Hold your breath and then release here is my very first fanfic.

Who, What, Where, How, and Why?

It was cold and the night was young. Raven was frantically searching for her life through the pages of her books, just as Robin walked in.

"Hey what's up?"

"Nothing," Raven said in her dull but fragile voice.

"Why are you going through your books like that?"

"I need to find answers Robin, answers."

"Answers to what?"

"To us, me, my life."

"Oh, I see."

"I love you but lately I have found myself in need of a higher life and something bigger than this."

"Rae, you need to calm down. We need you here!"

"If I can not then I will leave. I am so sorry but I need to find out what it is."

"What is what?"

"Me, Robin, I live being here but I need to find out why I am so different and why I can't be truly happy."

"But…"

"Nothing left to say but goodbye… I can't find it, the one thing that makes me well me."

"Wait maybe the gang and I can help you find it."

"No I need to do this on my own and so I will."

With that she was gone and Robin had no idea what he was going to do without her.

Back in Starfires room Beast Boy was going through her stuff looking for something.

"Beast Boy, what is this thing you search for?"

"Didn't you here Cyborgs gone on a rampage and he is looking for his battery pack and I need to find it now."

"Why is it you seek his charger within my room?"

"I am looking every where and anywhere for it and I won't stop till I find it!"

Raven walks in and looks ast them both. They noticed that she has a suitcase and she isn't smiling.

"Friend raven, where are you going?"

"I am going to find my life and myself within."

"Why the suitcase chicky?"

"I am going to seek myself."

"But…Why?"

"Just because I need to and I need to help myself before I hurt someone or before I fall more in love with Robin."

"But…"

"No but… Just Goodbyes.'

With these words she was gone and no one knew where to.

Back in her room, Robin was crying and actually crying.

"Why is she leaving my and why can't I find out where she Is going? I hate this and I blame myself because I was moving to fast but what can I do now? She has her stuff and she has probably already left. But who would do this? Why? Where and How? I don't get it but I want her back and I am not leaving this room till she returns."

In Cyborgs room more Goodbyes were given.

"Raven, we need you and without you we are not a team."

"But I need to find me first and maybe you will see me soon but I need to go and right now before I hurt you or someone else and I already have broken Robins heart . I need to go. Goodbye Cyborg, goodbye.'

With that she was gone but Cyborg really wondered if she would even come back. That night the titans tower was quiet and every teen was wondering about Raven. Where was she going and would she come back?