Title: The Monster
Anime: Yu-Gi-Oh!

"You're filthy."

He only treats me like this when we're alone. When he's angry with me in public, he does nothing and acts like he doesn't know who I am. I'm not a spirit, now, so it's harder to ignore me. I know better than to bother him, though.

"You're disgusting."

Even when I was a spirit, he knew about me. He acted like he didn't, though. He liked to pretend to lose his memory, and he would play innocent. That's how he gained new friends: being nice. No. He isn't nice, actually. In fact, he's worse than I am. He would never tell anyone that, though. Then they would know how strong he is…. How awful he is…. How not worthy of love he is.

He slammed the metal chain down on my back. According to him, he's being merciful. If he were being cruel, he would be hitting my stomach with it.

"You came too soon, Bakura. Too soon."

I could take him down if I wanted to. I would be on top for once, and he'd be the one receiving the beatings. I can't, though. Not only do I secretly fear him, the Pharaoh and his friends would kill me for being abusive. If they only knew how he really is….

"Now you're too weak to say 'no'." he had a frightening smirk playing on his lips, and cruelty in his harsh, cold brown eyes. He straddled my limp body, ready to do the deed.

I actually like this part physically. I HATE him, though. He hurts me. I once told him that he was hurting me, but he only hurt me more after that. I've learned to keep silent.

He's what people call an 'attaking uke'. He is on top and in control, but he never enters me. It's always him being the uke. It feels good, I admit, but I don't want him.

I want Marik. I know that he wants me as well, but he can't say anything. If he did, though, we could run away together and get away from those that abuse us. He would get away from that psycho yami of his, Malik, and I could free myself from my abusive Hikari. I can't, though. We have a bond through the ring, and he can always find me. This monster…. This pale boy on top of me being screwed…. I hate him. I thought, 'I hate you, Ryou.' But I never spoke the words.