BANG
Summary: An after-death fic. Spike's knocking on Heaven's door. Bad summary, just read it. Reviews are needed to preserve my sanity.
Author's Note: This is the second Bebop fic I've written. Done in five minutes! It's the first fic I've actually been able to do in five minutes. I'm very proud of myself.
Disclaimer: I don't own, nor will I ever.
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To dream...
To die...
To wish I were somewhere else...
Is it selfish?
Selfish to not want to die?
Wishing I hadn't given off that last "Bang."
Is that selfish?
I'm knocking on Heaven's door...
It seems like nobody's home...
I'm not home.
Being what I am...
A bonafide bounty hunter...
The Best of the Best...
The Greatest of the Greats...
A God among men...
A God...
And now...
Now...
What now?
To knock on Heaven's door forever?
Bask in my failure?
Failing at being the Best?
I failed.
Failed everyone.
Failed the Bebop and failed myself.
And now...
Now I'm not a Space Cowboy...
I can't be a Space Cowboy...
Certainly not a Space Cowboy...
So...
...Now what am I?
Now what am I...?
...I'm just a guy...
Just a guy who's knocking on Heaven's door...
A guy with a silly little catch phrase...
Just a guy...
Just...
Just a human being...
Am I just a particle of dust in the big scheme of things?
Did I ever matter?
Did anything even matter?
...Of course it mattered...
People knew me...
People knew my name...
Knew who I was...
People knew I was the Greatest of the Greats...
And even if I'm knocking on Heaven's door...
I'll remember that.
Remember my name.
Remember who I am.
And if this door never opens...
If I'm knocking forever...
Well, I've got one thing to say about that...
Bang.
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FIN
Closing Note: Very fun fic. Tragic, yet comic. Read and review, I don't care if you want to talk smack or give praise.
