was drawn out and pointless. Your life was a disaster, but your feelings were tsunami. Angry and obsessive thoughts consumed you; your life was so OCD. You looked for an escape. And you found it.

Your escape was a hurting in more ways than one. You lied to yourself and said that everything would be all right. You hid behind a false smile that was so convincing you almost believed it, even your best friends new nothing was wrong; it took a stranger to realize that. Your release was temporary and you began to crave it You also began to loose control.

But then you found him. Locked in a room that smelled of macaroni and cheese he was there. A few minutes with him and you knew. He didn't base you off your appearance like so many others did; he looked past the self-assured attitude and eyeliner and saw the girl who was breaking.

Your very sensitive, you've always known this. But everyone else doesn't, you fool them easily. Your not Paige, you don't wear your emotions like designer jeans. You've learned to hide your emotions and everyone believes your act. You existence is one big play and you put on your show convincingly. But when your curtain falls, he's behind it. You can't fool him like you fool some many others, he knows your tricks. You're his actress and he's your director; he knows all your secrets and can see through your plastic appearance.

You're not like the Barbie he used to date. If anything you're the broken Barbie with scratch lines carved into her wrists from overuse. The girl he used to date was perfect, but she wasn't beautiful. Beauty is imperfection and asymmetry. Mistakes make you beautiful. He makes your beautiful.

You feel so alive when you're with him. He's your cocaine rush and your ecstasy high. You love him because he gets you, even your best friend was trouble wit that. He's the first guy you've ever loved. He's your savior, your solstice. He's your reason to live.

He makes you feel worth something, he makes you feel important tonight. Like fish you feed off each other's energy. While weak apart, you're invincible together. You love to hug him, you always wanted affection. He satisfies your hunger to belong.

You look at him and realize that he saved you; without him you never would have last. You kiss his cheek and whisper, "Without you I am nothing, you're the one that makes me whole."

Authors Note: Obviously this was a Sellie fiction, if you couldn't obviously tell. As you can see, I am at a loss for a title…if you can think of one... please put it in your review hint hint and I'll give you total credit. Hope you enjoyed it cause I loved writing it. Read and Review please!