even on the outside if everything's alright
on the inside I feel twisted like wires and vines
darkness slowly creeps into my heart
like a predator
I try
to not become one with that darkness
to not run away to the unknown
but I feel like that darkness consumes me
by jeering the one that has been closest to me
Their darkness becomes mine
No matter how many times I rap with words upon their empty minds
My words pass through them with no succession
When will they comprehend my pain? When will they stop?
They act like their actions have no effect on me
And I can't take it!
I can't take them!
They have given me these feelings, this darkness
They tell me to open my mind, my emotions to them
But how can I do that when they put more darkness in?
A shadow has grown upon my heart
It has grown there over the years
Accusations
And lies,
slowly chip away at the last my innocence
They have said hatred lies deep within me
It is living, prospering in the chambers of my heart
a hatred they themselves
have born with their own hatred
