Helloooooo, so I was listening to a song called: The kill from 30 seconds to mars and I totally love that song, god...it's so full of emotions and I love songs with emotions in them like...diary of jane from breaking benjamin and...i don't care from three days grace screw that I love every song from three days grace and evanescence and nightwish and within temptation, OMG WITHIN TEMPTATION IS FROM MY COUNTRY *squeals*errr...yeah i'm not here to talk about songs I could go on like this for...forever xD Sooo what i'm gonna do is this: A SEQUEL OF HEARTACHE, yay! Hooray for me! Soooo I have no idea what i'm gonna make exactly but Denise will appear and some other people too since I forgot to write about Denise again in Heartache xD Anyways I hope you enjoy this too! And I do not own anything!
Everything is still in Musa's p.o.v, except when i say: with blablabla that isn't Musa xD
Previously;
Riven sat at the dining table eating. I walked out of the bathroom with a complete shock on my face. Riven look at me and soon got a worried face. He walked over to me.
"What's wrong?" He asked concerned.
"I'm pregnant" I replied in shock. Riven stared at me blankly. Soon his face became pale and his eyes rolled back and he collapsed on the ground. He fainted.
~With Musa and Riven~
I was sitting on my bed with Riven laying next to me, but Riven was still unconscious. It's been ten minutes since I told Riven I was pregnant. I really freaked him out by the look of this. I sighed out of boredom. I looked at the clock and the seconds ticked slowly by...really slow. I could've sworn the clock wasn't even moving. I heard a groan and I quickly looked at Riven. I saw him waking up. He blinked a couple of times and groaned more. He rubbed his forehead.
"What...what happened?" He asked confused.
"You fainted" I told him. I crossed my arms and looked at him blankly.
"What? No I didn't" He said. He looked at me as if I were crazy.
"Then why don't you remember what happened?" I asked him.
"I don't know" He replied.
"Exactly" I said.
"What?"
"Never mind, look you fainted because-"
"I didn't fait!" He interrupted me suddenly. I rolled my eyes and sighed.
"Listen to me!" I said a little angry. I do not want to reason with him now, we have a serious problem.
"I didn't faint" Riven mumbled. I closed my eyes and breathed deep in so I could control my anger.
"I'm pregnant" I said.
"How long was I out?" Riven asked me. I stared at him with open mouth. Didn't he just hear me?
"Ten minutes but would you just listen to me for a moment" I said impaciently.
"Ten minutes...but how could I be out when I didn't-" I interrupted him immediatly.
"Riven!" I yelled.
"What?" He asked me confused.
"Listen to me!" I yelled. He raised his eyebrows in suprise and he raised his hands in a surrendered way.
"I'm pregnant" I said again. Riven stared at me. After a moment of silence he finally spoke up.
"And?"
My mouth dropped and my eyes widened in disbelief. What was wrong with him? Did he like it or didn't he get it? I groaned out of frustration and got up. I walked towards the livingroom.
"Musa wait!" I heard Riven yell. I suddenly felt Riven's hand around my wrist. He turned me around and looked at me with an confused face. I looked at him angrily. Suddenly I slapped him. He rubbed his cheek where I just hit him. It was a little red.
"What was that for?" Riven yelled.
"For acting like a jackass! Riven come on! We graduated and your acting like your oldself again! I told you I was pregnant and the only thing you say is 'and?'" I said furiously. Riven's face became calm. He removed his hand from his cheek and held my hand. I didn't mind him holding my hand but I did want some answers.
"I'm sorry okay, it's just...it just came as a suprise and I had no idea how to respond" Riven said. I became calm too. I looked at the ground and then back at him.
"Well...you could've at least be happy" I said. Riven hesitated before answering.
"Are...you happy?" I asked him unsure. I narrowed my eyes when he was about to reply.
"It's...it's new" Riven whispered.
"What?" I whispered so quietly that Riven couldn't hear it. Riven opened his mouth again but before he could say anything I said something.
"Wait wait wait wait wait" I began. This time I hesitated before speaking further. "Your not happy?"
"Musa come on, this is new for both of us. I have no idea how to feel!" Riven said "I have a thousand emotions rushing through me now and I have no idea which one is going to stay!"
"I'm happy" I said. I looked at him. I watched his every move and I tried to figure out what kind of feelings he was feeling. I could see so many things in his eyes that I never saw before. There was anger, frustration, sadness, happiness, fright, confusion. Well at least I saw happiness once but one thing I saw the most and that was something that I never saw before; fright. Riven just shook his head, not knowing what he wanted to say.
"I'm scared too okay! I'm scared as hell! I have no idea what i'm going through right now cause I have this...this thing growing inside of me!" I said. I was totally freaking out. It just came out of nowhere. 1 Minute ago I was happy and now I was just freaking out. I started pacing around the room. Riven just watched me.
"Maybe Stella could help you" Riven suggested. I stopped and quickly looked at him.
"You wanna tell them?" I asked him. Once again I saw confusion written over his face.
"I...I don't know, I just thought...since your freaking out you needed some help" Riven stuttered.
"I need help yeah! From you!" I yelled furiously. Now I was furious again. I knew that your going to have moodswings but not so soon.
"What can I do?" Riven asked helplessly. I quickly walked towards Riven and started pounding on his chest.
"You can take me to the doctor you idiot!" I screamed. Riven immediatly ran to the front door. He grabbed his jacket and ran out of the door closing it behind him. I stood in the livingroom. I looked at the door with a confused face. Where was he going? Was he leaving me? Suddenly the door opened again and Riven stood in the doorway. He walked over to me.
"Sorry" He apologized.
"Where were you going?" I asked.
"I was going to the doctor but then I realized I forgot you and your the one who needs to go to the doctor" He said. Great...he forgot me. He grabbed my hand and lead us to the door. We walked out of our apartment and went to the doctor.
~With Riven, an half hour later~
Riven paced around in the waitingroom. He wasn't the only one there. A woman was sitting on a chair with her daughter next to her, an old man was sitting in a chair reading the newspaper, a man was sitting on a chair looking at Riven all the time and a teen boy and girl were sitting next to each other.
Riven was pacing around the room the whole time. He couldn't sit still. He tapped with his fingers on the side of his hips and he looked at the ground. Now it was his turn to freak out. Riven didn't even notice everyone was looking at him now. Finally the woman got tired of him.
"Would you just sit down" The woman said. Riven stopped and looked at the woman. He then looked around the room and saw everyone staring at him. Riven took a deep breath and sat in a chair. Everyone turned back to their own things. Riven looked at the ceilling, floor, chairs, people, tables, literally everthing you could look at. He started to tap his fingers on the elbow-rest. The woman rolled her eyes out of annoyance and sighed. Riven started to bounce his leg up and down too. He just couldn't sit still. Suddenly the door opened. Riven immediatly looked up.
~With Musa~
"Thank you" I said when I walked out of the door, into the waitingroom. I saw Riven standing up quickly and walking to me.
"And?" He asked me softly, so no one could listen to our conversation. I took a deep breath and looked at him. He looked worried. I smiled at him. I grabbed his hand and walked to the door.
"Finally" I heard a woman sigh. I ignored her but I saw Riven glaring at her in the corner of my eye. When we were outside I stopped and looked at him.
"What was that about?" I asked curiously. He raised his eyebrows.
"What?" He asked.
"That woman?" I said, reminding him of that woman.
"Oh that, well I kinda annoyed her in the waitingroom" He said with a little smirk. I giggled softly.
"What did you do?"
"I was...pacing around in the room the whole time and I think that annoyed her, so she asked me to sit down and I did" He explained.
"And...?" I said, keeping the conversation going.
"Then I started tapping my fingers and bouncing my leg up and down and that annoyed her too" He said with a satisfied smile. I chuckled.
"But what did the doctor say?" He asked me curiously. I took a deep breath again.
"She told me that i'm indeed two week pregnant and she gave me a few advices" I said "And I need to come back in a month for a check up"
Riven nodded, "That's good right?" He asked me to be sure.
"Yeah" I giggled. I gave him a kiss on his cheek and we walked back to our apartment. So many questions were in my head again. What should I tell my friends? Should I even tell my friends? How will they react? The same goes for my father. How is he going to react since he doesn't like Riven? But I was only afraid of one thing and I knew it was horrible to think that but it just popped in my head all the time; Was Riven going to stay with me through my whole pregnancy?
So this is the end of chapter one! I hope you liked it and I loved writing that little bit about Riven in the waitingroom. I wanted to put the conversation of musa and the doctor in it but I have no idea what the doctor's say when your only two week pregnant since I never had that experience. I hope you liked it and I will continue soon cause Heartache is my favorite story (of myself ofcourse) so I like writing a sequel xD Bye bye ~xXx~
